1. RED (IN MY) HEAD

Smiling faces on the wall
I took a walk down the hall
I banged my fist against the door
I tossed a quarter to the whore
The Camera flashes in my eyes
I spread the news she spreads her thighs
Red, red in my head
Red, red in my head

I grabbed her knuckles and I yanked them all
I bent her in half like a barbie doll
Love, hate, viscerate
Take this flesh and meditate

I sat there with her
We sat there 2
She said to me
What should we do
Well, I know some tricks
and I'll show them to you
Your mother won't mind at all if I do
To you

The poor little girl
The poor little girl
The poor little girl didn't know what to say
For her mother was out of the house today
Today
Today
Red, red in my head
Red, red in my head


The poor little girl
The poor little girl
The poor little girl didn't know what to say
For her mother was out of the house today
Today
Today
Red, red in my head
Red, red in my head


Red, red they call me red
Red, in bed
The girl


2. DUNE BUGGY

Take it out, take it out, take it out, take it out,
Take it out.
Dog god bites my face.
Rip it out by the roots, rip it out by the roots
From my skull.
Goddamn toilet washes me away.
I am the chocolate cow, chocolate cow
Ask forgiveness and I'll show you how.
Trippin this, trippin this, trippin this, trippin this,
Trippin that.
Smile like a Cheshire cat.
Get it out, get it out, get it out, get it out
Of your skull.
You're just a doll I make sometimes to play.
Take me down now, hole in the ground.
The little girls think that I'm so sweet.
Mocked up and down, heart like a ghost town.
Spirits of the world cower at my feet.
I am the chocolate cow, chocolate cow
Ask forgiveness and I'll show you how.


3. INSECT PINS

I'm squirming slow now
Sticking in it
Swallow in your warm spit
Repel, rip

What'ca ya gonna feel?
Never gonna heal
See what's in my blood
What'ca ya gonna feel?
Never gonna heal
See what's in my blood
What'ca ya gonna feel?
Never gonna heal
See what's in my blood
What'ca ya gonna feel?
Never gonna heal
Stuck and displaced
It will drown again
Stuck and disappeared
Now you gonna see, now you gonna see
Now you gonna see what's in my blood

Sticking in it
Sticking in it
Sticking in it
Sticking in it


4. LEARNING TO SWIM

I wanna be the fish
I like the way he swims
I bend my arms to fins
Ego scales my skin

I grab a sharp stick
And I cut my gills
The water rushes in...

I'm too young
To live this life

I wanna be the fish
I like the way he swims
I grab a sharp stick
I'm too young to live
Inside this life

They want me to stay
This life I cannot feign
They want me to stay
This life I cannot feign
They want me to stay
This life I cannot feign


5. NEGATIVE 3

Give me your blood, your teeth
Your high school pictures
Your words can't begin to
Satisfy my needs (yeah)

Give me your hand i'll never
Give you flowers
Your touch can't begin to
Satisfy my...

I can't save you from me this time
You can't save you
Nothing comes between you and i

Don't know what you see
In my negativity
I know you know
It's one part you and three parts me (yeah) x2

Show me your scars
Show me your broken mirrors
Your dreams can't begin to
Satisfy my...

I can't save you from me this time
You can't hide from me
Can't hide whats inside, in your mind...

Don't know what you see
In my negativity
I know you know
It's one part you and three parts me (yeah)

Don't know what you see
In my negativity
I know you know
It's one part you and three parts me (yeah) x4

Always has been and always will be
Three parts me


6. MEAT FOR A QUEEN

Fornicators in wooden silence
Throw grubsteaks on the offering plate
Supplication congregation
Count the creases in your face
Prophet preaches hypocrisy
Disemboweling heresy
and your falsities and your falsities
and your falisfied sexuaullity

You cant prove anything that happened yesterday...now is the only thing that's real

The sky was purple and my eyes were red
I fell from the firmament upon my head
Was it something something something I said?
One day people gonna make me dead

Caught in this dream
Can't hear me scream
It's another variation on my theme
I'm omnipotent fiend
I'm Meat for a queen
My hair runs black and my eyes go green

