1. BLAME ME

So I ruined everything by ever coming into your life
Please forgive me

Every day I wish I could better
So you wouldn't feel this way
But nothing I do matters
It's always me you blame

As I take another hit I can't get any lower in your eyes
So I've been reduced to this
I'm just another victim of your lies
Please forget me

Every day I wish I could better
So you wouldn't feel this way
But nothing I do matters
It's always me you blame

It's always me you blame
It's always been this way
You'll never change

Now every day I wish I could better
So you wouldn't feel this way
But nothing I do matters
It's always me you blame


2. TEXAS

It seemed like the right thing
It came at the right time
One thing I could never erase
But it gave me peace of mind
And now I'm going to fix this
I'm starting a new life
I'm headed for Texas
Bet you'd wonder why

Maybe I did it all because I wanted to
Maybe I did it all because it needed to be done
Maybe I did it all because they let me down
Maybe I did it all for you

There can be no rewind
There can be no rearview mirror
I'm starting to shudder
I'm starting to shake
I never said I was sorry
But my heart aches

Maybe I did it all because I wanted to
Maybe I did it all because it needed to be done
Maybe I did it all because they let me down
Maybe I did it all for you

I gave until I was empty
I gave it all for free
But I was so misunderstood
That it all just came to me
That all of this is not for me
Cause all of this is ugly
And all my hopes and all my dreams
May all have passed right over me
And all I said and all I did
May not have mattered in the end
None of this means anything
Cause nothing's ever what it seems

Maybe I did it all because I wanted to
Maybe I did it all because it needed to be done
Maybe I did it all because they let me down
Maybe I did it all for you


3. PUSHED ASIDE

I can't clear my mind of yesterday
And all the words I never got to say
Does it feel right? It feels like such a waste
When there's nothing out there that we couldn't change
But you gave up on me

I really wish you wouldn't push me aside
I was only holding on to what you gave me
And I really wish that it had felt like you tried
Before you threw it all away in just a moment

Here we are, we're miles apart
I guess it all came down to your change of heart
And maybe you're right, I'd be better off
But that doesn't change just one small thing
You turned your back on me

I really wish you wouldn't push me aside
I was only holding on to what you gave me
And I really wish that it had felt like you tried
Before you threw it all away in just a moment
Threw it all away

I know we'll meet again on Sunday
I know we'll meet again on Sunday
I know we'll meet again on Sunday

I really wish you wouldn't push me aside
I was only holding on to what you gave me
And I really wish that it had felt like you tried
Before you threw it all away in just a moment
You threw it all away


4. A LIFE THAT'S JUST BEGUN

You're a shadow of what you used to be
And I don't know who's staring back at me
It's too late for you
There's nothing else left that I can say to you

[Pre-Chorus]
It's too late, I won't say goodbye again
It's too late, I won't waste my time again

[Chorus]
'Cause you're waitin' for a day that will never come
And you're missin' a life that's just begun

It's a long road to nowhere
But you're already there
And it's too late for you
There's only so much that I can say to you

[Pre-Chorus]
It's too late, I won't say goodbye again
It's too late, I won't change my mind again

[Chorus]
'Cause you're waitin' for a day that will never come
And you're missin' a life that's just begun

It was always in sight
And it already feels right
It was never really hard to find
And we were never really out of time

'Cause you're waiting for a day that will never come
And you're missing a life that's just begun


5. WASTING AWAY

I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again
But I can't escape
I just can't break through
All the days I've, all the days I've watched for you
Are all the ways I've, all the ways I've lost you

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again
I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again

I can't explain
I can't explain why I'm here again
Despite all the pain
Of everything I lost to you

[Chorus]
Yet I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again
I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again

I'm not far away for letting go of you
To leave you while I can

[Chorus]
I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again
I'm wasting away
Waiting for you again
And I can't escape


6. INGENIOUS

Oh, watching you from a distance
I know what I would say
But you never give me that chance
'Cause you always look away

Ingenious (It's an ingenious little plan) little plan
To leave me here, (To leave me here, wanting more) wanting more

[Chorus]
Do you know what I've done for you?
Do you know what you put me through?
With all the things I do
I could never live up to you
Do you know what it means to me?
Do you know what it does to me?
I know I will always be
Just a person you'll never see
I came up with a perfect plan
I thought you would understand
But you wouldn't give me a chance
I'm just a victim of circumstance
What was I supposed to do?
I should have run from you
I didn't have a clue
Now I'm in this deep because of you
You

