1. SICK & TIRED

I've been through this same hell before,
I am always the one the world seems to turn against
I carry this goddamn cross, that's breaking my spine
Yet I refuse to give in

Taken the actions you'd never dare,
Carried such a burden that you'd never bear
I've been down on my knees and been kicked into the teeth
Yet still you cannot make me cry

I break down
I am...

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Sick and tired to all of this
Sick and tired to drag your sled
Why does the world still keeps me alive?
I'm sick and tired to all of this
Tired to drag this sled of shit
Am I the one your world needs to stay alive?

In front of the mirror again,
Screaming until I bleed
This useless existence never had meaning
Playing the game of life with a deck of fifty-one
Yet still it is death that has cheated

I break down
No honey, no honey you can't make me mourn

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Screaming, I knew it would end here
Six feet down below it's hard to breathe
You said, "This is the last time"
And you do it all over again

I break down
No honey, no honey you can't make me mourn

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2. MY LAST DAY IN THESE PALE WHITE SHEETS

My last day in these pale white sheets
My last night didn’t let me sleep
The shadow is there to stay
In the corner of my eye

I have thought this through,
I’m willing to let go
Not with misery, yet not with joy
I’m going to sleep away

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The pulse is dying down, I can barely hear it now
I can feel the pain, the damage it has done
The pulse is dying down, I can barely hear it now
Through the years of pain, the sorrow remains the same

I have become too weak through the years
Too weak to carry on another day
I'm standing here at the end of my line
Sadly giving in and saying farewell to life

I’m facing the dark, cold unknown
As the wind blows out the flame, I will face it alone

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So, this is where it ends
So, this is the final line
No more crossroads left
I'll just have to bow before the end

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