1. INCOMPLETE

I'm on my journey through the time to find what I have lost
Since my birth I felt that something's wrong with me

But I can't describe what I am searching for – I'm incomplete
A voice in my head it speaks to me, so I have to go

I've seen the day I've seen the night
I've seen everything in time
And I can't control my emotions

With every hour passing by
it's just a lifetime for myself
Cause I can't enjoy a moment

I'm lost in the vortex of dark shadows and memories
The other part of me is gone in my inner storm

I'm just a living cover with a dead soul – bad awakening
No one could help me out of my black thoughts I'm so alone

I've seen the day I've seen the night
I've seen everything in time
And I can't control my emotions

With every hour passing by
it's just a lifetime for myself
Cause I can't enjoy a moment

And when the sun goes down and darkness embrace the world
It seems that light has never exist before
It's like the same when I close my eyes and look inside me
Nothing to live for and nothing to loose
But I won't accept that I live my life just in vain
I search for the meaning of my existence


2. SEVEN SEALS

The lamb opened the first seal
I saw a rider with a bow and crown
The second one has the power – to take life away
The third with a pair of scales

Ref: I can't describe the world we're live in
It's just a sink of corruption
And when the final trumpet has blown
You've to lock the unholy ones – the seven seals

The fourth rider was named death
He kills with sword, famine and plaque
Behind the fifth seal was the altar of souls
They screamed in torment for a thousand years

Ref: I can't describe the world we're live in
It's just a sink of corruption
And when the final trumpet has blown
You've to lock the unholy ones – the seven seals

The sixth seal let the sun turns black
The stars in the fell to earth
And when the last seal will be gone
The destiny of mankind will be sealed

Ref: I can't describe the world we're live in
It's just a sink of corruption
And when the final trumpet has blown
You've to lock the unholy ones – the seven seals


3. LOVERSONG OF HATRED

You showed me what true love can be
So I keep faith in destiny
You showed me what I haven't felt before
Through the time my true love was born

Your golden hair and your lovely voice
Perfect body and the shine in your eyes
Everything I would give for you
I love you more than my life….for true…

You say you love me, but I know it's a LIE

So you bitch you're the reason for my suffering
You blind my eyes with your damned fuckin' lies
I gave you everything in live what a man could give
But for what I'm asking myself today

Ref: All the nights I spend with bitter tears
And the guilt I searched by myself
With your lies you killed a piece of mine
A broken heart you have left forevermore
But I'm stronger than your words could be
Hatred and pain, damnation sets me free
My only thought when I see your face
With certainty I'll dance on your grave

You promised that you'll stay with me through all hard times
That our love stands tall until we meet in death again
But you betrayed me once betrayed me twice with a friend of mine
You was cheating me every single day

And when you leave this world I know you'll burn in hell
Cause in heaven is no place for fuckin' snakes !

Ref: All the nights I spend with bitter tears
And the guilt I searched by myself
With your lies you killed a piece of mine
A broken heart you have left forevermore
But I'm stronger than your words could be
Hatred and pain, damnation sets me free
My only thought when I see your face
With certainty I'll dance on your grave


4. JUDGEMENT DAY

All what I have ever searched
Is what I've found in you
I enjoy all the time
I can spend with you
Have you ever felt when someone is moved to tears
Look into his eyes so what do you think you'll see?

Cowered on his knees he feels ashamed
He simmers with excitement but he can't let it out!

So, what do you do now? Do you console him?
Or just leave him alone and pretend you oversaw him?

Within two seconds you have to decide
Act in good faith or pay no attention to him.

Ref: I'm convinced that everything you do in life
will come back to you some day some way with might and main
at the latest it will be on judgement day
on which you'd be condemned by powers that might be

So listen to me, listen to what I say
Just imagine now, that you were him

Don't be selfish or ashamed to support
someday you'll be grateful when someone isn't either.

Ref: I'm convinced that everything you do in life
will come back to you some day some way with might and main
at the latest it will be on judgement day
on which you'd be condemned by powers that might be


5. ONE OF THOSE DAYS

I have changed my life for you
My sins are washed away
They're gone with the march of time
But my eyes are getting blind again

When I look into your eyes I see, that you trust in me
Your smile keeps me grounded
But one day later I am falling back into my selfish habit
I feel that it returns- I am a devil once again!

Now I'm sitting here and waste my time with me
Why is everything more important than a single thought of you
Is this a kind of self-destruction that I´m doing now?
I cant find the answer but I think it is!

Ref: This is one of those days
when I hate myself
I made everything wrong
But what's the reason? What's it for?

Please hold me tight so I feel save

Someone told me that its just the way of life
Driven by the instincts you're acting like someone else
Deep inside I know I´m wrong and I try to make it better
It's the final challenge that I have to face

Ref: This is one of those days
when I hate myself
I made everything wrong
But what's the reason? What's it for?

Please hold me tight so I feel save

What's the reason that I hurt you?