You never knew I existed
Even when I was steps away
You were all I could think of
You kept me awake

Ingenious (It was an ingenious little plan) little plan
(You left me here) To leave me here anymore (And I want more)

[Chorus]
Do you know what I've done for you?
Do you know what you put me through?
With all the things I do
I could never live up to you
Do you know what it means to me?
Do you know what it does to me?
I know I will always be
Just a person you'll never see
I came up with a perfect plan
I thought you would understand
But you wouldn't give me a chance
Just a victim of circumstance
What was I supposed to do?
I should have run from you
I didn't have a clue
Now I'm in this deep because of you
You
I'm in this deep because of you (Ingenious)
I'm in this deep because of you (Ingenious)
I'm in this deep because of you (Ingenious)
I'm in this deep because of you (Ingenious)
I'm in this deep because of you

[Chorus]
Do you know what I've done for you?
Do you know what you put me through?
With all the things I do
I could never live up to you
Do you know what it means to me?
Do you know what it does to me?
I know I will always be
Just a person you'll never see
I came up with a perfect plan
I thought you would understand
But you wouldn't give me a chance
Just a victim of circumstance
What was I supposed to do?
I should have run from you
I didn't have a clue
And now I'm in this deep because of you
Now I'm in this deep because of you

Now I'm in this deep because of you


7. ALIVE

Look around and realize nothing's left
It's hard to remember and easy to forget
Seems like such a perfect time to second guess
But now is not the time to quit
Now is not the time to quit

[Chorus]
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
You'll never know until you try
You'll never know if you just run

If you just run

Their lack of faith in you is nothing new
You've just about gotten used to it
To stick around is all that's left to do
'Cause now is not the time to quit
Now is not the time to quit

[Chorus]
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
You'll never know until you try
You'll never know if you just run

It's now or never (or never)
It's time to commit (To commit)
'Cause now is forever (Forever)
It's time, time to get through this

You let them now you're alive
You let them now you've just begun

You're alive
You let them know
You let them know you're alive
You let them know, you let them know
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
(You're alive)
You'll never know until you try
You'll never know if you just run


8. HANG ON

The day is gone, it starts to hit you
The situation is out of control (Is out of control)
The walls are caving in all around you
You feel like you're always left off the center
In a loneliness you know so well
You don’t feel like you can deliver
But you can’t stay locked up in this shell

[Chorus]
So hang on just a little bit longer now
Things can only get better than this so
Why can’t you just leave it all behind you?
Hang on
Why should this be any different now?
At least that’s what you keep saying to yourself
Over and over and over and over again (Over and over)

Home is long ago and far away
Like a memory you're stuck in the middle
Of what you are and what you were
Until you believe that it’s all just a riddle
It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard

[Chorus]
So hang on just a little bit longer now
Things can only get better than this so
Why can’t you just leave it all behind you?
Hang on
Why should this be any different now?
At least that’s what you keep saying to yourself
Over and over and over and over again

And it starts
And it starts again, it will
And it will leave you in the dark (Dark, dark, dark)

You might know you’re alive
When you leave this all behind
You won’t know until you try
Hold on now it just takes time

[Chorus]
So hang on just a little bit longer now
Things can only get better than this so
Why can’t you just leave it all behind you?
Hang on
Why should this be any different now?
At least that’s what you keep saying to yourself
Over and over and over and over again

Over and over and over and over again (Again)
Over and over and over and over again
Over and over and over and over again (Again)
Over and over and over and over again


9. ALL I HAVE

I lie awake and hear you breathing
I can't believe it's time to go
The day has come and now I'm leaving
I'm leaving a place that I call home

[Chorus]
I wish that things could be different
And none of this would ever change
I never thought that I would need them
But now these memories are all I have

Will you remember who I am?
Should I return not quite the same?
Will you hold on to what we used to be
Until I return to you again?

