1. A SPLINTERED MIND

I got myu triggers, it's symptomatic
Got my reactions they're automatic
And after all that I've been through
I project my fears on you

I've got my memories
Places I've been
Like wwoden fragments stuck in my skin
An after that that I've been through
Try to hide my scars from you

I don't want you to know
Cos I don't want you to go
Could you still love me with a splintered mind
Could you still want me when you don't know what you might find
Behind this shattered lens I see the world through
Colouring my thoughts, distorting my view
If I let you see what's broken inside of me
Could you still love me
With a splintered mind

Sometimes I get so stuck in my head
Sometimes I can't get out of my bed
This is just a side effect
You know I really want to connect

It's cracked and it's scarred
But I would, would give you my heart

Will you take me as I am
Would you catch me when I fall
Could you take me as I am
Will you catch me when I fall

If the splinter ran deeper could you help me pull it out


2. A ONE TON HEART

With a one ton heart, a kiss in the cold as warm as home
With a one ton heart, a tear in the snow, I'm heading home

With a one ton heart
Dive away, a million years and a day
A one ton heart
Never breaks all the way

The saddest truth you'll ever come to understand
The end might wait right where it all began

With a one ton heart
With a one ton heart
A one ton heart
With a one ton heart
With a one ton heart
Dive away
With a one ton heart
A million years and a day
A one ton heart
Never breaks
When it falls
All the way
My one ton heart

With your hand on my face, a winterly touche, you whisper my name
For an eternal embrace time won't stop but time will tell

With a one ton heart
Dive away, a million years and a day
A one ton heart
Never breaks when it falls all the way

I can't breath
I can't cry
I can't sleep at night


3. DYING ON THE MOON (FT. JOY FROST)

I question things I thought I knew
My doubt was overdue
Can't feel the way they said I'm supposed to
I can't believe in what isn't true

I have to keep my heart
To myself be true
I have to keep my heart
My love shows me a way to you

We're on the run
We're leaving soon
One day we're dying on the moon
Yes, we are done
We swim and swoon
One day we're dying on the moon

I finally found my peace of mind
I chose to leave some things behind
What I believe is undefined
But I have a feeling god will be kind

I have to keep my heart
To myself be true
I have to keep my heart
My love shows me a way to you

We're on the run
We're leaving soon
One day we're dying on the moon
Yes, we are done
We swim and swoon
One day we're dying on the moon

I gotta trust my heart
It never betrayed me
And you cannot persuade me
To go back to what I had
I cannot pacify the ones who will look down on me
Or I would go mad
The map inside of me has lead me down another path
And I'm here to say it's not so bad

One day we're dying on the moon


4. ZUNYA

The cross that I bear is heavy and cold
The scars that I wear are ugly and old
The iron I taste is salty and red
The hope that I had is already dead

The tears that I cried have shivered like glass
My heart is with you but my mind is a mess
You're present and future but I'm chained to my past
The answer to questions that have never been asked

The only way to make a new road is
Is to walk it from heaven through hell
The only way out is through you
The way out of myself might be cracking your shell

A new road is made by walking that way
The way out is through, the way out is you
My heart is so heavy, it's dragging me down
I can't be a king if you're not my crown

My will left my body, I'm empty and cold
Gave my soul to the devil, it's already sold
Love made me its prey but I'm standing strong
My heart in your hand keeps going on

I fell from the heavens but I'll land on my feet
The demon you've fed is now hungry, in need
I hide my black soul under your pale white skin
For you are my shelter, I'm your devil within

The hope that I had is already dead
The iron I taste is salty and red
The hope that I had is already dead
Is already dead


5. UNFEEL

Under this spell I won't break
Can't eat or sleep, I just ache
This loss - now all I own
So pain had just been postponed
I crawl through darkest depths alone

Unravel my heart
Untravel the stars
In silence I'm counting my scars

I cannot unfeel what I feel for you
I cannot untell cos I told the truth
I cannot unsee what I've seen in you
I cannot unfall how far I've fallen for you
I cannot unbe or unkneel or unsee or unfeel
What I feel for you

Unspoken woes devastate
Felled by this knife twist of fate
The life that you've disowned
It cuts me deep to the bone
A love the like of which I unown

Each corner I turn
The memories burn
From fountain to bell house and square
These landmarks I see
From our history
Are eyesores when you are not there
Each wish that I make
For eternal days
Before the storm tears us apart
Unravel my heart
Untravel the stars
In silence I'm counting my scars


6. DEATHLESS

In a time of daily inhumanity
To have someone like you
Is a treasured gift
In the tombstone grey you are the brightest hue

Scream at me when demons call
Weep on my shoulder should you fall
All I am you can possess
Because to me you are...

