1. THE OPEN DOOR (INTRO)

He walked through the door and never came out and one by one we walked
Through the door... After him... And never come out.
And never come out


2. BLACK ALL OVER

I havent slept in weeks; not one single wink
Every moments like an eternity
Clocks, louder every chime; speaks to me in rhyme
Tell me, is it time to let my feelings go?

[Chorus]
Black
Black all over
Black all over
Life is nothing but a dream to me
Black all over
Black all over
Tragedy my reality

Ive lost touch with my thoughts; twisting my life pulls
Pushing me farther away
Locked in I cant get out; free to run about
Tell me, is it time to let my feelings go?

[Chorus]

Do you beleive you can be the one, be the one
Shining brightly underneath a dark deadened sun?

All we are
Are single numbers
Its time to count
The single numbers

My time has come and gone; run, everybody run
This game is over and Im done; run, everybody run
My time has come, its time...
Everybody run

[Chorus]


3. LIKE A DISEASE

Once upon a time, you wouldnt let me be
So deeply woven couldnt tell myself from me
I had no reason not to give myself to you
You were so good, but now I see the truth

You mislead me; wasted my time
I can see him; behind your eyes
You dont want me, you dont need me
You're just living to deceive me

[Chorus]
What do you want me to be?
You treat me like a disease now
What do you want me to be?

Your fate has yet to come
Because this nightmare's just begun

If you see me in the shadow, whispering your name
Would you hear my words without going insane?
Give me one reason so that I can justify
You took my life; this hell you can't deny

I can't trust you; we both know why
I can see through all of your lies
I'm abandoned, left here stranded
Now your fate has been commanded

[Chorus]

And it all comes down when I come down
And it hits the ground and we all fall down

[Chorus]


4. FATHER

Dominating forces catipult my thoughts
I want and need to control every aspect of you
I must control everything, keep you under my thumb
I will mentally @#%$ till you break or I leave
Berate and humiliate as my father did to me

The abused will abuse

[Chorus]
I want to be the one for you
Want you to be the one for me
I need to see inside your mind
Want you to see inside of me

I am a mental predator
Feeding on your childhod traumas and mental monsters
I will use my insecurities against you
And Ill live to make them yours
Long string of failed relationships

My father lives inside of me

[Chorus]

Why? Why?

[Chorus]

Kill my father, heal my father


5. KNEE DEEP IN THE DEAD

What's going on here?
Murder, you want some?

Come on everybody let's go to the show
Murder is fun because my daddy told me so
Grab a gun, grab a knife, even hands will do
Punch em like a mother fucker even rape a few

Fuck the righteous wave and ride the evil undertow
If blood is what you want embrace the demon glow
Grab a gun, grab a knife, even hands will do
You punch em like a mother fucker even rape a few

We are the villains
Sucker fish fuckers down in the sink
We are the aliens
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
We are the losers
Flushing our faces into the world

This is a sin fix
This is a sin fix

Now that we have seized you and pleased you
Come alive and murder your senses
Find yourself knee deep in the dead
Come alive and murder your senses
This is a sin fix
This is a sin fix

Come on everybody let's go to the show
Murder is fun because my daddy told me so
Grab a gun, grab a knife, even hands will do
Punch em like a mother fucker even rape a few

Fuck the righteous wave and ride the evil undertow
If blood is what you want embrace the demon glow
Grab a gun, grab a knife, even hands will do
You punch em like a mother fucker even rape a few

We are the villains
Sucker fish fuckers down in the sink
We are the aliens
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
We are the losers
Flushing our faces into the world
This is a sin fix
This is a sin fix

Now that we have sieged you and pleased you
Come alive and murder your senses
Find yourself knee deep in the dead
Come alive and murder your senses
This is a sin fix
This is a sin fix

Oh no their all dead, their all dead!

I tried to tell the others, but they wouldn't believe me. You're all doomed, you're all doomed


6. EVERYTHING I

It seems I like it when you cry
My codependant lullaby
Ill only play when I make the rules
Your mental weakness is my obvious tool
It seems I like it when you cry
So let me inside

[Chorus]
Im alone with you and you're afraid of me
Tightly close your eyes and pray you just can't see
Everything, I; everything, I
Everything, I; everything, I

Blow out the candle, save the light
One last dead breath it ends your night
Hold out your hands and pray not to die
Grow your little white wings and let your angel fly
Blow out the candle save the light
And let me inside

[Chorus]

Everything I took from you
All the lies that you beleived
Everything I misconstrue
Is everything you cant conceive, yeah

Can you see me here alive with your own two eyes
Can you see me here alive?

Please wont you tell me why you died
And within the deadness was their light
Where are you now and how does it feel
Is there a soul or is our mind the real
Please wont you tell me why you died
And let me inside

[Chorus]

Want
Need

Everything I want you to see
Everything I want you to be


7. SAD EXCUSE FOR A GRIP

Its hard to say if I am alive

Disorder runs rampant in my mind
Loose thoughts slipping through my sad excuse for a grip
Random ideas bouncing around like a rubber ball in a rubber room
Uncatchable

My mind is going numb
My mind is going numb

I find myself tripping in your eyes

Delusions creeping up from behind
Sticking, probing, trying everything to falter me
These floating thoughts will trip me up; make you knowing me
psychopathically
Impossible

I have become
So mentally undone
I have become
My mind is going numb

You have tempted me forever

Suddenly my thoughts come into mind
It seems Ive found the problem that has been plaguing me
I think of pain i think of death
And then i find my mind specificly incredible

I have become, i have become, i have become
So mentally undone
I have become, i have become, i have become
My mind is going numb

Dead girls bloom
In my garden of thought
Spreading and decaying
To become one with the silt of my mind

