1. FORM OF CHAOS

This time alibis won't save your life,
When the blade is only inches from your throat
This is my ultimate victory
You only whispered as I spoke

Build these structures high and proud
To tear them all to the ground
Spark a match simply just burn all that you know down
Incinerate, dip my toes in a lake f fire
Plunge into the depths
Wallow in the mire

Nothing left to justify
No more excuses
Find a messiah to crucify
Cause everything’s useless


2. A RANDOM ACT OF VIOLENCE

Confined and controlled,
Trapped within my minds brain cells alone
Circuitries been mis-wired
Wild desire to live a ghost

Slit your throat
Your anatomy is so unknown
Grown from a poisonous seed
Born to breath but sworn to bleed

Burn the world down,
watch the ashes and create a crown
To wear as I stare at the blank faces of the hated
Now mutilated

I haven’t slept for weeks
been longer since I could eat

I’ve stolen your faith

What more do I have to offer
Lose yourself in the sunken eyes of this monster
A random act of violence,
voices crack; it breaks the silence

A random act of violence

I resemble those lifeless corpses
Emaciated but pouring, sweating
Enormous debt to pay the cost of living
I am sinking drown with me


3. MIDNIGHT APPARITION

A desperate plight to the stairs of freedom,
Though my feet and anatomy still seem attached to the ceiling
Can’t force a feeling, won’t fake the apathy
As I lose my vision, I sink into a blackened scene

An apparition appears, where shadows roam
He spoke of catacombs and beckoned me to follow

Now it all has become so clear
Gravity is such a weight
To break the chains that binds my arm and legs
And leave this vacant place

Shells and souls
A hell to hold in the palm of your hand
Moving corpses
A cancer and plague on this land

It all disintegrated, my very conscious turned to dust,
Unconcerned I ventured forward into dementia

Am I losing my mind?
It’s already gone
Am I losing my mind?
It’s already fucking gone


4. PARASITES OF LIFE

Thoughts intertwine with a dying light
Parasites of life to dine on your flesh
They invest in your habitual nesting instinct
Leaving you sinking

Enter this suffocating entry
Entities of your defeat
Endless circles of your mind having you sprint endlessly

For the cure of this infliction
Prescribe me life, I’m addicted to death

Such judgement encompasses hatred
One never walks a road they're designated
Rather find their own way of meaning
A matter of truth and believing

However now suffer the consequence
Of lowering your minds defense

There’s no where to hide
When they decide your fate
They’ll discover you
They’ll make you break
Eaten alive or
Burnt at the stake

Just one taste of your cowardice
And they’ll be parasites of life to dine on your flesh


5. SO MUCH LIKE ME

These are the thoughts that occupy my mind,
We're soon to downsize in to due time
This'll reach the places that you hide

We once had a secret place that we could never be discovered in
Smothered in the slumber and nothing else
Never expected the comfort felt, I built my own bubble
It all trickled down and collected into patterned puddles

We lost our speech at this beautiful sight
Our two minds combined pulled the moon down at night
Consumed inside you and your eyes,
The truest of lies, the cruelest of times
Ruined what I had built to the sky

You're so much like me

Empty streams replace my arteries
And honestly, this part of me wants you too see
To see it all, we all seem so small when you're this high

But I realize that line, so
I try to keep you in mind all the time

For all you said to me, all I said to you
Fuck this then, and fuck you then

You're so much like me


6. GRUDGE MATCH OF THE CENTURY

Fragile minds are quick to break
Constructed with weak receptors
The spine attached lacks the strength to hold you up
Through all the bullshit
You live within your delusional fantasies
Where you control the wind and tide
Is there truth to your imaging?
I hope you slowly die

You go inside your psyche
To rationalize your selfish actions
I’ve tried compassion now, I’ve abandoned that
Staring back
To laugh as your walls fall to dust
I think to myself, this is all too much

If you had capacity for intelligent thought
You’d hate yourself
You’re so fucking wrong
You’re so motherfucking wrong

So leave tonight
Because I know you have that ego to hide inside
Picture my frame of mind
when you’re nothing, nothing at all
Without others to die for you
And you've tried to wear your heart on your sleeve
If that’s shriveled and dying
Then that’s one jealous organ to need

I will never fucking forgive
I won’t ever censor myself
No forgiveness for your shit

You disgust me
Stay the fuck out my face

Fuck you and your lies
I hope they bury you tonight
It’s more then you deserve

Death is more then you deserve


7. GRIMETIME

You can't sleep and conquer demons,
Time to break what holds my secrets
I have to leave the past behind me
Find the part of me that's hiding
Somewhere deep below the frozen ice and snow
Or buried in the desert
Though I've never been that treasured

I wear my tragedies like medals off my chest
And scars that paint a story of a life well spent

None of this will matter now
I snap for breath, collect my thoughts before they stretch me apart
These dangerous hours are pins and needles in my heart
None of this will matter now

I've hoped for peace
Broken seams of all I've been
Rebuilt these ends, justified my only friend

There are shoes and there are roads
Which one are you, do you fucking know?

None of this will matter now