1. DID I DIE

Don't you know what I want to say , go fuck yourself
In time my wounds will heal, but scars stays open
Leaving me on the watch, always avoiding the pain
How much of myself have I left behind, am I sorry?

I think you're the only one
My self hating has just begun
I wanna take you down
I'm disevolving
You think you're the other way
I might see another day
You're been my holy ground
Why did I trust you?

You, I've been thinking about
Take, taken my own life
Would you believe in me if I said that I tried?
Did I die??

Contaminated with fear, I disappear, I try to move on in my life
FUCK!
Your face still haunts me even when I'm sober
I will make sure that you will never, never forget
I must tear my spine before you leave me sorry

I think you're the only one
Am I the only lonely one
I wanna take you down
I'm disevolving
You think you're the other way
I might see changes of it someday
You been watching me drown
Why did I trust you?

Now I will move on once again
I'll cut the strings to what has been
The memory of you
Will be the one, who sickens me
But now the hate is filling me
I'll walk the line, you must believe
You are disgusting me
I hope you go down


2. SOLDIER

Stand right
Stand tall
No fear
Nor fall
That's what I kept in mind, every time I felt so small
I would make a difference, be in the offensive
Believed this had a purpose, never acting nervous
Displacements of the worthless

Go bring me... WAR, that's what I'm here FOR...
That's why I will SERVE and PROTECT, by the lord, disinfect
If you try to pass my way, I will haunt you down night and day
If you hurt my brothers, I will slay all others
I may be loosing my mind, I may leave everything behind

Give me a FIGHT, a blood red NIGHT, I want it more
A burning soul...
They took my youth, made me enslaved, so hear me roar
They made me numb, kissing the gun, marching to war
I learned to kill; I felt the thrill, never felt sore
'Cause I am never coming home

I know I'll never make it back
From the end of the barrel
Everything is fainting in to fucking black
What do I have to gain? Keep pressure on the pain?
I know I'm just another number, just another name
No one will remember me
No one will be ashamed
As I stand alone, I'm never coming home...

Give me a FIGHT, a blood red NIGHT, I want it more
A burning soul
They took my youth, made me enslaved, so hear me roar
They made me numb, kissing the gun, marching to war
I learned to kill, felt the thrill, never felt sore
They broke my bones, they burned my soul
They made me feel that it was all right, continuing fight
Continue to fight, now I am alone - never coming home

Home, home... NO!


3. THE ONLY GOD IN HERE

Now hear my instruction
Inside this place, reigns chaos and destruction
This is my world, my construction
No one will be set free
All here to scream for me
No more believing
No fucking forgiving
Now the darkness will be deceiving

When the fire is on
And when the fright has begun
That's when you better face the fear down here
Falling flames from the ground
Burning corpses around
Encapsulating the atmosphere down here

My mental masturbation
My pleasure, your pain
Now treasure my name
I'm the puppeteer
The only god in here
My wish, your command to obey
You'll all feel my daemons, how much you even pray
I bid you welcome to my world, you are all here to stay

You will not ever gonna see the fucking light of day
But you will se me disembower and you will see me laugh and slay
You and your fear belongs here with me
Your rotten soul is here and never will be free

When the fire is on
And when the fright has begun
That's when you better face the fear down here
Falling flames from the ground
Burning corpses around
Encapsulating the atmosphere down here


4. HOTARU

Completely determined and burning with the spirit of certain death
I go forward with my mission
I carry out the task, assigned to me

In this war I will transform into the lightning from hell
I am determent to strike through

I go for the kill...
Go for the thrill...
Go straight to hell...

Why don't you go with me
Don't know how
How would I know
When I come home

With my family in my thoughts, I set of
This is my final destination, come on
Wake me, god take me

I take the final step towards my destiny
I become one with my cabin of death
I climb aboard my point of no return

Many years I have been waiting, the fight is on
I go into a bombshell

I go for the kill...
Go for the thrill...
Go straight to hell...

The time is at hand, my story end
Descent to the war song, who can comprehend
I'm still a youngster, but becoming a man
I will be flying to the promised land

I go for the kill...
Go for the thrill...
Go straight to hell...


5. I ENTER OCTO

Bring out the fear again
I closed my eyes and entered the first one
Inside I found myself cutting up a Jesus looking person
Not that I'm a christian, not that I would blaspheme
Everywhere I looked around the scenario seems obscene

The second one, two dead people lying on a table
I placed myself beside them, unaware and unable to move
As one them fell down, on me, collided to three
From the inside, the death of my brother, in the mud he smothers
I hung myself in a blood covered tree

Bring out the fear again, a world I enter, Octo. Bring the pain
Falling, falling, crawling...
I spawn the fire in my vain, oh will I ever awake again
Awake again...

Slamming door number four
Five tried to flee
From the legions of death
Striking to kill me
My legs couldn't move
Dragging forward by the hands
From six into seven
Where darkness has swallowed
What should have been heaven
I open the door to a place I belong
Though I know I shouldn't enter
I know the name is Octo
- It's written at the door. It's the entrance to my home

Bring out the fear again

Bring out the fear again
I closed my eyes and entered the last one
Inside I found myself...


6. WANTER

You wanted it all but couldn't be
What you want others to see
The fakened ground in time will slowly disappear
They built you up; you dug them deeper in the dirt
The circle of trust dissolved in line with greed
In line with your urge to be more than you'd complete
The time is near

Feels like - the world corrodes my head
Ahead for a
Breakdown - unbearable creeping death
I leave it
Inside - deceivers walks alone
It's all done - wanted to be something
But drove it to nothing on my own

You wanted it all, but couldn't be
What you want others to see
You are falling
Time, will take ya
To, your maker
Pay, for everything they gave ya

You just didn't feel it, you're all alone
And when you neglected your sorrow
You took it home
Pills didn't make it, liquor couldn't save it
Dread overtook the raging
And you knew you couldn't brake it

You wanted it all, but couldn't be
What you want others to see
They are calling
Your name again, no more reply
You are no longer here
In time your name will disappear
No one will moan, you died as you laid
Deceivable and alone
Deceiver
Believer
Don't think that life won't cheat ya'