Malinconia : Forgotten Dreams
Lyrics
1. INTRO
(Instrumental)
2. INNOCENT STORY
My forenoon disappears
Leaving a brand of shame
I laugh until i cry, i smile through my tears
With no blame
Like arrow from the bow
I was praised to blue skies
Where treachery is unknown
Where grace is brought to life by sunrise
My fancy’s carrying me to beautiful world
But desert of ice
Reminds me that without wings i can't float
Forgotten dreams
My sin, fostered sweet sin
Like insane screams
My dreams, waking blessed dreams
Cold fingers of despair
Brush against my face
I feel the tongues of flame, i am suffused with fear
Home is razed
Like careless frivolous bird
I was trapped with chains
My bloody wounds won't stop hurt
My heart is weeping in the bonds of pain
My fancy carried me to beautiful world
I’m drowning again
But know that once my soul was able to float
Forgotten dreams
My sin, painful vain sin
Closed eyes don't beam
I can‘t dream, I'm burning my dreams
My innocent story it passing away
I flied between the devil and the deep blue sea
The blade of the past is spearing my way
The scars of my future is what I'm damned to see
Chains...
Phantoms of the past revived as a dust
Engraving on my senses and passion can’t reveal
Pain...
Overshadowed thoughts, images of ghosts
Secured old offenses as cruel fate has willed
Faith...
Brittle sward of truth helped me to come through
I'm spared by surrender without hope at heart
Grace...
There’s no regret, i must forget
My cherished and tender dreams...
3. MY INSANITY
When liquid poison’s fulfilling my memory
I hear the weeping of injured sky
Crows are starving when steps are weary
Future without hope - insanity’s mine
In cruel battle victims can't fight
Endless insomnia covers my sight
Once i felt torments’ burning inside
Demons are masters which froze inner light
Someone believes that the icons are saint
I have no faith and my thoughts are insane
I feel the breath of snow-line
Madness is old flame of mine
Even blessed angels can lie
Friendship and trust have to die
Death remains my sin
I feel her sights on my cold skin
Faces of shadows are twisted with pain
They defend sorrow with might and main
Deep grief of mine
Holds me in this world
I am searching reality
Looking for hope
There's nothing left to say
Just abandon shadows around me
At last i have found
My dark side of the doom...
My insanity
Is a gist of me
All i ever cherish
My insanity
Is to set me free
When my lot is to perish
My insanity
Is a cure to heal
From my fears and doubt
My insanity
Is my way to kill
Everything i have loved in my life
All i am
Is my insanity
Dark side of the doom
In my soul...
4. CROSS THE LINE
Your pictures have withered and paled in my mind
Memories are razors
Your voice has dissolved in the mist of the night
Leaving me the echoes
Appealing to devil and god
I’m giving my soul and my heart
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
I’m crying to heaven and hell
I am trying my prayer and spell
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
Without you my world seems so hollow and void
Happiness was stolen
I’ll scatter the gloom to return our love
Ravens lament over
Appealing to devil and god
I’m giving my soul and my heart
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
I’m crying to heaven and hell
I am trying my prayer and spell
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
Cross the line
Save my life
There is a way
My heart is exhausted
From endless prays
Our passion is lost
This cruel game
Your heart is frozen
Come cross the line
Our destiny’s chosen
There is a way
My heart is exhausted
From endless prays
Our passion is lost
This cruel game
Your heart is frozen
Come cross the line
Our destiny’s chosen
5. INTERNAL FLAME
Is slaying all you ever felt
It’s spilling in your veins
It’s burning down your heart
It’s ruining all the sacred
In your soul
And nothing can enfeeble
Your perdition, your anguish
Turn all the heat of your fire
Into light
Spark guiding star, let it shine
In the sky
Away, you will not ran away
No escape from this pain
Away, flame is sentence and judge
Flame’s your cross and your charge
Away, you will not run away
From devouring flame
Away, you have no place to hide
Flame is burning inside your soul
Flame is your judge and punisher
