1. DWELLING IN THE HOUSE OF MALICE

Four corners of dimness contracting, diminishing mental residency. A proverbial prison exasperating the cognitive metastization. An enigma most associated with malice and hatred, fueled by dysphoria, but stifled by cowardice and weakness. “Your needs won’t be met, assimilation is necessary. You are a weakling. Forfeit, you are not your own God.”


2. CONSCIENCE ASUNDER

Division of mind, separation of conscience. Autonomy restrained by a tight leash of inner turmoil. A noose regulating the human experience. “With every passing day, I lose more control. I love myself, why is this happening? I need assistance, but I don’t want to seek it. I am undeserving, disposable; I am low status.”


3. BESIEGE FLUORESCENCE

Pining for alacrity, a remedy; a change is needed. A light so blinding, so fluorescent; such a light will be acquired. A light that will guide and navigate with clarity as its destination. A light with optimism and forgiveness at its forefront. “I want this more than anything. Failure is not an option, I will kill myself as a result.”


4. DELUSIONAL EBULLIENCE

“A new leaf has been turned over, I am a new person. I am so grateful. Closure has finally bestowed itself upon me. I am so happy. I can finally relinquish my old thought patterns and behaviors. It’s really great, I am ebullient.” An indomitable sense of security that will deteriorate from crippling self awareness, in due time. “You are not fooling anyone.”


5. NULLITY OF LIGHT

A transient light runs its course. A vacant dimness returns, engulfing all fluorescence; a rapidly decaying black hole. All that’s left for desire is imperium, no matter how contrived or abstract its form. Whether perceived or legitimate, it will be seized. “You are all tools for my desire. You are all vermin. I am your God.”