1. INTRO

Hello

Is this what you waited for? Is this it?


2. MY ENIGMA

My Enigma.
Rate my life below the minus point.
My Enigma.
Degrade the last thing I have left.
There's nothing left of my pride.
There's nothing left of my ride through life.
I'll be here biting the pain away.
Losing some life every day.
How hard is it to see your own mistakes?
I'm not the only culpable bastard!

My Enigma.
Draw meaning out the phrase.
My Enigma.
See your own hypocritical deeds.
There's nothing left of my pride.
There's nothing left of my ride through life.
I'll be here restating my thoughts
In search of the perfect words.
Open your eyes motherfucker can't you see?
You are doing the same thing as the parents you hate...

Did you forget that you did begin this?
Did you forget that you're the causer of my disaster?
Did you forget that I'm more resourceful?
Did you forget that I would break away?

You're testing me again.
Fraud! Fraud! Fraud!
Get yourself together girl.
Fuck! Fuck!
I see you inside of me.
My Enigma.
Don't you ever forget the days.
My Enigma.
That you knew you were below me.
I can't count the times you asked me to kill you.
How many times have you asked for more?
I'll be with you invisible.
Every fucking day I will haunt your brain.
But oh my God, I feel like I'm fading away.
I'm fading away and i'll make you fade away with me.

Did you forget that you did begin this?
Did you forget that you're the causer of my disaster?
Did you forget that I'm more resourceful?
Did you forget that I would break away?

My Enigma set me free.
Release me of these chains.
They're getting way to heavy for me.
I get so depressed.
Set me free.
My Enigma.


3. HURT AND RELEASE

Please don't try to be the same.
You are just here to irritate me.
Cheat around the world for shame.
Jump before another train.
Bind around the rope for pain.
You won't get the fuck away.
My life was great till I became,
The kind of an I hate.

Feel and suppress, hurt and release.
These are the times, that we should consider as the best.
But who am I to judge?
But who am I to judge?

Oh Gog, here we go again.
Roughshod.
Gain the pain in vain.
Get out.
Stamped upon my brain.
Please die.
I see you.

Astounding.
Listening.
Cutting.
Betray and doing it all for themselves.

What did I do to goddamn have this curse over myself.

I do not choose to feel.
I tried that shit already.
Enticed by my dark side.
But my outside seems fine.

Feel and suppress, hurt and release.
These are the times, that we should consider as the best.
But who am I to judge?
But who am I to judge?


4. DESPITE OF SOMEONE ELSE (I FEEL)

The letter that makes us so vitiated.
The letter that makes us so illustrated.
The letter that creates us is annotated.
Compliments are raining but I am overrated.
Right in front of me (I didn't deserve this).
Right in front of me (I got this through sins).
You are diminutive, I am the fifth.

It took four months to regain perspective.
It took a whole person to regain perspective.
Despite of someone else I feel.
Despite of someone else I feel.

The conversation makes us like familiar faces.
The anti-hesitation has retracted my graces.
The situation makes me feel like I'm all aces.
Tenderness is raining but love is overrated.
Right in front of me (I didn't deserve this).
Right in front of me (I got this through sins).
You're not refractive, this is forthwith.

It took four months to regain perspective.
It took a whole person to regain perspective.
Despite of someone else I feel.
Despite of someone else I feel.

You, bitch.

Despite of someone else I feel.
Despite of someone else I feel.
Bitch!


5. TILL THE DOWNFALL

Thorn from the inside let you drive.
Vulnerable sights and I'd let you rise.
You could see that it's against my worth of time.
As you will feel, as you will feel...
As it will ring on for me.
As it wil ring on for me... Her.

Everything you did was all for your own good.
I mind it all the time.
Everything I did, I did with an ego.
I'd clear it anytime.
Everything that's lied is hoped to be lost.
It solves itself with time.
Everything you didn't say is everlasting.
I'd burn it everytime.

Involvement FAQ, you, get a hint.
Ignoring means that, I don't like you.
You could see that you're against my worth of time,
As you will feel.
As you will feel.
As it will ring on for me.
As it will ring on for me... Her.

Everything you did was all for your own good.
I mind it all the time.
Everything I did, I did with an ego.
I'd clear it anytime.
Everything that's lied is hoped to be lost.
It solves itself with time.
Everything you didn't say is everlasting.
I'd burn it everytime.

You'd come up.

You made me hate myself.
You made her hurt herself.
Shut you out.
Clarity reigns.
The child of lies.
Now is your time to level with the ground.
Tool in your own,
Your own show.
I can walk you.
I can break you.
I can do you.

I mind what you did.
Now pay the price.


