1. BELOVED ENEMIES

We fought the coldest war
OUr hearts growing apart
Too blind we could not see
Through veils of disbelief
Will not accept this grief
Sweet curse oh loving hate
Know now it's not too late

Never too late

Oh how you love to hate me now, you'll reap just what you sow

Make with me a new memory
Where we'll be forever beloved enemies
Go and turn your back on me
I know I'll surrender and dwell in sweet misery

Familiar scents so bittersweet
I'm lost within this reverie

Come create with me a new memory
We could be forever beloved enemies
Go and turn your back on me
I know I'll surrender and dwell in sweet misery

I'm holding on to letting go
The only thing I've ever known

You're haunting me, but I never want to leave

There's a different shade of darkness, everywhere surrounding me
it shuts me eyes and soothes my heartbeat
Agony so warm an comforting

Make with me a new memory
Together forever, beloved enemies
Go and turn your back on me
I know I'll surrender and dwell in sweet misery

Accept, you'll stay forever with me


2. MASQUERADE

Bow your heads, wave your white flags
No one can escape tthe final judgmente day
Even the bravest must show their true face
What will be left of you, when your act falls through

At last I've given up the fight
I've laid my arms beside me
Look closely, tell me what you see
Be kind and please have mercy

When together
We're so far from heaven
Can you rescue me
Cause I can't bear my sins
Scared and naked
Helpless I'm forsaken
Do we ever dare
To show them our true face

See what we look like
In unforgiving light
And if you can't see all the flaws
You're just not close enough

We fake a smile, hold our heads up high
And celebrate, our masquerade
To hide that life's tragedies left their trace
Across my face
We find our safety in the sand
And we look away, as we embrace
A different face for a different day
Oh how we love our big charade

They will never see what happens behind this mask of me
No emotions and no sign of my weak devotion

Don't you know, I see right through this useless veil of you
Your eyes can never hide all that you hold inside

Will we ever see, can we ever be?


3. EVER AND A DAY

Once in a lifetime, you will find a dream
That is not so quite unreal

I can hear the voices laughing
At the fool, they think I am

Come, come, come
Take me away
From this cruel world
Let me dance with
The moonlight knight
For once I won't let it slip
Through my fingers
Forever and a day
My starplay

Once in a lifetime
You will find yourself
At the point
Of no return
I have found
A different meaning
I've created
My own truth

Mocking, laughing, ridiculind
But I know the fools are they

Come, come, come, take me away
Let me dance with the moonlight knight
Come, come, come, take me away
Forever and a day, my starplay


4. SHALLOW GROUNDS

Quiet peacefully
There's no ripple to see on these shores so familiar
Loving sanctuary, and some kind of confidence
I've never felt before
Now I'm watching
As these waters started to reflect the flaws in me
Curse this mirror
Only shows distorted truths and insecurities

I have been waiting endlessly
To catch a glimpse of all your mysteries
Gazing forever, truth will be found
Should have already seen your shallow grounds

Slowly quietly
Silent waters started to pull my head underneath
Madly aimlessly
Started struggling to fing back a piece of my sanity
And I'm searching
Searcing for a sign that this was not a waste of time

Hoping for a deeper meaning
Which I always knew was never there

And the silence fades out violently
While I try to find my former life
Will I ever learn my lesson?
Sirens need a deep sea to survive


5. OUT OF TIME

Standing here all alone, I contemplate this loss of mine
How can you lose something you never had
And hour after hour, every minute seems so long
I cannot comprehend this cruel joke fate joke played on me

Once in a lifetime, love gives you it's sweet embrace
But dare to blink your eyes one time and it's all gone

So here I'm standing at the edge again
I've been waiting for hours, but time knows no end
And day after day I still am the same
And I'm to blame

Time will never change you
Time will never bring you back
Time will just erase you, and take away all that we had
Time could never, keep us together
Forever and ever was just long enough
No time could never bring me back, the one I love

Should have learned by now
Never break things time cannot mend
How can you mourn someone you never knew

So here I'm standing at the edge again
I've been waiting for hours, but time knows no end
And year after year I still am the same
And I'm to blame

Every hour, I devour
Takes me further
From the truth

Erase and rewind
Give me back the time
That should have been mine
Erase and rewind
We're out of changes
I am out of time


6. CHANCE TO CHANGE

Now the day has come
To fight for what is real
Leave the past, shed my old skin
Let this dream begin

For years I've been blind
Now it's my turn to decide

Is this the way you wanna be?
Is this the way you wanna live?
Is this the way you want
To let the days past?
Can I take matters in own hands?
Am I too weak to take a stand?
Dare to stay awake
Or sleep forever
There's no time to waste

