1. OBEY

I like to spend the day at home making crosswords
But I close my eyes, I see the skulls in my head
I block the doorways when I need to feel the outside
Don't wanna see the truth inside my eyes
Those haunting spirits and some red wine in my hands
I've been a servant so my trial should be banned
Digging in their wounds and then playing with my kids
They told me they were dead but have you ever seen them cry?

Fireworks all over the sky I will now cover my eyes
Liars, I ran out of time, I set my body on fire

Obey's the only word that's hanging on my shoulders
Another dirty pawn whose life is a crime
It’s been twenty years and my blood is getting colder
So easy to forgive, if only I could ask
I close my eyes and I see them watching me
I’ve figured out its my only way to bleed
Thinking is an agony and justice is a joke
They wanna see me angry, they wanna hear me shout

Fireworks all over the sky I will now cover my eyes
Liars, I ran out of time, I set my body on fire

Nobody trusts me, cuz no one was there
Nobody knows that I wish I was dead
Will you be fastening this rope on my neck
I was obeying orders, I was obeying orders

Kat 7ess bel²alam...

Someone rips off this face of me
Sowart rassi ghara9 fel bir

Fireworks all over the sky I will now cover my eyes
Liars, I ran out of time, I set my body on fire


2. COLD ENEMY

My friend, my sweet, my cold enemy
I have just burnt my wings so I can't flee
For your funeral I’ll stand dressed in black
Your ends won't justify the way you act

My wounds begin to bleed, all I need to do is shout
I'm shedding part of my skin, to break this up
Your world is just a lie, your face is out of sight
The weight of standing still, watching you

Devastate my state of mind while you smile
The only things that you control are my lives

Hear me suffer, forgive what I saw
I’ll breathe you out I wont ignore your smoke
Sorry, we don’t share this point of view
You know, I no longer believe in you

My wounds begin to bleed, all I need to do is shout
I'm shedding part of my skin, to break this up
Your world is just a lie, your face is out of sight
The weight of standing still, watching you

Devastate my state of mind while you smile
The only things that you control are my lives


3. I RAISE MY HAND

A desert song has come to me through the radio
It told me that you've gone too far, it's all I know
You touch my fingers with your sins, it burns like hell
Your riddles hurt my wounded skin, it's hard to tell

I raise my hand to celebrate the day
I’ll come the day you'll run
You run like hell beside my throne
These crowns of ghosts are haunting me

You told me that my story's old, but it's all I got
I hope not to find you in my way, like a golden goat
Do you wanna disappear, do you wanna rent my fears
My shelter's big enough for us, I won today

I raise my hand to celebrate the day
I’ll come the day you'll run
You run like hell beside my throne
These crowns of ghosts are haunting me

You never held my hands before looks like
My speeches soften you
This violence just gnaws my door
If you come to me I’ll show you truth

Now I’m aware that I can't handle all this shit
There’s something here I can't explain, I feel it near

I raise my hand to celebrate the day
I’ll come the day you'll run
You run like hell beside my throne
These crowns of ghosts are haunting me


4. BACK TO THE CRADLE

I used to sleep in innocence
You put lies inside my head
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again

I am faking commonsense
I need to forget all I've learned
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again

I’m falling over, I’m getting sober
How could you know the price was on my head?

Don't try to change the way I am
While I tear my skin with shame
Back to the cradle, I feel alive again

I’m falling over, I’m getting sober
How could you know the price was on my head?
I’m going under, I’m getting stronger
This time you gave me now is all I have

I feel helpless, but I feel free
Don't enslave me with your fears
I’ve got a reason to survive

Don't wanna wait for another day

This burning skin holds me back, holds my screams,
Driving me insane
I'm looking in, to fight my sins, I'm sick of this

Back to the cradle, I feel alive again
Back to the cradle, now I save my day

I’m falling over, I’m getting sober
How could you know the price was on my head?
I’m going under, I’m getting stronger
This time you gave me now is all I have


5. SUPERFICIAL

Tonight I'm dizzy and confused
Down on my knees I feel abused
Don't want to live under your spell
Soon you'll be praying in my hell

I'm in the red light
Forgot the dark side
You laugh at me, I don't care
Cos now I know I’m fine

I'm not a suicide mind
I'm not a loser, I'm not afraid of you
You're so superficial
So I don't want you, I'm not afraid of you

I'm not the fool that you can use
Your simple mind keeps you amused
But now I know I'm not like you
Subordinated to the rules

I'm in the red light
Forgot the dark side
You laugh at me, I don't care
Cos now I know I’m fine

I'm not a suicide mind
I'm not a loser, I'm not afraid of you
You're so superficial
So I don't want you, I'm not afraid of you


6. COME UNDONE

I found my dreams frozen still
I found myself in a vision of hell
Teenage ghosts surround my bed
It makes no sense and drives me insane

Still emptiness remains
Still lost in my slaved brain, still hide

Put your thumb on my gun
Rip my bones make me one
Numb my fears break my fall
Show me one more time around to come undone

All my doubts, all my pain
All my fears still hunt me today
I've got a rope around my neck
I'm still afraid to jump off the chair

Still emptiness remains
Still lost in my slaved brain, still hide

Put your thumb on my gun
Rip my bones make me one
Numb my fears break my fall
Show me one more time around to come undone

