1. UNFORGIVABLE

what you did to me
what you said to me
what you did last night
unforgivable

unforgivable
so unforgivable

things you did to me
things you said to me
things you did last night
so unforgivable

unforgivable
so unforgivable

i hate everything about
there's nothing you can do

unforgivable bitch


2. CUT ME

slit my wrists
because I can't muster up the courage

cut me
I am afraid

I can't stand to see
the sight of my own blood
it makes me nauseous
it makes me want to vomit
when the blade crosses

cut me because I don't want to
cut me because I have to sell
cut me because I need an image
cut me because I hate myself

I hate my fucking self

I want the fame
I want the tattoo
but not the pain that comes with it too

cut me
I am afraid
cut me deep
do it for me


3. LIFEHATER

I hate my life
I wish I can die
I hate my life
I don't know why

I hate my life
I hate you too
I hate myself
and the stupid fucking shit you do

I hate my friends
I wish they were dead
They're all fakes
Unlike yours truly

I hate my job
I hate it a lot
I wish I can quit
But I have to pay the rent

Perhaps I can go trans
Thigh socks and a webcam
But I'm too ugly and fat
I won't make it on Onlyfans

I just want it to end
If it can all just disappear
but when I think about it
I get a sense of fear

So please – sky thing – strike me
so I don't have to think
Just make the decision for me
But don't let me live, please


4. SOME PEOPLE DESERVE TO DIE

some people deserve to die
much like you and i
we don't have enough time to end our lives

i just want to die
i don't know the reason why
it's the only thing that occupies my mind

it won't fix my life
but it's worth a try
for i know what lies in letting things go by

i not gonna let that shit go by

it's the sad truth
i put up with all the abuse
but I can't spew my wrath back at you

but you forgot i have nothing to lose
except for living in this world with you

some people should kill themselves like me