1. NEW DISEASE

Now I am the disease in you
Twisting your mind and spreading through
A new form of degeneration
Stimulus for your darkest thoughts to revive

A result of your own regression
Taking control of your heartbeat motion

Spreading through your veins, like a pulse of shockwaves
Some kind of a felling that you cannot explain
I overcome you, like a viral threat
Change of perception, I induce your defeat

Bond together in disliking devotion
Taking control of your heartbeat motion

Now I’m breathing inside you
You can’t get rid of me
Forever crawling inside you
You cannot control me

You cannot control me...

I feel your poison piercing through my veins
Why is this happening? I cannot explain!
You are running now through my veins
Together as one, you are breaking me down
And slowly I disintegrate

Bond together in disliking devotion
Now you are in control of my heartbeat motion!

And so forever we are bond to breathe in each other
A symbiosis led to its destruction
I tried to struggle... But now I let go…
I give you control over my heartbeat motion!!

Now you are breathing inside me
(A new disease)
I can’t get rid of you
(I do not want to)
Forever inside me
(I am dying with you)
Tearing my heart away

You are tearing my heart away...


2. A/D/D/I/C/T/

Another Day
Another daily dose of pain
For you my veins crave
As my fears inside prevail
No... Here I fall into your arms
Humble and little I want to heal my scars
Take me in...
Make me whole again
Heal me, please...
Just for a moment...

[Chorus:]
Take me in your arms
Let me dream once again
Hold me... for one last time
Be my consolation...

A touch I cannot escape
Deep within me, more and more I take
I need you inside me I need you to feed me
I want to feel you destroy me...

[Chorus]

Made for this broken structure
As a cure for this disease
Tearing down instead to cure
Taking everything from me

Made for this broken structure
As a cure for this disease
Tearing down instead to cure
Taking everything from me

Made for this broken structure...

I don’t understand why all dreams disappear in certain time
Please just tell me, why everything disappears?

Why?!

You’re tearing down instead to heal
Taking every part of me!
Fuck...

[Chorus]


3. MEDITIVA

I feel like some things need to be said
And I hate my self for not been able to pull them out of my head
Like a painter blind to all colors I am restrained
And the vision I am reaching for slowly fades

[Chorus:]
I have lost the sound of the world that surrounds me
Am I dreaming?
And my dreams are now washed away
Am I breathing?

Sometimes I wonder
If this is the right path I have chosen
Directionless I
Why do I always follow the coward’s path?

Would you like to see the things through my perspective?
My whole reality, all the things I see and feel? Well!? Tell me??
Why can’t I change this?
Do you like what you see?
I want to rearrange things!
Sometimes I don’t want to be me!

[Chorus]

I’ve felt life disappearing
I’ve seen things come to an end
Loosing ground beneath my feet
Never thought that I could fall so deep
Strangely, it feels like I’m falling
Now I see I’m falling...

[Chorus]

I am lost in the world of broken dreams
And pain slowly shatters me...


4. HURT (NIN COVER)

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real

The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns (shit!)
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus]

I hurt myself today...

Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus]

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...


5. B.L.E.A.K.

Who am I?
What’s my purpose?
So frail inside
Who am I?

Sadness, throw me away
For way too long been crying in your depressive embrace
Leave me, alone I will break
Bow my head and just wipe these tears away

So alone I fall deeper without your compassion
All alone there are no feelings in this creation

[Chorus:]
Now I realize
This pain is far too real
Something takes everything away from me
I am nothing, I am gone

Now I’m here fading all alone

I have no courage to say things so I write them down
On a white piece of paper
All of this pain is written in vain cause words they will fade
And everything will stay the same!!!

So alone I fall deeper without your compassion
All alone there are no feelings in this creation

It deranges me…
I’m sick of this nothingness inside, it’ killing me
It deranges me…
Why can’t you see it is eating my flesh away?
O god it changes me…

[Chorus]

Now I’m here fading

All alone I fall deeper without your compassion
So alone there are no feelings in this creation
Torn away all my life’s charade
Maybe this is how it supposes to be…