You have no place to hide
Pain will chase you everywhere
Burning you inside
You’re running from your insanity
There’s no escape from doom
Nothing will ever set you free
Flame is inside of you
6. LOST IN HEAVEN
Each night I fly away in my dreams
I'm searching you in the sky
And I tear along the night
No one hears painful screams
Of mine
I see scorn in the eyes of the angels
And I feel
I'm stray amid their joy
Without your love
Without your tender smile
I am lost
I'm lost in Heaven tonight
There's a chasm between our souls
And we have no chance
As the angel never falls
To the sinful human earth
I am damning the day we were severed
There's no fate
You choose to fall or to fight
Until you free
Until you change your life
I am lost
I'm lost in Heaven tonight
There's a chasm between our souls
And we have no chance
As the angel never falls
To the sinful human earth
I will give the bliss of Paradise
For the single day with you
I do not need eternal life
If you don't break your doom
Without your touch without your sigh
Infinity is jail
Without your eyes without your smile
My Heaven is Hell
7. FEELINGS ARE GONE
Storm... Silence is speared by the gods’ voice
Eyes of the nature see dazzling flare
Crying like a weeper
Praying for sinners
Heaven is hearing the song of ocean’s despair
Cry... Rain is awaking the feelings
But hellish fear turns them to stone
Casting a shadow
On dreams and wishes
Memory's killed and the feelings are gone
Emptiness is between us
And ocean deep
That hides your face
Listen to a song of my despair
There is no forgiveness
To heartless fate
To callous waves
To boundless water jail
That keeps you there
Maybe if i come to you
There will be no more pain
After all you have gone through
Our souls will join again
I am crying to the serf
But my prayers sink like a stone
Ocean labeled us with a curse
And the feelings are gone
The pearls of your tears with our dreamboat went down
In the mirror of ocean is dancing your pain
Only horror and sore are around
But i promise, we will break this chain
In my peaceful and beautiful world...
Farewell cries
Gulls are weeping in the sky
Fading lights
With the sunset i will come
You have chosen your way to the freedom
But you didn't wait for me
Waves are beating eternal rhythm
They don't care of what we feel
The feelings are gone...
8. INSIDE
Your heart is crying
In my soul
The tear is hiding
Afraid to be gone
I’ve never felt
This sacred fear
I know you’re here
With fear of dying
Every tear of mine will never fade... You feel that
These are the words that i had left... Inside
All of my thoughts are crying for the end
But i’ll be with you
Fighting for your screaming regret
Of pain that i have...
This never-ending
Dream of mine
Remains the pain
Of falling down
Through crying sadness
I can see
Your innocence
Is in me
Every tear of mine will never fade... You feel that
These are the words that i had left... Inside
All of my thoughts are crying for the end
But i’ll be with you
Fighting for your screaming regret
Of pain that i have...
Inside my dreams
There’s an endless sky
Where the angels fly
Well be together
Come with me
You'll forget your lies
And you’ll realize
Inside my dreams
There’s an endless sky
Where the angels fly
Well be together
Come with me
You'll forget your lies
And you’ll realize
Who i am inside...
9. CONFESSION
Frozen shiver
Of nightmare
Killed my fever
By despair
Silent praying
Wicked grief
Time is slaying
My belief
I don’t know where this way leading
Eyes are closed, but my heart beating
Woke me up with dreadful yell
You could hear its lonely spell
Past prepares a heavy hammer
Present scares my shiny summer
And i ask the future, please
Show the mask of my release
Walls of fears
Quiet lying
Poisoned tears
Mourned my dieing
And i damned
The lack of words
Feel my pain, touch my gloom
Set me free, wind is my groom
No more love you can give me
My last song i will sing you...
How many dreams within me were broken in vain
All my illusions were melted with rain
In dark sky i am flying
Every night soul is crying
No more love you can give me
No more songs i will sing you...
The truth of my last song will burn me again
My soul is charged in this castle of pain
I feel the darkness and sun gives no shine
My heart is whispering this honest confession of mine...
