1. NEVER SATISFIED

Well, you use my name with now respect
Still you wear my cross around your scrawny little neck
You're a way cool pagan with a heart of stone
But remember I knew you before you ever were born
Living in a life where you think you're so free
But if there was a gun to your head you'd be praying to me

I'm the God of love
I'm the raging fire
Purity divine, I am the author of desire
Still small voice, owner of hell
Meek and lowly I'm a king as well

Don't give me no gallow humor
Don't tell me your feeble lies
Don't tell me you have all you need
'Cause I know - "You're never satisfied"

You use my name like it's going out of style
You got a coffee-table Bible and a Sunday School smile
Your giving smug religious answers to desperate pleas
Busy playing doctor, while your riddled with disease
Always name dropping like your best friends in me
But if you wanna see heaven better get on your knees

I'm the God of love
I'm the raging fire
Purity divine, I am the author of desire
Still small voice, owner of hell
Meek and lowly I'm a king as well

Don't give me no gallow humor
Don't tell me your feeble lies
Don't tell me you have all you need
'Cause I know - "You're never satisfied"


2. GOD OF...

Twelve a.m., I don't know where I've been
I don't know what to say, but I'm trying
My body aches again, stop playin' with my head
Help me understand why I'm dying

Close my eyes, whisk me away
Watch me die and live again
Comfort me and hear my cry
Plug me in and let me shine

When I fall down, takes some love and understanding
To know God's love is never ending
He's the God of Love

Four a.m., my minds at work again
Thoughts so hard to reach but I'm trying
I've been this way before, my heart and flesh at war
But I focus on the truth that you give me

Close my eyes, whisk me away
Watch me die and live again
Comfort me and hear my cry
Plug me in and let me shine

When I fall down, takes some love and understanding
To know God's love is never ending
He's the God of Love

Close my eyes, whisk me away
Watch me die and live again
Comfort me and hear my cry
Plug me in and let me shine

When I fall down, takes some love and understanding
To know God's love is never ending
He's the God of Love


3. WITHOUT YOU

I can't go too long without you in my life
The pressure, I can't stand the heat, without you

Then I fall hard again
To you I am in debt

To be without your love is what I don't need
I find it hard to escape the pain without you in me

I feel it again, to you I am in debt

It's hard to find what I need without you
It's hard to escape the pain, the rain

Without you I'm in pain
I'm lost without you


4. FOLLOW ME

Father forgive me before I sin
I've been crying for your mercy again and again

One more step and one more fall
With each brick I build this wall

Angel of mercy follow me
Blessing and cursing comes from the same tree

You call it sin, I call it disease
I refuse to take responsibility

Waiting for the ax to fall
Oh my God I've gone too far

Angel of mercy follow me
Blessing and cursing comes from the same tree

...Like an angel
Like a touch of a child
Like a fire burning wild
Like a spirit that I just can't see
I feel His Holy presence coming over me

Angel of mercy, follow me
Blessing and cursing nailed to the same tree


5. SACROSANCT

Stumbling, feeling my way through
Will you tell me what to do?
There's no direction in where I'm going
Precious is the past I've lived
The hour glass never forgives
Guided by the wind that's blowing

We see the passage of time
Time sacrosanct
The holy extinction of what used to be
We see the passage of time
Nothing sacrosanct
It's not what I want
But what's left for me

Beyond my grasp there's something more
If I walk through that open door
Always hoping, never knowing
Before the world was ever known
Your plan for me was etched in stone
The past has always kept me growing

We see the passage of time
Time sacrosanct
The holy extinction of what used to be
We see the passage of time
Nothing sacrosanct
It's not what I want
But what's left for me


6. ALL I CAN SAY

I look in the mirror and nobody's there
The sky keeps on falling and nobody cares

I know compassion, God knows I care
I'm standing here silent, no words for a prayer

There's a light in the window, face pressed to the glass
She's looking for someone, this too shall pass

I know compassion, God knows I care
I'm standing here silent, no words for a prayer

All I can say (all I can say)
Could never take your pain away
All I can say (all I can say)
Is "I love you" but that sounds cliche

There's a circle of people around a hole in the ground
I hear the cries of the mother as they lower the child down

I know compassion, God knows I care
I'm standing here silent, no words for a prayer
All I can say (all I can say)
Could never take your pain away
All I can say (all I can say)
Is "I love you" but that sounds cliche


7. ENTITY

Wicked man, that I am, seems I never changed
Fallen down
Evil thoughts running through my brain
One man is divided
I keep praying, but it seems I cannot hide it

Foolish man, that I am
Senseless games I play
Jesus help me, see my need
I can't live this way
Once more I need forgiveness
I try but it seems I cannot live it

Entity, evil from within me
Entity, Jesus save me from myself

Fallen, man, that I am, on my knees I pray
Hear me now Saviour, I can't live this way
Behold, it is written:
To live you gotta die to the beast within

Entity, evil from within me
Entity, Jesus save me from myself


8. KISS THAT KILLS

Well it scares me when I think of the times I ripped your heart in two
I swore once that I'd never hurt you, but what's a man to do?