Go with the flow, go insane
Go with the flow, go insane

Still emptiness remains
Still lost in my slaved brain, still hide

Put your thumb on my gun
Rip my bones make me one
Numb my fears break my fall
Show me one more time around to come undone


7. REALITY

Where in my mind do I find a place?
Confessions have been told, by this hopeless face

I want to replace all the words you've said
I wanna feel lonely, get out of my head

I’m so tired to rewind
Don’t drug my mind and pretend I’m fine
I’m feeling I’m consumed by time
But I don't want to go back to your reality

I search the walls trying to find the door
And I can't help myself...falling to the floor

Help me to find the way to make me stop
You better give me everything you've got

I’m so tired to rewind
Don’t drug my mind and pretend I’m fine
I’m feeling I’m consumed by time
But I don't want to go back to your reality

All the time I’ve been scared
I sit in my despair
And Lies and shadows draw
I’m standing right here waiting, I don’t care

I’m so tired to rewind
Don’t drug my mind and pretend I’m fine
I’m feeling I’m consumed by time
But I don't want to go back to your reality


8. DEAD AND UNKNOWN

All your words still hammer my head
This silence confuses my thoughts
All you've said was full of anger
The anger that I fought

You've burnt me into dust, my hate melts with the sun
You’ve drowned me into your dirt,
My end has just begun today

You took me on trial, it’s all that I know
You killed me in silence, I’m dead and unknown
You’re something insulting, you’re out of control
You killed me in silence, I’m dead and unknown

You got me hanging with constant fear
Are you waiting for me to breakdown?
Your lies are fading to become real
I don't know who to trust

I'm trying to break this cycle but no one answers my cause
Just like I lost my senses, my end has just begun today

You took me on trial, it’s all that I know
You killed me in silence, I’m dead and unknown
You’re something insulting, you’re out of control
You killed me in silence, I’m dead and unknown

Faint again, I'm slowing down
I'm a million miles away

I'm breathing out my fears, my end has not begun today

You took me on trial, it’s all that I know
You killed me in silence, I’m dead and unknown
You’re something insulting, you’re out of control
You killed me in silence, I’m dead and unknown


9. I ERASE YOU

I was the perfect bait for your dirty smile
I feel indisposed sitting by your side
I judge my innocence like you did before
I just hate all I am, now I step to the fore

I make mistakes like no one does
I want to breathe again, to live again

On the day I brake inside, I erase you, I erase you
All the times I stay alive, I erase you, I erase you

I know I'm loosing it
There's someone in my head
Don't want to stare at him
cos I may found myself

You're just a parasite
A tumour in my brain
I need you out of me
Cos I can't stand your breath

I make mistakes like no one does
I want to breathe again, to live again

On the day I brake inside, I erase you, I erase you
All the times I stay alive, I erase you, I erase you
On the day I brake inside, I erase you, I erase you
All I try is to survive, I erase you, I will erase you

I need more information
About my post-depression
Is this your world creation?
(Cos) I call this: violation

On the day I brake inside, I erase you, I erase you
All the times I feel alive, I erase you, I erase you
On the day I brake inside, I erase you, I erase you


10. BLAME ME

I’ve been walking blind for a while in your empty room
Today I wake up from your sacred ignorance

You never rule my world, so please don't take offence
Don’t try to curse me too, and I’m falling down

Don’t you blame me before I know I’ve gone too far
Don’t you blame me for these parallel lies

And you won't benefit yourself from my disgrace
Shattered on my shield now I’m melting down

This senseless state of fear fills my space and time
I’m not scared to disappear but I’m falling down

Don’t you blame me before I know I’ve gone too far
Don’t you blame me for these parallel lies

Your Silence is killing me ...

Don’t you blame me before I know I’ve gone too far
Don’t you blame me for these parallel lies


11. STONE

I feel so abused
Lost below your truth
All I’ve got is hate
Don’t recognize myself

Far away you're inside my head
I'm lost in your lies
I’m holding my breathe
While you shatter my soul

I buried my own dreams
To paint them in white and scream
I realize I’ll die
The day I look inside

Far away you're inside my head
I'm lost in your lies
I’m holding my breathe
While you shatter my soul

Save me, save me, I can't find the reason
Save me, save me, in your eyes I’m dying

Far away you're inside my head
I'm lost in your lies
I’m holding my breathe
While you shatter my soul


12. LET ME SEE YOUR FACES

Lost in a place, there's no one around
Alone in the dark, I am humble again
(I've) tried to fight my own prison cell
It all comes down, I'm not innocent

Hello, hello, can u come any closer
Hello, hello, let me see your face
Hello, hello, your truth is meant to suffer
Hello, hello, let me see your face

(I've) tired my voice, you locked me in here
Breathing free, are you still confused?
Drain my mind, embrace all my fears
Is this a test? Cuz I'm so amused

Hello, hello, can u come any closer
Hello, hello, let me see your face
Hello, hello, your truth is meant to suffer
Hello, hello, let me see your face, let me see your face

Hello, hello, can u come any closer
Hello, hello, let me see your face
Hello, hello, your truth is meant to suffer
Hello, hello, let me see your face, let me see your face