1. SKINLESS

Ruin.free of your creation
Now i match your gaze, is it pain to see your error?
To see the sterile serve the wasteful
The construct of your hatred
The pinnacle restraint, here in your own way
What you vilify is of your kind
What it meant to deny me
What it took to force me
What it took to make me bleed
From the inside in
Voice your prayer
See your reverence
Bound as my desire
The change is closer
Closer.ever closer
And grievances stands as they are
Stand as they are
Bring me from my truth
Tear me from my purity
I am all of nothing
I am your fear's consummation
Downfall.the advent of my shortcoming
Brought either to desolation
Or fade to the unknown
The need to break me
The want to make me lead
The malicious godfear
A kingdom for the taking
A realm of dying dreams
Set for dominance, wrought by your own neglect
Be as king where the meagre crawl
Suffer the bitter demands of mankind
The inconstant trappings of matter
I am only flesh
To perish at your command
To spiral
I transcend beyond your decree
Press your thoughts upon me
Bid for your destruction
Force your sanctity as law
Bring me only downwards
(bring me to extinction)
Is this as you would have me?
To this cause
Damnation
This eulogy
With credence heard
Here you mourn a passing idol
All of your making
Throughout your faith,
I have been more that i am
No longer of your design
Further, ever raging
Exalt, praise me with your disease
I crave your devotion
I am only flesh
To perish at your command
To spiral
I transcend beyond your decree
(and humanity in all its grandeur
Hastens towards its end
With resplendence masking rancour
This perfection victim to their ill
Your genesis in all its glory
Was tainted from inception
As faithless as corruption itself)


2. ERADICATION

To turn and fall
To share this joyous idyll
Imprisoned in the warmth of troubled will
Eyes fixed for welcome
All but mine
Your injury no stronger than the voices
Which speak of your disclosure
What pains to erase me
To hold me from your future
Stolen
Dead as my remorse
Stolen from my cause
What you hoped to last, stays
More than my better sense can retain
This that was my redemption
Belief
Belief, i'd pray for your belief again
Condemn
Condemn only your fabrication
Subside
Subside, disorder change to faith
I feel it all
Shatter
All that was
Eradication
Leave me to deconstruct
Leave me to fall apart
This that was my redemption
Belief
Belief, i'd pray for your belief again
Condemn
Condemn only your fabrication
Subside
Subside, disorder change to faith
In times when the fever rages
Yearning for this cancerous love
Writhing in my vindication
Wait eternity for you to gather the pieces
Is the final all that stands?
Has the contempt outworn the need?
Is this all i am? All i'm worth?
I feel it all
Shatter
All that was
Eradication
Leave me to deconstruct
Leave me to fall apart
When you kind me again
I pray i'll be changed
Subject to the resolution
I call upon
A solitary fragment
I'm left to hang
From the answers
I am urged to give
Until i greet your refusal
Until i'm open again
Until you've cut your last
Speak your poison to abate me still
And with your compassion
Like late justice to it's own reward
All the labours you withstand
To hold your ground
I need to exist again
To breathe the same as yours
Confine me
Where you will
To have your words last as your own
Don't let me die this way


3. THIS WAKING MOMENT

This is your crime, your perfect gift
This is your pain, yet we are both the victims
Your precious dignity torn and thrown for my repair
My convictions run their course
No more penance
As i stand listening to your tears freeze to my conscience
Taken in with open arms but a closed heart
I stand guilty of considered thought
Come bleed into me
Tear the stars from their mantle
These tremors i conceal
What tears i delay
Are rent for you alone
Longing for what can never remain
And when at last i am
Robbed of my desires
Torn to the last
I've given all i can
There is ever a thread which holds for you
Thin and frayed with the course of devotion
It spins its final words.i am never yours
Speak to me your grievous truth
For i would sooner have you lie
I have no more for you but the world and my words
My wounds that cry for your touch
Time recedes its fatal place
And sleep beckons as a feigning lover
In this solace is found my longing to
Never reach this waking moment
All is lost in this waking moment