It makes me wonder why
Just like Judas I hang my head and cry

Cause I'm giving the kiss that kills
But do you love me still?
I wonder why you always will
When I'm giving the kiss that kills

You find me in my weakest hour and rip away my sins
You know me when my guard is down - Let the games begin

It makes me wonder why
Just like Judas I hang my head and cry

Cause I'm giving the kiss that kills
But do you love me still?
I wonder why you always will
When I'm giving the kiss that kills

It makes me wonder why
Just like Judas I hang my head and cry

'Cause I'm giving the kiss that kills
But do you love me still?
I wonder why you always will
When I'm giving the kiss that kills


9. FORGET I'M FORGIVEN

Under the lights I sense a darkness I cannot see
I can't imagine life alone
And through it all I felt your presence all over me
Oh God I knew I couldn't go on...

Some days I lose sight of heaven
And sometimes I forget I'm forgiven

I shed no tears for past afflictions, atrocities
I've lost some battles but I'm winning the war
And through it all I've felt your blessing all over me
But I can't help wonder if there's more

Some days I lose sight of heaven
And sometimes I forget I'm forgiven

Don't let me lose sight of heaven
Remind me of the cross when I need reality
Don't let me forget I'm forgiven
I need you to save me, I've lost my way

Don't let me lose sight of heaven
Remind me of the cross when I need reality
Don't let me forget I'm forgiven
I need you to save me, I've lost my way


10. STONES

Stones of redemption, stones of regret
Pack 'em all in one big bag, see how heavy you can make it
Then ya pack the bag around with you, lettin' it weigh you down
How many painful stones can one man carry around?

Drop your, drop your stones, before your all alone
Drop your, drop your stones, at the foot of the cross

You got your stones of passion, your stones of remorse
This bag that you fashion just keeps getting worse and worse
You take the stones out of your bag and hurl them at ones you love
I pray that someday you give your stones to the God above

Drop your, drop your stones, before your all alone
Drop your, drop your stones, at the foot of the cross

Let him who wants to be sin be the first to drop his stones

Drop your, drop your stones, before your all alone
Drop your, drop your stones, at the foot of the cross


11. ALANI

I question everything I told you
I wonder if I showed you the way
'Cause I was thinking that we had such a long time
When all we were given was twenty-one days

I know I told you that He loved you and Alani
That will never change

I see your face, Alani
Your cries for grace still haunt me
I call your name Alani
Can you hear me? Alani...

I never saw the fear in your blue eyes
I only saw your blinding smile
I wish I would have known the hell you lived in
'Cause I swear I would have heard you cry

I know I told you that He loved you and Alani
That will never change

I see your face, Alani
Your cries for grace still haunt me
I call your name Alani
Can you hear me? Alani...


12. HIGHER LOVE

Lord, I can't count the hearts I've broken or the promises I've done the same
Cannot count the lies I've spoken or the times I've cursed your name
Lord, I can't count the times I've let you down
Can't count the times I've fell and broke the stars out of my crown

Higher love, I need to have your love
I need to give your love
I want to feel your love, higher love

Lord, I can't count the times that I have hindered your cause
And I can't count the times that I have broken your holy laws
Lord, I can't count the times I've let you down
Can't count the times I've fell and broke the stars out of my crown

Higher love, I need to have your love
I need to give your love
I want to feel your love, higher love

Lord, I can't count the times you've forgiven me, taken me back
Can't count all my blessings or the times you took up the slack
Lord, I can't count the times that I let you down
You picked me up and placed the stars back in my crown

Higher love, I need to have your love
I need to give your love
I want to feel your love, higher love


13. MEET ME IN HEAVEN

Leaving you alone is more difficult than I ever thought
What I need to know is - where you stand in the great unknown

Leaving is always a painful thing
When will I see you again?

We never mean to lie, we say we'll see you soon but never do
'Cause best intentions die, when we close the door and we say good-bye

Leaving is always a painful thing
When will I see you again?

Please meet me in heaven
I don't want to leave here all alone
Please meet me in heaven
We're gonna have some good times goin' on

What I need to know is where you'll be when it's time to go?
You're leaving me alone, but I'll see you soon, I pray I do

Leaving is always a painful thing
When will I see you again?

Please meet me in heaven
I don't want to leave here all alone
Please meet me in heaven
We're gonna have some good times goin' on

Leaving you alone is so difficult..
But I'll see you soon...