10. FOREVER YOURS
The pain is deep
I'm fading like belated flower
Darling, I hear you weep
I'm almost through
I'm melting like fatigued candle
Honey, you feel it too
My last sunset
Takes me away
Heave silence
Recedes when I pray
Forgive my tears
Thousand nights behind
Unclouded love
Was so chaste and quiet
Thousand miles behind
There was no doubt
No shade of cry
I'm forever yours
The promises are burned to ashes
No more oath that we need
I feel your grief
We thought that life would last for ages
Time is thief, ruthless thief
My last sunset
Takes me away
Heave silence
Recedes when I pray
Forgive my tears
Thousand nights behind
Unclouded love
Was so chaste and quiet
Thousand miles behind
There was no doubt
No shade of cry
I'm forever yours
Thousand tears behind
We had a hope
We had a dream
About us
Thousand words behind
The bitter truth
was unsaid
And I'm forever yours:
Even when I close my eyes
Forever yours
I'll be forever yours
My whole life will never die
Forever yours
I'll be forever yours
Time goes by
You're still mine
Forever yours
Don't cry
You're still mine
Forever yours
I'm forever yours
11. REQUIEM
Обличчя холод,
В серці бавиться гріх
Смертельний жах
Пульсує голод
У судинах моїх
У твоїх очах
Танець думок
В павутині страждання
Надія є -
Цей порошок
Поглинає бажання
Тепло моє
У радості край
Збудую мости
Очистить кров
Будь-ласка, йди
І мене відпусти
Моя любов
Сліпе божевілля
Таврує наш шлях
Твій біль мине
Я маю спинитись,
Та вижити як?
Молю, не жени мене!
Кров у судинах знову холоне
Дотик надії все ще хочу відчути
Кожна мить – це біль…
Я у вічнім полоні
Де межа, що його допоможе позбутись?
Де той край, що дозволить страждання забути?
Де?
В пекельнім вогні
Ми програли війну
Без твоїх губ
Отрута в мені –
Ти не знизиш ціну
Я не живу
Ти просиш у Бога:
«Життя захисти!»
Крізь страхів вир
Та моя дорога –
Це рух без мети
Я - поводир
Я задихаюсь
Без кисню й тепла
Проб’ю стіну
Рятунку немає
Із володінь зла
Спиню війну
Повільно стихає
Мій голос без сил
Збудую рай
Всі мрії зникають,
Мов проклятий пил!!!
Ще не вмирай!!!
Ти шепочеш про сум і спрагу
Я тебе відпускаю з болем
Ти дістатися неба прагнеш
Там ми відчуємо присмак волі!
Нас не здолає отруйна вічність
Не зачаклує в магічнім колі!
Ти не забудеш мій спів про вірність
Я не забуду твій плач про долю…
(Instrumental)
2. INNOCENT STORY
My forenoon disappears
Leaving a brand of shame
I laugh until i cry, i smile through my tears
With no blame
Like arrow from the bow
I was praised to blue skies
Where treachery is unknown
Where grace is brought to life by sunrise
My fancy’s carrying me to beautiful world
But desert of ice
Reminds me that without wings i can't float
Forgotten dreams
My sin, fostered sweet sin
Like insane screams
My dreams, waking blessed dreams
Cold fingers of despair
Brush against my face
I feel the tongues of flame, i am suffused with fear
Home is razed
Like careless frivolous bird
I was trapped with chains
My bloody wounds won't stop hurt
My heart is weeping in the bonds of pain
My fancy carried me to beautiful world
I’m drowning again
But know that once my soul was able to float
Forgotten dreams
My sin, painful vain sin
Closed eyes don't beam
I can‘t dream, I'm burning my dreams
My innocent story it passing away
I flied between the devil and the deep blue sea
The blade of the past is spearing my way
The scars of my future is what I'm damned to see
Chains...
Phantoms of the past revived as a dust
Engraving on my senses and passion can’t reveal
Pain...
Overshadowed thoughts, images of ghosts
Secured old offenses as cruel fate has willed
Faith...
Brittle sward of truth helped me to come through
I'm spared by surrender without hope at heart
Grace...
There’s no regret, i must forget
My cherished and tender dreams...
3. MY INSANITY
When liquid poison’s fulfilling my memory
I hear the weeping of injured sky
Crows are starving when steps are weary
Future without hope - insanity’s mine
In cruel battle victims can't fight
Endless insomnia covers my sight
Once i felt torments’ burning inside
Demons are masters which froze inner light
Someone believes that the icons are saint
I have no faith and my thoughts are insane
I feel the breath of snow-line
Madness is old flame of mine
Even blessed angels can lie
Friendship and trust have to die
Death remains my sin
I feel her sights on my cold skin
Faces of shadows are twisted with pain
They defend sorrow with might and main
Deep grief of mine
Holds me in this world
I am searching reality
Looking for hope
There's nothing left to say
Just abandon shadows around me
At last i have found
My dark side of the doom...