Dream with me a future where
We beat defeat without a care
Hearts will dance for we are blessed
Because to me you are...

The best for me when I'd lost my mind
Still believed in me when all the pain entwined
I won't leave your side until the bitter end
My only love
Until the end
Until the end

I'd help you bury every corpse
Clean the knife, conceal the crime
A tender touch will pull us both
Through all these traumatic times

Restored the faith in me when I'd not trust my mind
Gave me the strength to see my point of view was blind
I'll never let them hurt you
If one day I'll be gone
I'll be your guardian angel protecting you from harm

No, I won't leave your side until the bitter end
My only love
Until the end

So from rivers dark to the moon's embrace
There's a place for us deserving of your grace
You make me still feel pure on my dishonest days
My eternal guide through the midnight maze
I will be on your side beyond the end
My only love
Until the end


7. AGAPE

My feet are on the ground
But still I'm sinking deeper
I am nearly drowned
But still you're inside me

Without you I am nothing

I am going down
But still I feel your warmth beside me
You seem to be around
In every single person I try to be

Without you I am nothing

I had what I wanted
What I want is only you
But if I died today
Then perfectly happy with love for you

I can't deny
That I'm on my knees to give it
Another try
Now give us a chance to live it
I know that I will love you till the day I die

I'm going underground
But still, still I'm sinking deeper
Now I'm beyond the bound
I never get you back but you are free

Without you I am nothing
But myself


8. HURT AGAIN

How long ago, how long ago
Have I forgotten to feel me?
But now I know, but now I know
This pain I feel is the real me
And I thank you for it, And I thank you for it

You made me hurt again, hurt again, hurt again
Made me remember when I loved the man I am
You made me hurt again, bleed again, feel again
And those who hurt again can also love again
And I thank you for the pain
The way it made me change
The way it made me fall, fall again

I've got lost in the days
Counting the waves
Counting the ways I could leave here
But before I knew what's going on
It was you who gave me reason to feel fear
And I thank you for it, And I thank you for it

How long ago, how long ago
Have I forgotten to feel me?
But now I know, but know I know
This pain I feel is the real me


9. AMBER

Amber, don't you cry tonight
You are not alone tonight
I am by your side tonight
I keep watching here tonight
Here's a rose to remind you of me
Here's a hand to get back on your feet

Anger hurts the angel most
Face the grief, welcome your ghosts
Close to death, still free from sin
Curse the flesh you were born in
Truth has bled but the stain is a sign
You deserve all of your stars to align

Curtains closed, she fears the light
Sadness still defines her life
May this love defeat the doom
You find hope in peaceful gloom
Left for dead by the ones you'd die for
Lost and sad in the cold of the floor

Rest your head and I'll sing you to sleep
Leave this earth for long enough to be free
May the pain and the fright bring relief
May this war inside give you peace
The earliest release

Amber, don't you cry tonight
You are not alone tonight
I am by your side tonight
I keep watching here tonight
Here's a rose to remind you of me
Here's a hand to get back on your feet

Amber, don't you cry tonight
You are not alone tonight
I am by your side tonight
I keep watching here tonight


10. WE WERE YOUNG (FT. HEAVEN CAN WAIT CHOR)

We were young
Life seemed so long

We were young
We had no sorrows at all
We were young
We were not afraid to fall
We were young
When the meadows stretched for years
We were young
And ambitions were sincere

We were young
Life seemed so long

We were young
With a story to be told
We were young
Standing strong at the threshold
Tomorrow turned from hope into a fear
But honest aims will always persevere

We were young
Life seemed so long

We were young
Endless sun lighting the way
We were young
But the skyline had to change
A better life
The foundations are in place
A future dream that forever resonates

We were young
Life seemed so long


11. 4'33''

(just silence)


12. DYING ON THE MOON (JOYLESS VERSION)

(see lyrics on track 3)


13. WE WERE YOUNG ( FT. HEAVEN CAN WAIT CHOR - ZDF VERSION)

(see lyrics on track 10)