1. ECHOES OF TORTURED PAST

(Instrumental)


2. MEMORICIDE

Shadows dance
In the corner of my eyes

Blurring lines
Raking through my mind

Warp the fabric
Of my psyche

I can't scream
It surrounds me

It leaves me nauseous

I give it control

Hideous rituals
Of desperation
To purge myself
Of the evil within
Only to drown
Wading in nothingness

What I was
Is extinguished

Possessed
Compelled by its vitriol
Corroded from the inside

Forcing my hands
To give into this sin
Pray I learn to forget

Peeling back the eyelids
Reveal the scars of god

A gruesome untethering
Of reality and dream

Coalesce
One with the nothingness
Mystified by a sinking grave

Tendrils
Distending cerebral landscape
My mind is left in the throes

Trepanation
Disconnected

Black cloud
Pouring down
On the hole in my head

A cruelty
Binding me
To eternal torment

Self trepanation
A disconnection
Memoricide


3. A CURSE OF WICKED STARS

From the black in the back of my mind
Seeping down my throat
Poisoned cerebral fluids
Forests beckon me

Dream beneath the trees
Between branch and leaves
Murk stained memories
Revealing finality

Blurry light so beautiful
Possesing my soul
Consigned horror unseen
Mind wracked in nightfall

Pass the tides of dreams
Thousand needles grasping me
Stalked by wicked stars

A brain fucked nightmare

Spell conjured forth
From a bag of teeth
It's hideous visage remains vexing me

Enshrined in the forests
Now burned to ash
Her screams echoing
Remain vexing me

Cursed
Blood rots within my heart
Can't
Kill these memories
Sorrows
Constantly nauseating
Tears
Flow endlessly

Writhing
Under
My skin
Dread
Stealing my strength
Stinging
My nerves
Sending me to her

Her screams echoing
Remain vexing me


4. ERASED FROM EXISTENCE

Visions of exhortation
Reflective pools echo memories
The burden of remembering
Left alive to wander

Bereft of life I tread this plane
And wandering is my penance

This husk prevents me
From immemorial

Eternal rest
Is a fleeting thought

Cursed to stare within
These oceans of reminiscence

Eternity is the rack upon which my body is stretched
This astral plane feeds upon my despair
May I join my loved ones

Forever bound
To view my past
I see and hear the agony
Constantly screaming
My throats bleeds
Pouring from my mouth

Swirling the pools
Endless drowning
Till my lungs erupt
Decomposed
Erased from existence


5. XETINAL ARTIFICE

A storm of generations rages
With each black arced synapse

Approach me, beside my altar
Take shelter in this empty temple
Let down the seretonergic veils
Enveloping embrace

A chemical bisection
Ideation rains
A vessel ingested
Ideation reigns

Broaden the gullet
Welcome in the blood of Xetine
Burr hole passage
Welcome in the body of Vortiok

Graced by their charity
Bless my mind with solace

The vessel ingested
Traverses folds of gray
Each pill a tumbling bullet
Sowing the seeds of a nauseous existence

A promise broken
A bargain cheated

An oozing wound
Unceasing

Peace of mind
At the price
Of piece of self

The waters have calmed
But the grounds below incubate
Throbbing with every pulse
Swelling with each pained breath
Accelerating at immense speeds

Toward a goal
Of complete
Annihilation


6. CONSUMING LETHAL VAPORS

Bound within
A chamber of static
Eyes fixed to the screens
Unceasing inattention

Corrupting white noise
Warping our minds
We grow nauseated
Regurgitated with a smile

Burning our brains
We dance until we die
Swaying, dreaming

Blood trailed from our eyes

A rot so noxious
Swells within our lungs
Inhaling the shit

As immodest as the flies

Crippled by anxiety
We're felled to our knees
All our senses nullified

Reason no longer stands

A cannibal society
Feeding on our siblings
As vermin on excrement

None are above the evil eye

We're gasping for air
The static poisons our lungs


7. DYSPHORIC

Though when I dream

I long to wake

Once I have

I hate being conscious

I don't hate my dreams...

I hate being alive


8. CRUSHED UNDER THE WEIGHT OF A THOUSAND STONES

Radiant like flies
Parading rotten flesh
The zeal of worms
Permeate in their bile

Uprooting the seams
Blood curdling disease
Pouring from the mouths
Of shit eating weaklings

From wretch to wretch
Crawling forth on their knees

Falling into oceans
Faith bleeds in the seas

Ash rains from the skies
With mouths agape

Polluting their lungs
And angels shall weep

(Clawing the earth)
Our fingers bleed

(Dead memories)
Exhume what is lost

(Ex nihilo)
Processioned stillbirth

(Armageddon dreams)
May flood wash us clean

Crushed
Under the weight
Of a thousand
Stones

The light of man fades
Buried beneath its artifice

Crushed
Under the weight
Of a thousand
Stones

Maggots seep through the cracks
Engorging on their own waste


May one day roses bloom from their carrion,
Melded between the fault lines...


9. DROWNING IN ABYSSAL STATIC

(Instrumental)