6. I WON'T GIVE UP.

As I perk from disregard.
I outlive my digress.
Is this what you're waiting for? Is this it?
Is this what you're waiting for? Is this it?
Salvation will not inspirate.
Followed by the inaction.
Is this what you're waiting for? Is this it?
Is this what you're waiting for? Come and get it.
Get up, ready to go.
Know what it's worth before the minus grows.
Get up, ready to show.
Know what it's worth to you and let it show.

I wont't just give this up.
This is where I get my highs.
I won't just give this up.
That's my life you are trying to take away.
I'm overflowed but it all seems clear.
Everything I do is beside the mere.
Caged, all thoughts are fading faint.
I can honestly say that I'm okay.

Now i'll get disclosed from another year.
Not surprising cause it's all sincere.
The face that I claimed was never even there.
Just a motivation wasting kid upstairs.

I wont't just give this up.
This is where I get my highs.
I won't just give this up.
That's my life you are trying to take away.
I'm overflowed but it all seems clear.
Everything I do is beside the mere.
Caged, all thoughts are fading faint.
I can honestly say that I'm okay.

Compassion for one individual.
Never made it indestructible.
Give me another one of reason to try again.
If it tries back at me I can understand.
I wrote I want a broken sigh.
But not another twisted mind.
The sweethearts I claimed were never even there.
Turning out to be not as refined as I claimed.
My mind is filled and my throat is sour.
But screaming is the best thing I can do.
So i'll just go on.


7. PASS THE TIME PUPPET

Suddenly, I see, I need, the energy.
To feed, my needs, new screed, I'm calling you.
My pass the time puppet.
I'm reprehensible, but I'm over it.
I've changed my mind.

Suddenly, my deeds, my flaws, turn to tempting needs.
I see, in thee, my bad, I'm calling you.
My pass the time puppet.
I'm condemnable, but I'm over it.
I've changed my mind.

Come on over, over the same old lines.
Come on over and see the way that I have lied.
Come on over, over the same old lines.
Come on over and see where you will be read.

Before you, I was unhampered.
Unfettered, and mainly I was free.
Before you, made a statement.
And left your, scent on me, I was free.
Before you, I was unhampered.
Unfettered, and mainly I was free.
Before you, made a statement.
And left your, scent on me, I was free.

Come on over, pass the time puppet.
Come on over and see where you'll be read.
You'll be read in this case next to the cd.
Flip open the book and find yourself in the lyrics.

I call you my pass the time puppet.
Misguided I condemned you to the lowest of ranks.
To the cruel and unevolved place that I had in mind for you.

Before you, I was unhampered.
Unfettered, and mainly I was free.
Before you, made a statement.
And left your, scent on me, I was free.


8. CALCIFY

Indeliberate signs of riant.
I'm living out of my can.
I'm in the chair of God looking over.
Next I see with my blind eyes.
That the following part is gonna cover all of me,
Confiscating my eyes entirely.

There's not much wrong with no regrets.
But no distress or scathe is making me calcify
And I'm e'er against that.
Supposed to be alright (butsometimes I think)
This world is not mine.

Stuck on the green spot of my time beam.
Nails apart is the worst thing, I want my dream.
I want my scheme, changing my theme.
Figurative and flesh made, I;m where the blast is.
Can I evaporate, inside of this fast kiss
Confiscating my eyes entirely.

There's not much wrong with no regrets.
But no distress or scathe is making me calcify
And I'm e'er against that.
Supposed to be alright (butsometimes I think)
This world is not mine.

Weather will change, the sun will fade again.
Then comes the storm and I will fade again.
I don't wanna be there, I don't wanna be there,
When the boy cries wolf.
Stoppin' all the bitchin' when the boy cried.

There's not much wrong with no regrets.
But no distress or scathe is making me calcify
And I'm e'er against that.
Supposed to be alright (butsometimes I think)
This world is not mine.

And I
Am ever...
I am
Calcified.


9. HOLD ON TO INSANITY.

So you declare this change for yourself.
So you're prepared to live with yourself.
Transitions defaults change to fade.
Depends on you whether it will change.
Can you take the glory out of you?
Can you answer positive to the questions?

Are you mad? Are you insane?
Do you want to live disturbed and give the rest away?
No remains, nag of sticking qith you till you bite away.
Don't you ever feel like it?
Don't you ever feel like graping your heart's needs, yes?
Are you mad? Are you insane?
Want to dedicate your life then give the rest away?

Want to see how it unfolds.
Want to see how you lose it all.
Want to see how you will fall.
Want to see the way you'll crawl.
Inside the risks claims the rotten face it's place.
Depressions, delusions, defusions and whatnot waits, so

Are you mad? Are you insane?
Do you want to live disturbed and give the rest away?
No remains, nag of sticking qith you till you bite away.
Don't you ever feel like it?
Don't you ever feel like graping your heart's needs, yes?
Are you mad? Are you insane?
Want to dedicate your life then give the rest away?

Are you mad? Are you insane?