I have become
So mentally undone
I have become
My mind is going numb

I have become
So mentally undone
I have become
My mind is going numb


8. THE PERFECT WOMAN

You know I like it so you play the game
You play it so well but it's not the same
Just look behind my eyes to see my need
The cutting thoughts beneath will make you bleed
You look so pretty but this will not do
You still have color there's still life in you
Your body's still, but your skin is warm
This mere illusion will not turn me on

I want to feel you while you are in your death bed
You will taste my kiss as your eyes grow cold and dead

Soft whispers of a dead girl, twisting in my mind
Gently screaming kill my thoughts, soon it will be time

You know I like it so you humor me
I really like this but my eyes still see
A cold look on your face where life remains
Sometimes I wish this was not just not a game
You look so pretty but this will not do
You still have color there's still life in you
Your body's still, but your skin is warm
This mere illusion will not turn me on

I want to feel you while you are in your death bed
You will taste my kiss as your eyes grow cold and dead

Soft whispers of a dead girl, twisting in my mind
Gently screaming kill my thoughts, soon it will be time

Soft whispers of a dead girl, twisting in my mind
Gently screaming kill my thoughts, soon it will be time

You know I like so you play the game
You play it so well but it's not the same
I need to feel you cold and dead
To get these monsters from my head

You know that death becomes you
Your bloody body lying on my bed
You know that death becomes you
Silence the screams and voices in my head
You know that death becomes you
And all my fantasies will come alive
You know that death becomes you
The perfect woman in my mind's eye
You know that death becomes you


9. BURY YOU

This moment is the rest of your life
This moment is the rest of your life
This moment is the rest of your life
Comin atcha with a kitchen knife

You are the only one
Blow the fucking world to kingdom come
You are the only one
You make me wanna blow the world to kingdom come

Run, run go and lock your door
I'll huff and puff and blow it to the floor
Your mind games have invited me here
Now your all balled up and cringing in fear
At last you'll see my diabolical grin
Now it's time for the fun to begin

This moment is the rest of your life
Comin atcha with a kitchen knife

You are the only one
Blow the fucking world to kingdom come
You are the only one
You make me wanna blow the world to kingdom come

The second verse deader than the first
Time to rid me of your fucking curse
You should of stopped way back when
I got a bat I'm gonna beat your brains in
You can't escape your destiny
I'll get my hands on you and set you free

This moment is the rest of your life
Comin atcha with a kitchen knife

You are the only one
Blow the fucking world to kingdom come
You are the only one
Blow the fucking world to kingdom come
You are the only one
Blow the fucking world to kingdom come
You are the only one
You make me wanna blow the world to kingdom come

Your blood is what I love
And now you'll give it to me
Think of our love, it's done
And when you whisper to me
Your blood is what I love
And now you'll give it to me
Think of our love, it's done
And when you whisper to me
Your skin is your sin
Begin to start the ending of me
Your blood is what I love
And now you'll give it to me


10. PERSONAL JESUS (DEPECHE MODE COVER)

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Pick up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Save me
Save me

Feeling unknown
And you're alone
Eating away
Rattlein your bones

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Pick up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith


11. CAN'T GET AWAY

Moving on without a care
I always made them cry
Untill I met the girl so fair
Then my summertime died

Her lullaby a wicked one
Fall asleep and die
When she opens up her door
You will go inside

[chorus]
She thrilled me, She killed me
All with a bat of her eye
She used me up and put me away
I met her in my summertime
And now I'm here to stay
I can't get away

Cross her path and she will tempt you
But don't believe the lie
Her care for life has been exempted
She'd rather watch you die

She's a creature of the cold
Dead girl breathing dust
Preying on the weak of soul
Taking what she must

[chorus]

I died in my summertime

Finger nails of razorblades
Teeth of cold steel
Body made in heaven
And a mind that's straight from hell

[chorus]


12. KILLGREEDY

I've got this evil feeling and it's overwhelming me,
To build these devices, that cause your agony.
I know your body needs me and I will be your king,
I'll give you pain and I'll do it again, again, again.

I want you to die, I am kill greedy.
You will soon receive, pain you can't believe,
Die, I want you to die!
I am kill greedy, pain's so sweet to me,
got to make you bleed.
Die, I want you to die!
Death is a disease, bloomed inside of me.
Die, I want you to die!
I am kill greedy, pain's so sweet to me,
got to make you bleed.
Die, I want you to die!

I've got this dirty needle, to pierce your skin so deep.
I've got this rusty scalpel, to feel it just say please.
I know your body needs me and I will be your king,
I'll give you pain and I'll do it again, again, again.

I want you to die, I am kill greedy.
You will soon receive, pain you can't believe,
Die, I want you to die!
I am kill greedy, pain's so sweet to me,
got to make you bleed.
Die, I want you to die!
Death is a disease, bloomed inside of me.
Die, I want you to die!
I am kill greedy, pain's so sweet to me,
got to make you bleed.
Die, I want you to die!

Die Motherfucker die!
Die Motherfucker die, die!

We've got molten metal dripping into forced open, eyes!
Taking out your teeth with a rusty wood file!
Cutting off your skin as you're tied down to a bed!
Listen to you scream as I drill into your head!
It's music to my ears to hear you scream in pain,
I will torture you 'till I've driven you insane!
I kill greedy, baby bleed, baby bleed!
I am Dr. Kill Greedy, baby bleed, baby bleed!

Die! Die! Die! Die!


13. NO ANSWER (OUTRO)

Though I heard you say you love me
It pains me to say this
But I have a question
Would You love me, if you could see me?
Would you love me, if you could hear me?
Would you love me, if I wasn't there?
Why do you love me?
Why do you love me?
Why do you love me?
Why do you?
Why do?
Why?
Why do you love me?