1. BLIND

Are you ready?!
There's a place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
To Burn, To Burn, To burn 'cause I'm trying to
Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
I can never find no way to reach my inner self. I'm staying low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?

If I don't find a way to seek through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind
I'm blind!


2. GOT THE LIFE

Hate, something, sometime, someway,
something kick on the front floor.
Mine? Something, inside.
I'll never ever follow.
So give.. me.. some.. thing.. that.. is.. for.. real.
I'll never ever follow.
Get your boogie on
Hate, something, someway, each day, feeling ripped off again.
Why? This shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.
So give.. me.. noth.. ing.. just.. feel.
And now this shit will follow.
God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say
God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say
Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something they took from me.
I don't feel your deathly ways.
Each day i feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,
You will never see, so come dance with me.
Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo

Me!
God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say
God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say
Got the life.
Got... the... life.


3. HERE TO STAY

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they get it in the way, not by my side
So I'll take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

My mind's done with this
Ok, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away ?
Take back what's mine
So I'll take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the vein

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down !
Gonna bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore


4. DID MY TIME

Realized Ican never win
Sometimes feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never change
This thing that burning in me

I am the one who choose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel alive full of pain
I feel alive the anger changing me

Sommetimes I can never tell
If I got something to help the pain
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never change
This thing that burning in me

I am the one who choose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me

Beaten
I feel so
Insane
I really
Tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time

I am the one who choose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me

O God the angers changing me
O God the angers changing me


5. GOOD GOD

You came into my life
Without a single thing
I gave into your ways
Which left me with nothing
I've given into smiles
I fell for all your games
I wish so bad right now
I hadn't let you win

[Why don't you get the fuck out of my face?! Now (x2)

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life, insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my brain]

I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Everything that I was
Made me your fuckin' slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say
You're fucked in every way

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life, insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind

You stole my life
Without a sigh
You suck me dry

Why don't you get the fuck out of my face, now? (x4)

Why don't you get the fuck out of my face?! Now! (x4)

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life, insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind

You stole my life
Without a sigh
You suck me dry


6. DEAD BODIES EVERYWHERE

Come on, step inside, and you'll realize
Tell me what you need, tell me what to be
What's your vision ?
You'll see, what do you expect of me ?
I can't live that lie
Hey!
I'm seeing my worth
I'm fucked at dealing
with your life
dead bodies everywhere
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why ?
You make me feel like no one
Let me strip the pain, let me not give in
Free me of your life, inside my heart dies
Your dreams never achieved, don't lay that shit on me
Let me live my... life
Hey!
I'm seeing my worth
I'm fucked at dealing
with your life
dead bodies everywhere
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why ?
You make me feel like no one
You want me to be, something I can never ever be!
I'm seeing my worth
I'm fucked at dealing
with your life
dead bodies everywhere
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why ?
You make me feel like no one
Dead bodies everywhere!


7. A.D.I.D.A.S.

Honestly, somehow it always seems that I'm dreaming of
something I can never be
It dosen't bother me, 'cause I will always be that pimp I see
in all of my fantasies

I don't know your fucking name.
So what? Let's

Screwin' may be the only way that I can truly be free
from my fucked up reality
so I dream and stroke it harder, 'cause its so fun to see my
face staring back at me

I don't know your fucking name

So what? Let's fuck.

All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About fuckin'

[chorus]


8. MAKE ME BAD

I am watching your eyes
And follow my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh may be bad

All I do is look for you
And when I fix you needed to

Just to get some sort of attention, attention

What does it mean to you
For me, it's something I just do

I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh may be bad


9. FREAK ON A LEASH

Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe
Something's raped and taken from me... from me
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain
Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free is free

[Refrain:]

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
GO! something on the
So fight! something on the

Fight some things they fight
So something on the
Fight some things they fight
Fight something of the
No some things they fight
Fight something of the
Fight some things they fight

[Refrain]

Part of me
Oh


10. FALLING AWAY FROM ME

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flew with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flew with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
It's gonna be better tomorrow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
So down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me, fuck !

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)

Beating me down

(falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me
(falling away from me)

Down, down
(falling away from me)

Into the ground

(falling away from me)
Screaming so sad

(falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me

(falling away from me)
Down, down
Into the ground


11. TROUGHTLESS

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down

[repeat] (x2)

I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming


12. SHOOTS AND LADDERS

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight

London bridges falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridges falling down, my fair lady

Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
..this old man came,
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow!
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb!
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full


13. RIGHT NOW

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]

Shut up!


14. EARACHE MY EYE (ft. Cheech Marin)

Dun nun nun
Dun nun nun
Dun Dun Dun

Orale! (O-ra-le)

My Momma talk to me,
Try to tell me how to live

But I don't listen to her,
'cos my head is like a sieve

My daddy, he disowned me,
'cos I wear my sisters clothes

He caught me in the bathroom,
with a pair of pantyhose

My basketball coach,
he just kick me off the team

For wearing high heels sneakers,
and acting like a queen

Gonna tie my pecker to a tree to a tree
Gonna tie my pecker to a tree to a tree
Gonna tie his pecker to a tree

Get your boogie off

Go Head

The world is coming to an end and I dont give a dam

As long as I have my bitch
Oh I'm a fuck you

It don't bother me, if people think I'm funny
'cos I'm a big rock star, and I make lots of money
Money, money, money...

Are you talking petsos?

Money, ka ching

Ha, ha, ha

Lots of money

I'm so bloody rich

Lots of money
Lots of muthafuckin money
I get looks

Ha, ha, ha

I own shopping centres, parking lots,
and stocks, and all that shit

Ha, ha, ha

I own you, ha, you too, you three
For me, he he, oh oh

Get your groove off
Let's bring it back one more time Jonathan

Jonathan on them drums, getting ever slower
more groovin, slow that shit down
crazy slow, come on, death, right here, slow, ah
Don't give a fuck, break it out
You even know, Boy George is on heroin
We don't give a fuck
Rick James is in the crack house
I'm fuckin paying, that's all that matters
Ha, ha, ha, ha, aahh, ha, ha, ha

The bomb is a fuckin in the house
Loco! Ooooh aahhh oooo
Gimme some