My insanity
Is a gist of me
All i ever cherish
My insanity
Is to set me free
When my lot is to perish
My insanity
Is a cure to heal
From my fears and doubt
My insanity
Is my way to kill
Everything i have loved in my life
All i am
Is my insanity
Dark side of the doom
In my soul...
4. CROSS THE LINE
Your pictures have withered and paled in my mind
Memories are razors
Your voice has dissolved in the mist of the night
Leaving me the echoes
Appealing to devil and god
I’m giving my soul and my heart
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
I’m crying to heaven and hell
I am trying my prayer and spell
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
Without you my world seems so hollow and void
Happiness was stolen
I’ll scatter the gloom to return our love
Ravens lament over
Appealing to devil and god
I’m giving my soul and my heart
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
I’m crying to heaven and hell
I am trying my prayer and spell
You just have to cross the line
To return from death to life
Cross the line
Save my life
There is a way
My heart is exhausted
From endless prays
Our passion is lost
This cruel game
Your heart is frozen
Come cross the line
Our destiny’s chosen
There is a way
My heart is exhausted
From endless prays
Our passion is lost
This cruel game
Your heart is frozen
Come cross the line
Our destiny’s chosen
5. INTERNAL FLAME
Is slaying all you ever felt
It’s spilling in your veins
It’s burning down your heart
It’s ruining all the sacred
In your soul
And nothing can enfeeble
Your perdition, your anguish
Turn all the heat of your fire
Into light
Spark guiding star, let it shine
In the sky
Away, you will not ran away
No escape from this pain
Away, flame is sentence and judge
Flame’s your cross and your charge
Away, you will not run away
From devouring flame
Away, you have no place to hide
Flame is burning inside your soul
Flame is your judge and punisher
You have no place to hide
Pain will chase you everywhere
Burning you inside
You’re running from your insanity
There’s no escape from doom
Nothing will ever set you free
Flame is inside of you
6. LOST IN HEAVEN
Each night I fly away in my dreams
I'm searching you in the sky
And I tear along the night
No one hears painful screams
Of mine
I see scorn in the eyes of the angels
And I feel
I'm stray amid their joy
Without your love
Without your tender smile
I am lost
I'm lost in Heaven tonight
There's a chasm between our souls
And we have no chance
As the angel never falls
To the sinful human earth
I am damning the day we were severed
There's no fate
You choose to fall or to fight
Until you free
Until you change your life
I am lost
I'm lost in Heaven tonight
There's a chasm between our souls
And we have no chance
As the angel never falls
To the sinful human earth
I will give the bliss of Paradise
For the single day with you
I do not need eternal life
If you don't break your doom
Without your touch without your sigh
Infinity is jail
Without your eyes without your smile
My Heaven is Hell
7. FEELINGS ARE GONE
Storm... Silence is speared by the gods’ voice
Eyes of the nature see dazzling flare
Crying like a weeper
Praying for sinners
Heaven is hearing the song of ocean’s despair
Cry... Rain is awaking the feelings
But hellish fear turns them to stone
Casting a shadow
On dreams and wishes
Memory's killed and the feelings are gone
Emptiness is between us
And ocean deep
That hides your face
Listen to a song of my despair
There is no forgiveness
To heartless fate
To callous waves
To boundless water jail
That keeps you there
Maybe if i come to you
There will be no more pain
After all you have gone through
Our souls will join again
I am crying to the serf
But my prayers sink like a stone
Ocean labeled us with a curse
And the feelings are gone
The pearls of your tears with our dreamboat went down
In the mirror of ocean is dancing your pain
Only horror and sore are around
But i promise, we will break this chain
In my peaceful and beautiful world...
Farewell cries
Gulls are weeping in the sky
Fading lights
With the sunset i will come
You have chosen your way to the freedom
But you didn't wait for me
Waves are beating eternal rhythm
They don't care of what we feel
The feelings are gone...
8. INSIDE
Your heart is crying
In my soul
The tear is hiding
Afraid to be gone
I’ve never felt
This sacred fear
I know you’re here
With fear of dying
Every tear of mine will never fade... You feel that
These are the words that i had left... Inside
All of my thoughts are crying for the end
But i’ll be with you
Fighting for your screaming regret
Of pain that i have...