[Chorus]
I wish that things could be different
And none of this would ever change
(None of this would change)
I never thought that I would need them
(Never thought that I)
But now these memories are all I have
(Are all I, are all I, are all I)
Are all I have
(Are all I, are all I)


10. SAY

Say (Say) that you'll wait for me (Wait for me)
I'll come running back to you (To you) as fast as I can
Say (Say) that you'll pray for me
I'm lost in this world, I'm calling out to you (To you)

Say that you're there for me
I'm mad at this world, I don't know what to do
Say that there's hope for me
I'm through with this world and all I have is you
And all I have is you
(And all I have, and all I have is you)


11. CLEAN THE SLATE

I can learn to live with all the things I've done
I can turn my face up towards the sun
Now I'm set to embrace, learned from my mistakes
I can leave it behind and do whatever it takes

[Chorus]
I can clean the slate, 'cause it's a new day
It's a good day and I'm moving on
I've been keeping all of this inside for way too long
Dreaming of a way to start my own revolution
And dwelling on the ways that everyone's done me wrong
I'm moving on, leaving all of this behind me

I'll admit you got me, but that was only once
I won't live so blindly because I, I can learn to confront

[Chorus]
I can clean the slate, 'cause it's a new day
And it's a good day and I'm moving on
I've been keeping all of this inside for way too long
Dreaming of a way to start my own revolution
And dwelling on the ways that everyone's done me wrong
I'm moving on, leaving all of this behind me

And I have learned to tolerate
And now there's nothing you can say about me
To make me feel like I'm not something
'Cause that's the old me and it's a new day

And I'm moving on
I've been keeping all of this inside for way too long
Dreaming of a way to start my own revolution
And dwelling on the ways that everyone's done me wrong
I'm moving on

I'm moving on
(Keeping all of this inside)
It's been so long
(I'm moving on)
Dreaming of a way to start
It's been so long
(I'm moving on)
Dwelling on the ways that everyone
(It's been so long)
I'm moving on
I'm moving on


12. EARLY MORNING ANGER

When I hung up the phone this morning
I could hear it in your voice
Just a second of your time is all I wanted
Just a second of your time is all I needed
Was I so out of line to think you'd be there?
Was I out of my fucking mind to think you'd care?

[Chorus]
Lately I've begun to feel like I'm unwanted
And lately all the things I've done have gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed

Early morning anger ruins my whole day
And I'm wasting so much time dwelling on it
But I can't seem to find a reason for it
Was I so out of line to think you'd be there?
Was I out of my fucking mind to think you'd care?

[Chorus]
Lately I've begun to feel like I'm unwanted
And lately all the things I've done have gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed

When you hung up the phone this morning
You didn't hear me say goodbye

[Chorus]
Lately I've begun to feel like I'm unwanted
And lately all the things I've done have gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed
Gone unnoticed


13. BREATHE

Release me and I’ll never return
You need me, and I know this may hurt
But I don’t want to be your shoulder to cry on
I don’t want to listen to all of your problems
I wish I could be one that you could rely on
But I just can’t sift through your delusions

[Chorus]
Leave me out of all your crises
I never wanted to share your disease
You’d cure your hunger by gnawing at me
And pull me under just so you could breathe

You drained me of energy
You maimed me with all your needs
What do you live for and what are you after
Your every decision is a disaster
I wish I could be there to see the destruction
But I can longer suffer your delusions

[Chorus]
Leave me out of all your crises
I never wanted to share your disease
You’d cure your hunger by gnawing at me
And pull me under just so you could
Just so you could

So now you are over
Now you are

[Chorus]
Leave me out of all your crises
I never wanted to share your disease
You’d cure your hunger by gnawing at me
And pull me under just so you could breathe
Just so you could breathe
Just so you could breathe
Just so you could
Just so you could breathe


14. LETTING GO

[Verse 1]
Three years lost now with one phone call
But I can’t stop you, it’s not my fault
Nothing I do is good enough
So this is over
This is over

[Chorus]
And I am letting go of you
And everything we’ve been through
I am finally over you
So I'm letting go of you

[Hook]
I’m letting go

[Verse 2]
It doesn’t have to be this way
I wish that you had more faith in me
But if you can’t trust me, then I can’t stay
And this is over, this is over tonight

[Chorus]
And I am letting go of you
And everything we’ve been through
I am finally over you
So I'm letting go of you

[Verse 3]
And I seem to have lost a thousand pounds
And I feel like I am weightless
It seems like it’s a long way down
But I feel like I can make it on my own

[Chorus]
I am letting go of you
And everything we’ve been through
I am finally over you
So I'm letting go of you

[Outro]
I'm letting go
Letting go of you
I'm letting go
Letting go of you