You Can't prove anything. You Can't prove anything

You don't need your worthless mortal body
Belief is just a pitiful noose
Your god is cerebral masturbation
and satan is your sorry excuse

Fuck fuck fuck fuck
You cant prove anything that happened yesterday...now the only thing that's real

You don't need your worthless mortal body
Belief is just a pitiful noose
Your god is cerebral masturbation
and satan is your sorry excuse

You don't need your worthless mortal body
You don't need your worthless mortal body
You don't need your worthless mortal body
Belief is just a pitiful noose

You Can't prove anything


7. WHITE KNUCKLES

Smack dab flat on my back
Solid ground beginning to crack
I pulled her down and down and down
I lost my breath I thought I'd drown
Fistfuls of you
Fistfuls of you
You pulled me through with white knuckles
Fistfuls of you
Fistfuls of you
You pulled me through with white knuckles

Her leg my hand a smoldering brand
Sticking to her wet, body like sand
Her place distaste we fell from grace
Red smears across our face

Fistfuls of you

Fistfuls of you
Fistfuls of you
You pulled me through with white knuckles
Fistfuls of you
Fistfuls of you
You pulled me through with white knuckles
White knuckles
White knuckles
White knuckles
White knuckles


8. SCAREDY CAT

I am your monster to devour
You can see the smiles on the ones I have deflowered
What can you say?
What will you do?
Your bark is bigger than the bite
Of the dog shadow eating you

I can see you, you can't hide
I am the maggot in the apple of your eye

Scaredy cat, scaredy cat, scaredy cat
You're a...
Scaredy cat, scaredy cat, scaredy cat
You're a...
Scaredy cat, scaredy cat, scaredy cat
You're a...
Scaredy cat, scaredy cat, scaredy cat
You're a...
I can't believe in you
Scaredy cat, scaredy cat, scaredy cat
You're a...


9. THINGMAKER

You want to look like me
You want to act like me
You've got no sense of your own identity
You can't begin to see
That you and me makes we
That's not what I want to be Fuck you!
Imitation's not a flattery
So, you can't begin to feel
You can't begin to feel
You can't begin to feel
I said fuck you
I don't want to know you
I don't want to know
It's about time I've made up my mind Get out of my life, you motherfucker
It's about time, made up my mind
I'm taking what's mine, you motherfucker
You are made from things you steal from me
You can't begin to feel
You can't begin to feel
Can't begin to feel So, fuck you!
You suck my energy, my personality
You steal, steal, steal from me
You can't begin to feel
You can't begin to feel
You can't begin to feel Fuck you!
Imitation's not a flattery
So you're a pitiful thief
You're a pitiful thief You're a pitiful thief Fuck you!
I don't want to know you,
I don't want to know It's about time I've made up my mind
Get out of my life, you motherfucker It's about time, made up my mind
I'm taking what's mine, you motherfucker
You are made from things you steal from me
You can't begin to feel You can't begin to feel
Can't begin to feel Fuck you!
You want to worship me then just worship me
Don't even try to be
You're a fucking thief
You're a fucking thief
You're a fucking thief Fuck you Fuck you!
Imitation's not a flattery
So, you're a pitiful thief
You're a pitiful theif
You're a fucking thief
I don't want to know you
I don't want to know
I don't want to know you
I don't want to know you


10. THRIFT

I sit here all knowing
Knowing nothing here at all, yeah
My cuts spread slower
Pig hands reach into my sides, yeah
I hate this life you give me
I give you hate you live for me, yeah
I love the pain you give me
This hurting feels like love to me, yeah
They go down town down town
They go

Down inside
Down inside
Down inside
They go down town down town
They go down town to sell
Down town down town
They go down town to sell

My body hangs on hooks
A cloth to society, yeah
Your dollars wet my skin
Makes me paper mache thrift, yeah
I hate this life you give me
I give you hate you live for me, yeah
I love the pain you give me
This hurting feels like love to me, yeah
They go down town down town
They go

Down inside
Down inside
Down inside
They go down town down town
They go down town to sell
Down town down town
They go down town to sell
To sell

I hate this life you give to me
I hate this life you give to me
I hate this life you give to me
I hate this life you give to me
I hate this life you give to me
I hate this life you give to me