1. KILLING SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL

I am alone, I can feel
Nothing
Its cold, its dark
It falls apart

I hate everything about this place
Fuck this, I'm not gonna die here
I'd rather swallow razor blades, than be one of them
Oh God its fucking pathetic
You better stay away from me
Fuck this, I'm not gonna die here
You better stay away from me
Oh God its fucking pathetic

You drag me down, never gave me a chance
You pillaged me, diseasing my beliefs
You took away everything I'd become
You left behind my immortality

I hate everything about this place
Fuck this, I'm not gonna die here
I'd rather swallow razor blades, than be one of them
Oh God its fucking pathetic
You better stay away from me
Fuck this, I'm not gonna die here
You better stay away from me
Oh God its fucking pathetic

Feel no remorse to spit down on the world
‘Cause I'm giving right back what's inflicted on me
I've had enough of the fucking deceit
All the lies are a cancer that eat me away

Say, what, you feel
I hate this thing
Loathe your own mind
Your life, your life
It's a lie, it's a lie

You are a snake to me'
Watch you suffer as you bleed
You are a plague to me'
You are nothing


2. PARASITE

This is, what I, don't need
Why do you put me down'
I can't, sit here, waiting
While you rip me apart

You look at me and I don't know why
Is it because I'm not like you'
I can't stand being in this fucking place
Everybody's fucked; they're all just the same
What makes you think you're better than me'
You're fucking nothing you make me sick
Come on motherfucker take your best shot
Come on motherfucker take your best shot

I never really liked you anyway
Don't give a fuck about what's inside your mind
It's all the same and you're to blame
A memory of what you have done to me
Once played in my mind, but now it drives me on
My parasite dies inside

I, I can take away
This pain
I don't need you
This is who I am

You look at me and I don't know why
Is it because I'm not like you'
I can't stand being in this fucking place
Everybody's fucked; they're all just the same

Every time I see your face I wanna slit your fucking throat
I don't know why but I can't deny it
These are all the thoughts I have inside my head
I don't know why I rip them out and eat the flesh
And vomit poison till they die
I can't stand, the feeling, I hate it and love it so
Derangement and sickness fuck it I don't know

You try to hold me down I wont let you go
I will take you apart from within I am everything that you wish
You were inside but you fail ‘ fail

Lie, why, why

Don' try to say I'm wrong
I'm thinking it
Don't try to say I don't believe
Don't try to say I'm wrong
I'm feeling it
Don't try to take it away


3. RETIENCE

Blood
Shame
Pain
This is the end of everything that I am
Blood
Shame
This is the end of everything that I am

Liar
You fucked me
Deny it
I dare you

I'm gonna hurt you, I'm gonna kill you
I'm gonna fuck you, pretty boy
Rip out your insides
Shove them down your throat
Beg for mercy, bitch
I'll keep you chasing, make life a nightmare
Destroy your friends, dick
I'll never give up, you're gonna fuck up
Stupid motherfucker

Shut the fuck up

Every time I try to say
Every time I try to speak
You were never really there
Ignorance has made you weak
You have told your final lie
I crave your blood upon my hands
I swear to God that one day soon
I'm gonna split your skull

I loathe every time I turn to you
I try to give a little shit right back

As I am falling
I feel empty and alone
I need some answers
To questions that are left untold

Liar
You fucked me
Deny it
I dare you


4. NO ESCAPE

No way out ‘ I am damned

No way out ‘ I am damned

Every time I try to leave
Something takes a part of me
I can't find my own escape
Cant look back, can't hesitate

No way out