This is the time, this is the place
To distant ourselves from this human race
So don't be afraid to turn the page
You know every day is a chance to change

All the hate and fears, I've carried through the years
I can cast them all away, my life starts today
My feet reached the ground, I can turn this world aroung

For so long I've wished for my savior to come
But I realise he was fake all along
I've waited and waited for his helping hand
But I've been alone, and I understand that I

Must save myself, there's no one else to help me see the light
And guard me through the night

Now my mind is clean, I know it's not a dream
I'll show you all the beauty that you could never see

For years you've lost sight, now it's your turn to decide

Must save myself, there's no one else to help me see the light
And guard me through the night
I'll save myself, don't need no help
My choice is mine to make
No destiny, no fate


7. BREAK THE SILENCE

Tear down the walls, all must fall
Break the silence
Scream if no one hears, have no fear

Kill the silence, keep strangling with velvet ropes
The unheard violence, was never there
If never told

Rays of golden sunshine, have never felt so cold
For a while she stopped living, but still she's growing old
As the seasons change
And the world rearranges itself for a new day
She seeks for a way
And a place to escape the eyes that made her into prey

With a mouth full of feathers, she screams but no one hears
Everything that once mattered, dissolving into tears
Try to make a sound
But he turns around as if she never was there
After all these years
The words failed to reach the place that he once called his heart

Leave me in your world of apathy
And we are no more, a fading memory

They who surrender, and tear down the walls
will have to rebuild them, before darkness falls
They who let love in, will have to repay
For hearts ever fragile, continue to break

For those who still have a voice deep inside
Don't let the silence, kill you tonight

Leave me alone, leave me alone, I do not need to hear to know


8. UNTRUE

He has searched all around world
For a life better suited
So pack your bags of broken dreams
And leave your woes behind you
So hard to see reality, from the top of a mountain
Without a doubt your sight gets blurred
By the clouds that surround them

This will conquer at all costs
Justifying all this loss
Turn around and don't look back
Kill this life I never hard

He says her love is everywhere, all around him
She sends these feelings from afar
To tears a humble house apart

So, go run away from us
Don't you look back

Your mind is at some higher place
And we just cannot reach
These walls built of conspiracies
Were just too hard to breach
But we will not, believe in you
And all the lies you've told
You stole a father and a friend
With stories that are so untrue

Flee to your mountains
So pristine
Pure and untainted
Tell him to leave it all behind
No mercy for a simple mind

Tell those ghosts
Inside your head
That they have won this match

So, go turn your back on us
Don't you regret


9. BODY'S BETRAYAL

All that was will soon be gone
Body's betrayal
All pride will now subside
Lost strength imprisoned the mind

Somewhere, a faint sound in the distance
A far cry, shadows of a past long gone
Once we were loved, we were so strong
Always gaining, never failing
Our time went by in the blink of an eye

Why has god forsaken me
And left my soul in this lifeless body
Don't look around, just move along
Won't hold you back
You're better off alone

Your face, soft embrace
I must forget you, I can't hold onto
Your hands, it's the end
Won't pull you under, and all I wonder is

Why, why, why, why me?
Stop the course of this demise
Why, why, why, why me?
Wish upon these darkened skies

I'm your fading strength, your dying pride
Leaving nothing but an empty shell behind
Where I was, now a black void
Everything you once were, erased and destroyed

I'm the sickness in your mind, eating your from the inside
Growing slowly, gaining ground... driving every goodwill out
You won't notice I am here... I hide in your pain, you r fear
Poison coursing through your veins... slowly driving you insane

God, give me back my strength
Don't let me fade away in this hell
See my muscles slowly die
My whole future has been denied

Is there a reason for this painful ending
I never knew death would be so demanding
I cannot understand that fate has chosen me
So let the end come swift, please god just set me free

Don't look around, just move along, without me


10. NEVERENDING WINTER

He's watching, he's looking with keen eyes
Not knowing, not seeing her demise
She's a rose, beaten by the storms
Pale leaves and ever growing thorns

She's waiting for a new day
A new life to begin
Been sleeping through this neverending winter
Frozen still

The wind has blown away all grace
Forced her to lock her heart away

This heart is strong and solid
But without a better half
Still, beating for survival
Slumbering, behind these icy walls

Buried under frozen ground, but safe from raging fires

Love is
Forever a fairytale
The ending is denied

I found somewhere
I can belong
I found a place
To call my home
Within my sleep
I'm on my own
I found a way
To walk alone