This never-ending
Dream of mine
Remains the pain
Of falling down
Through crying sadness
I can see
Your innocence
Is in me
Every tear of mine will never fade... You feel that
These are the words that i had left... Inside
All of my thoughts are crying for the end
But i’ll be with you
Fighting for your screaming regret
Of pain that i have...
Inside my dreams
There’s an endless sky
Where the angels fly
Well be together
Come with me
You'll forget your lies
And you’ll realize
Inside my dreams
There’s an endless sky
Where the angels fly
Well be together
Come with me
You'll forget your lies
And you’ll realize
Who i am inside...
9. CONFESSION
Frozen shiver
Of nightmare
Killed my fever
By despair
Silent praying
Wicked grief
Time is slaying
My belief
I don’t know where this way leading
Eyes are closed, but my heart beating
Woke me up with dreadful yell
You could hear its lonely spell
Past prepares a heavy hammer
Present scares my shiny summer
And i ask the future, please
Show the mask of my release
Walls of fears
Quiet lying
Poisoned tears
Mourned my dieing
And i damned
The lack of words
Feel my pain, touch my gloom
Set me free, wind is my groom
No more love you can give me
My last song i will sing you...
How many dreams within me were broken in vain
All my illusions were melted with rain
In dark sky i am flying
Every night soul is crying
No more love you can give me
No more songs i will sing you...
The truth of my last song will burn me again
My soul is charged in this castle of pain
I feel the darkness and sun gives no shine
My heart is whispering this honest confession of mine...
10. FOREVER YOURS
The pain is deep
I'm fading like belated flower
Darling, I hear you weep
I'm almost through
I'm melting like fatigued candle
Honey, you feel it too
My last sunset
Takes me away
Heave silence
Recedes when I pray
Forgive my tears
Thousand nights behind
Unclouded love
Was so chaste and quiet
Thousand miles behind
There was no doubt
No shade of cry
I'm forever yours
The promises are burned to ashes
No more oath that we need
I feel your grief
We thought that life would last for ages
Time is thief, ruthless thief
My last sunset
Takes me away
Heave silence
Recedes when I pray
Forgive my tears
Thousand nights behind
Unclouded love
Was so chaste and quiet
Thousand miles behind
There was no doubt
No shade of cry
I'm forever yours
Thousand tears behind
We had a hope
We had a dream
About us
Thousand words behind
The bitter truth
was unsaid
And I'm forever yours:
Even when I close my eyes
Forever yours
I'll be forever yours
My whole life will never die
Forever yours
I'll be forever yours
Time goes by
You're still mine
Forever yours
Don't cry
You're still mine
Forever yours
I'm forever yours
11. REQUIEM
Обличчя холод,
В серці бавиться гріх
Смертельний жах
Пульсує голод
У судинах моїх
У твоїх очах
Танець думок
В павутині страждання
Надія є -
Цей порошок
Поглинає бажання
Тепло моє
У радості край
Збудую мости
Очистить кров
Будь-ласка, йди
І мене відпусти
Моя любов
Сліпе божевілля
Таврує наш шлях
Твій біль мине
Я маю спинитись,
Та вижити як?
Молю, не жени мене!
Кров у судинах знову холоне
Дотик надії все ще хочу відчути
Кожна мить – це біль…
Я у вічнім полоні
Де межа, що його допоможе позбутись?
Де той край, що дозволить страждання забути?
Де?
В пекельнім вогні
Ми програли війну
Без твоїх губ
Отрута в мені –
Ти не знизиш ціну
Я не живу
Ти просиш у Бога:
«Життя захисти!»
Крізь страхів вир
Та моя дорога –
Це рух без мети
Я - поводир
Я задихаюсь
Без кисню й тепла
Проб’ю стіну
Рятунку немає
Із володінь зла
Спиню війну
Повільно стихає
Мій голос без сил
Збудую рай
Всі мрії зникають,
Мов проклятий пил!!!
Ще не вмирай!!!
Ти шепочеш про сум і спрагу
Я тебе відпускаю з болем
Ти дістатися неба прагнеш
Там ми відчуємо присмак волі!
Нас не здолає отруйна вічність
Не зачаклує в магічнім колі!
Ти не забудеш мій спів про вірність
Я не забуду твій плач про долю…
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