1. TEXAS

It came at the right place
It came at the right time
One thing i could never erase
But it gave me peace of mind
And now i'm going to fix this
I'm starting a new life
I'm headed for texas
You're left to wonder why
Maybe i did it all because i wanted to...
Maybe i did it all because it needed to be done...
Maybe i did it all because they let me down...
Maybe i did it all for you.
There can be no rewind
There can be no rear view mirror
I'm starting to shutter
I'm starting to shake
I never said i was sorry...
But my heart aches
Maybe i did it all because i wanted to...
Maybe i did it all because it needed to be done...
Maybe i did it all because they let me down...
Maybe i did it all...
Maybe i did it all for you.
I gave until i was empty
I gave it all for free
But all of this is not for me
Cuz all of this is ugly
And all my hopes and all my dreams
May all have passed right over me
And all i said and all i did
May not have mattered in the end
But none of this means anything
Cuz nothing's ever as it seems
Maybe i did it all because i wanted to...
Maybe i did it all because it needed to be done...
Maybe i did it all because they let me down...
Maybe i did it all...
Maybe i did it all for you


2. HANG ON

The day is gone it starts to hit you
The situation is out of control
The walls are caving in all around you
You feel like you're always left of the center
In a loneliness you know so well
You don't feel like you can deliver
But you can't stay locked up in this shell
So hang on just a little bit longer now
Things can only get better than this
So why can't you just leave it all behind you
Hang on
Why should this be any different now
At least that's what you keep saying to yourself
Over and over again
Home is long ago and far away
Like a memory you're stuck in the middle
Of what you are and what you were
Until you believe that it's all just a riddle
T doesn't matter what you've heard
And it starts
And it starts again it will
And it will leave you in the dark
You might know you're alive
When you leave this all behind
You won't know until you try
Hold on now it just takes time


3. ALIVE

Look around and realize,
Nothing's left
It's hard to remember
And easy to forget
Seems like such a perfect time
To second guess
But now is not the time to quit
Now is not the time to quit
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
You'll never know until you try
You'll never know if you just run
(if you just run)
Their lack of faith in you is nothing new
You've just about gotten used to it
Just stick around is all that's left to do
'Cause now is not the time to quit,
Now is not the time to quit
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
You'll never know until you try
You'll never know if you just run
It's now or never
(or never)
It's time to come back
(to come back)
'Cause now is forever
It's time
Time to get through this
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
You're alive
You let them know
You let them know you're alive
You let them know
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you're alive
You let them know you've just begun
You'll never know until you try
You'll never know if you just run


4. TODAY

When i wake up i want to feel like i’m somewhere else
I don’t want to be stuck inside of this shell
But i can’t just try to make it go away
When i can’t deny that i feel this way today
When i wake up i want to be someone else
I want to shed my skin and everything within as well
But i can’t just try to make it go away
When i can’t deny that i feel this way today
When i wake up i want to feel like i’m somewhere else
So wake me up i’d feel much better
But i can’t just try to make it go away
When i can’t deny that i feel this way today


5. BREATHE

Release me and i'll never return
You need me so i know this may hurt
But i don't want to be your shoulder to cry on
I don't want to listen to all of your problems
I wish i could be one that you could rely on
But i just can't sift through your delusions
Leave me out of all your crises
I never wanted to share your disease
You'd cure your hunger by gnawing at me
And pull me under just so you could breathe
You drained me of energy
You maimed me with all of your needs
What do you live for and what are you after
Your every decision is a disaster
I wish i could be there to see the destruction
But i can longer suffer your delusions
So now you are over, now you are


6. LETTING GO

Three years lost now with one phone call
But I can't stop you it's not my fault
Nothing I do is good enough, so this is over
This is over
And i am letting go off you
And everything we've been through
I am finally over you
So i am letting go off you
I'm letting go
It doesn't have to be this way
I wish that you had more faith in me
But if you can't trust me i can't stay
And this is over, this is over tonight
And i am letting go off you
And everything we've been through
I am finally over you
So i am letting go off you
And i seem to have lost a thousand pounds
And i feel like i am weightless
It seems like it's a long way down
But i feel like i can make it on my own
And i am letting go off you
And everything we've been through
I am finally over you
So i am letting go off you