Malicious Dream : Soil

Progressive Death / Netherlands
(2012 - Self-Produced)
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1. EMPIRICAL BLINDNESS

Path, paved by reason, strong and conceiving
Hiding the truth behind, what did you have in mind?
Locked, by yourself, convinced you had the right
This time you went too far, your arrogance left me scarred

I just did what I learned
Still, you feel that is not what you’ve earned
The source of my knowledge has influenced me
A moment of reflection made me see

Decisions based on thoughts I can’t resist,
Distorted view, with my own strange twist
A narrow mind, make me resistant to change
I wonder what my ideas would be
My knowledge hadn’t biased me

First-hand thoughts, leading to logic reason
A blinding perception you wish to see
Not thinking how things should be
All I want is to show you another way

Empirical Blindness

I just did what I learned
Still, you feel that is not what you’ve earned
The source of my knowledge has influenced me
A moment of reflection made me see

Decisions based on thoughts I can’t resist,
Distorted view, with my own strange twist
A narrow mind, make me resistant to change
No wonder what my ideas would be
My knowledge hadn’t biased me

Path, paved by reason, strong and conceiving
Hiding the truth behind, what did you have in mind?
Locked, by yourself, convinced you had the right
This time you went too far, your arrogance left me scarred


2. SERENDIPITY

I have seen, I have gone through, the desire was there to Find.
Watching, fearing, curious about what hides behind…
But I had to travel through, to find out what’s my own Relief.

Now look beyond, picture of the human sight
Ignore the rational, to see

I wonder if I will ever find
All things come with time, accept or change,
Decide your role, I close my eyes,
See the arches that changed

The truth of life that hides behind
The truth of life that hides behind

I trusted my mind, but now I don’t know
Have I seen, am I really gone through
Time passes by, not for me to control
With exploration you will find
This reality that trapped your mind,
Trapped your mind…

If only they would lead my heart, endure this emotion I have To try.
Should I leave my instinct there to guide?
Forget the doubt, try to fly, feed energy to your mind!

I trusted my mind, but now I don’t know
Have I seen, am I really gone through
Time passes by, not for me to control
With exploration you will find
This reality that trapped your mind,
Trapped your mind…


3. LOOK BACK

Look back, faced myself
What’s happening during these times?
Crawl back, down and cry
Cover my eyes in silent night

Past present during all days
Hiding behind eternal grace
Proceed in silence so close,
Ends within moments all alone

Past present during all days
Hiding behind eternal grace
Proceed in silence so close
Ends within moments all alone


4. DISCORDANCE

Forced by myself
Need to free my mind
Erase traces from the past
Proceed to fulfil my destiny

Walk into this…

Shadeful world, full of shame,
Secrets of, effective gains
Never thought, it would be nice
Live like this, with distorted vibes

Shadeful world, full of shame,
Secrets of, effective gains
Never thought, it would be nice
Live like this, with distorted vibes

Willing to, get up from the ground
Seeking for relieve, when it’s overcome
Down between the lines
Deaf and minced, to the ground
Life has gone, time pass by

Forced by myself
Need to free my mind
Erase traces from the past
Proceed to fulfil my destiny

Destiny…


5. MIND'S PROJECTION

Rising with darkened dawning, travelling through my mind
Shivering corpse beside me, a deafening scream arise
Scarved skinless creatures, projected from all sides
Surrounded by not humans, shrinking all the life inside
Banging on the walls inside…

Fear of civilisation, bringing upon the ground
The future of damnation, i’ve searched but nothing found
Worldwide colonization, destroying the world’s sun
Spoiled with humiliation, nothing mentioned wrong

Crying for salvation, fertile grounds are gone
Earthly devastation, look what we’ve done
Natural disintegration, nothing will return
Responsible for extinction, feeds greed with no concern

What have we done, death and damnation
Guide me when I’m wrong, search for salvation
We should act for more, retaliation
Now we’re rejecting, our devastation.
There’s not much, time to preserve what’s left

Nothing but redemption, delivering from sin
The beauty of creation, is burning from within
Untouched by exploration, the glory of no man’s land
Making up your conclusion, the duty is in our hands


6. ASYNCHRONY

In the absence of current time,
Occur from out of nowhere,
Laid down upon my shoulders,
Pushing me into the deep

Experience of being alive,
perceive it’s termination
Remembrance that do deprive,
The need for affirmation

A long time missing link,
Presented to me,
The relation between,
Past and present is thee

At first I felt surprised
Inner sense of fear,
This has changed in many ways;
Tend to disappear

Looking in the mirror,
Transience of life
Reflecting my emotions,
The strongest that I hide
My confidence, the past
All actions, observing me at last

Into the deep…

Strange encounter along the way
Confronted, face to face
In absence of this insight, concerns that I have to solve


7. CAPTURING THE SILENCE

Once in a lifetime it would be
My chance has come, it won’t last…
Serenity…, takes apart, apart of me

Overwhelmed by myself
This is where, where I, I would be
Dazed within, inside, silence
Colourful as in my dreams, as in my dreams…

Impressed by nature
Overwhelmed by it’s power
An image, printed in mind
Never ending beauty
Cleaned my memory
Dazed within seconds
Colourful as in my dreams
Capturing the Silence


8. IN MOURNING

Flying when you hold me, you might tear me
Light fears me, my night kept me, trapped inside
Crying in silence, and forced me into infinity

It’s too real, justify, promised to your lies
Open the door, close my eyes and fall
Into the night, the ocean of lies
Crying to defy, moments of delight

It’s too real, justify, promised to your lies
Open the door, close my eyes and fall
Into the night, the ocean of lies
Crying to defy, moments of delight

It’s surreal, purified, broken with the lies
Drowned in a sore, hurt and gone for all
Time passing by, reliving and fines
Dying with grief, mournful reality

Flying when you hold me, you might tear me
Light fears me, my night kept me, trapped inside
Crying in silence, and forced me into infinity


9. LEAVING...

(Instrumental)


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