1. MENTAL DISTURBANCE

Well I'm mourning now, I'm hating, meet my anger, sorrow
I'm searching for what I need I'm using, acting

My weird mind controls me
Entertains me and depresses me
Fear some scare some
It will kill some, will it kill me?

I'm searching for my inner understanding,
Selfishness makes me
Satisfied, stronger, I'm detestable, cumbersome

Violent thoughts are cleansing
Smelling it will touch your greed
Loneliness is happiness
Best friend, my self

Reach inside, empty soul, tear apart, molest myself
Feeling strong, powerful, Sovereign, free of choice

Reaching for my throat, strangles with itself
Tearing me apart, finally I'm one

Silence, emptiness
Happiness, restlessness
Feeling free, left alone
Hating me, hating none

Smell of fear, comes to me
Getting aroused, starts to need
Starts to hate, starts to live
Will end it, death will give

Hate, underestimated, Anger makes you focused
Begging, weak, revenge will feed your needs

Never think of others, never compromise
Set your self at first, Self seeking, on your own

Tearing me apart, finally I'm one
Found myself, finally I'm one


2. DEATH INSTINCT

I've lost my mind to others,
Lost my senses to, all that's left is instincts for me
So don't tell me I'm psycho, you can't judge my deeds,
All I'm doing is following my needs

My inheritance is leading me
All I'm doing is for me, death duty

Forces leading me, demanding all my acts,
No mind left to tell me wrong
You don't judge beasts for killing,
Say it's in its genes, the same
genes is running me

The smell of blood wakes all senses
Leading me in my dismemberment

The haunting still arouses me
One step closer to damnation
Getting stronger, standing on my own
Rejecting weakness, I am the leading soul

Making my way through, permissive living,
The choices I make is based on myself
All the killing is, of necessity,
My death instinct is leading me

The number of acts is nothing
The instinct of death is everything

The haunting still arouses me
One step closer to damnation
Getting stronger, standing on my own, I am the leading soul
Rejecting weakness, I am the leading soul


3. ENCLOSURE

The first time I came close to death
Was in the beginning of my change
The reaction of my body stroke my soul like nothing else

Senselessness mends all that's weak
The pain I felt pushed me to seek

Tortured by my past I went just deeper in my vain
Strength by what I found I couldn't wait to see the end

The dark side of mentality
Deeper than all I have seen

Weed, rest, waste, gone
Stab, blow, choke, free

Reached the gate

I reign my end with possibilities of making it original
The greater I fall into sleep remembrance increase

Sacrifice of life to be
Remembered to those left behind

Weed, rest, waste, gone
Stab, blow, choke, free