6. NEVER FEEL LIKE ME

I woke up in the night, thought my body was soaked with blood
A nightmare once again
So I whirled around, but I cannot see, my eyes are too weak this time
Paranoia returns to me

I have suffered for so long now then I am just a picture of misery

All who gave me trust will be crestfallen by my setback
I was too weak to fight
But when dusk settles down invisible claws hold me tight
I'm trapped so I cannot hide

And you will never feel like me
So you don't know to feel this way

Ref: I will release my inner rage so please don't cross my way
Cause my perception is under a cloud
so I don't know who you are I regard you as an enemy
I don't know what got into me so I'm afraid to loose control

I wander through my darkest hour the hand turns only with less power
Live is running out of me
And finally if it stands still I'm chosen by gods mighty will
At the end I will find peace again

And you will never feel like me
So you don't know to feel this way

Ref: I will release my inner rage so please don't cross my way
Cause my perception is under a cloud
so I don't know who you are I regard you as an enemy
I don't know what got into me so I'm afraid to loose control

Down on my knees I pray, to find my inner peace
I try to keep my faith but disbelief forces me to fail


7. SLEEPING MEMORIES

I can feel your breath on my shoulder, your voice makes me insane
Remembering me to what happened on these past painful days
You are creeping through my veins, poison the innocent blood in me
I can't get you out of my head till I will face my past

Ref: I will release my pain and anger, my deepest fears my pain inside
Through all the years I tried to condemn my past
The rain begins and it washes away the wall protecting my inner soul
Every time I close my eyes the memories come up again

Fighting against the stubbornly voice whispering in my head
With threats and with temptation I am getting insane
I have lost all of my feelings I´ve lost the will the live
I think it was my fault that he was destroying me

Ref: I will release my pain and anger, my deepest fears my pain inside
Through all the years I tried to condemn my past
The rain begins and it washes away the wall protecting my inner soul
Every time I close my eyes the memories come up again

I was just twelve years old as someone stole my innocent youth
He killed everything and my mind is now a ruined one
His joy was my pain, his lust was my mental death
Through these years I was deprived of the power of speech

I can feel your breath on my shoulder, your voice makes me insane
Remembering me to what happened on these past painful days
Nowadays I am stronger, so I restore my peace again
Your days are numbered, and soon you will rot in hell

Ref: I will release my pain and anger, my deepest fears my pain inside
Through all the years I tried to condemn my past
The rain begins and it washes away the wall protecting my inner soul
Every time I close my eyes the memories come up again


8. INSIDE YOU

I have a set on me deep inside my mind
And it is growing stronger now.

So I want to know when dusk settles down
The sorrow I feel inside

I am the hero of a novel you've written long ago
As you had decided that I should be born

You rape me, I'm dying I am inside you
The forces of evil are stronger than thou

As I can see myself slowly fate away
The darkend place that I can't explain

The darkness that's overwhelming me I'm loosing the contact
To me for all eternity

Beyond memory I'm travelling through all time
To slide in each body the spirits within

And I've betrayed myself
I'm untrue to my mind
Painpierced body
So nothing is left inside


9. NEVER RUN AWAY

Why does no one see when I cry?
Why does no one hear my mourn
What is it that I've done wrong
Why they are so cruel to me?

Ref: They all bring me down to cry
My eyes will never run dry
And no one cares about me
I'm lost in the society

I abandon the world
I live alone with my fear
It is vicious circle that I can't break through

Ref: They all bring me down to cry
My eyes will never run dry
And no one cares about me
I'm lost in the society

I hear these whispering voices coming from below
They talk about senseless things I have done in the past
I still remember the words my father said
Life is a whore and nothing more so please take care of you

Ref: I will fight and I'll stand tall
I will break this mighty wall
I will never run away
Not a single day

It is so clear for me now, oh lord what have I done
Depression, Sorrow and Fear reigned my heart my courage fell
I'll keep my spirits up and I'll be prepared to fight
So never again will someone knock the stuffing out of me

Ref: I will fight and I'll stand tall
I will break this mighty wall
I will never run away
Not a single day


10. MY FATE

I live my life and I don't give a shit what other people say
They all can kiss my ass, cause I am proud of what I am

Every hour every second they tell me what I have to do
They are so selfish but in my opinion I am free!

It's my fate!

Ref: I'm self-confident so shut your mouth you speak my name in tongues
Mind your own business and live your life but get off my back

I enjoy my fate now cause I have found my inner peace
You haven't tied me into knots down to the present day

Stop! Tellin' more lies You're wasting your breath I do not listen to you

Stop! with your empty threats It's all hollow words so I'm not impressed.

Ref: I´m self-conscious so shut your mouth you speak my name in tongues
Mind your own business and live your life but get off my back


11. DYING EMOTIONS

I saw him lying there on his bed
His eyes were shut and I felt his pulse was getting weaker

I touched his feverish skin with my trembling hand
A lonely tear rolled down his cheek

“My beloved son I know you have fear
And I'm afraid of your final breath

I stood beside your bed I prayed all the time
But there is no hope that you return to live again.”

Ref: I see his spirit rising up to the sky
He left this world he returns to paradise
An empty heart an empty soul nothing more
And I am damned to live on

My eyes were full of tears when I kissed his small hand
He opened his eyes for the last time.

He whispered with a weak voice and he tried to smile
“I can see the light, so daddy please don't cry!”

Ref: I see his spirit rising up to the sky
He left this world he returns to paradise
An empty heart an empty soul nothing more
And I am damned to live on

And I shut his eyes it seemed that he felt asleep
But I knew that he never will awake

Ref: I see his spirit rising up to the sky
He left this world he returns to paradise
An empty heart an empty soul nothing more
And I am damned to live on


12. BREATH OF WINTER

The blowing winds of Autumn die
When winter returns
The landscape- grey and dead

The singing birds are hiding
silence spreads out
Something lies in the air

I feel the power of nature and the spirit of ancient gods
The forest lies in deep sleep but the magic is still alive

Ref: The breath of winter holds sway over the world
Frost pattern cover the earth
Forests and mountains they regain lost time
So I am at one with the world

The branches of the trees reach
out to the sky
To grasp the misty air

Myriads of Snowflakes fall down
From the firmament
They cover the grass

Ref: The breath of winter holds sway over the world
Frost pattern cover the earth
Forests and mountains they regain lost time
So I am at one with the world

I walk through the snowy weather and I take a deep breath
The clear air I'm breathing in fills me with joy and power