4. CAUSE

I'm bleeding.i'm wasting breath
I'm losing.i'm less than where i was before
Streams of the last words
Cause for this memory
Turning, infecting me
Wasting, containing me
I'll strike the balance
Move to give up doubt
Sworn to move from silence
But reprisal will have its course
Why doubt the voices.they would have me stay
Begging me to change. they would have me stay
With bloodless hearts. they would have me stay
They reach for my end. they would have me stay
Stay.for fear of contact
Stay.and hear other's words
Stay.for fear of who i am now
Stay.and stand the tidings down
All that waiting could havr brought
The promise of safety in an unlocked door
The thought of remorse for the sake of leaving
Left staring at the spaces where the love has been
Why doubt the voices.they would have me stay
Begging me to change. they would have me stay
With bloodless hearts. they would have me stay
They reach for my end. they would have me stay
Stay.for fear of contact
Stay.and hear other's words
Stay.for fear of who i am now
Stay.and stand the tidings down
Something –to nothing
Everything –to emptiness
I'm without my conscience here
And i'm not sure what is mine
No matter what's outside
I'm still the same in my head
No space to evaluate
No time to pull myself back up
No room left for rationale
No way to reign my thoughts back in
Drawn to the quiet harm
I'll the dreaming have its way
In rest the habit of forgetting perfected
Where past faults are given light
I'd raise my hopes, i'd force myself through
I'd push for all the faith i can
In the ways that seem so far from sense
If only for a second of clear thought
But the reasons for falling outweigh the climb
Things here lead me to my end
(all i've left)
And press towards a simple answer
(what i've come to)
Conditions could change with a deeper cut
(carry it through)
Conclusion is a heartbeat away
What fucking solution ?
Is this all i get ?
Another smile. Another pill
If this is as far as it gets without a resolution ?
Sit back and prepare for the end that will never be
(i can't feel this way anymore)
Lie back and wait for the release that will never come
(i won't feel this way anymore)


5. NEVER/LOST

Healing never scarred so deep
As fear can not aid my sleep
Longing never more to hold me
Feeling never made me feel so…
And all these tears that never fell from this truth that
Never was to be where you say us
I never felt this lost inside you
And all these tears that never fell from this truth that
Never was to be where you say us
I never felt this lost inside your love
(for all we never were
For all that i was
For all we might have been
For all that i am)
What you wanted was never yours
What i gave you i never had
With nothing left for you to control
And the corners from where you lead ypur world
How much further can you turn inside
Before you see the changes i cannot hide
The torment.the torment i waited for
It never.it never came
For all the.the hours i waited
We were never.never meant to be
And all these tears that never fell from this truth that
Never was to be where you say us
I never felt this lost inside you
And all these tears that never fell from this truth that
Never was to be where you say us
I never felt this lost inside your love
(for all we never were
For all that i was
For all we might have been
For all that i am)
What you wanted was never yours
What i gave you i never had
And there is no answer
Your cure has failed
To right my wrongs, it left
It left a void where my affection had been
How did you dream me here ?
How did you see me blind (blind)
The conflict that held your words
So much to leave my lying
Here where the fears found me
To make me love you more
No matter the lenghts i search within
I failed to find a loss to mourn
No matter where i stand
I couldn't heal the distance (if i wanted to)
For all the feelings that drag me down
To where i never was
Where i am now
Is where you cannot be
Is where you cannot be
The adoration for what i've found in the new
A shared hope of what we're yet to become
And the thought of life without all we've found
A loss that would leave me undone


6. STRAIGHT

The hollowness finds me
And the pain is worse than life
Darkness begging to take me away
Days are just seconds until the nights begin
I've left myself fall in to the wake
And i'm drifting with the tide
I am just a shell
I am just the shape of the person i was
But i like where i am
I'm saffer alone in the company i keep
I am just a shadow
I am just a memory of my former self
But this is me now
I'm lost in my sense of security
Wasted…
Wasted…
Wasted…
I'm wasted
I can put a stop to this, i can bring myself down
Another moment, one more chance to see
How will i know if i no longer need…
What am i to you without myself ?
Who is the person you want back ?
Who am i, when i'm not complete ?
I'm the flesh that you walk on with your words
You play no hand in my choice
You'd push for me to go through hell
Just to have me say that i'm clean now
I know what i am and i know what is missing
In your mind's eye am i standing alone ?
There's this space between me and my self control
What doesn't kill me makes me hunger
From were you stand, does it look so still ?
In your law, does it say i can't live ?
Have you felt the depths i've sunk to ?
Have you seen what i've become ?
Where do you think the seclusion leads me ?
Where do you think the quiet takes me ?
Who do you think i am now ?
When i'm up i'm what i wish to be
I'm a product of my indulgences
It's a circumstance that i've made my own
You are what you take
As much as i long to say i'm free
I know i'll be left wanting
I am just a shell
I am just the shape of the person i was
But i like where i am
I'm saffer alone in the company i keep
I am just a shadow
I am just a memory of my former self
But this is me now
I'm lost in my sense of security


7. THE HOLD

(Wake)
Rise and face this tired reality
(how you know the sum of your actions)
If you knew the damage you cause
(as i walk from you i hear the bitter laughter)
In your possession i shone brighter
(the fear of knowing)
What you hoped would remedy turns against me
(knowing you will hear my silence)
At this loss of wonder comes the turmoil
(cry, to make sense of my belonging)
Cast in to servility
(mislaid, all of my value and worth)
The subtle rape of your divorce
(thought, it echoes my defeat)
I've borne the rain
(in the prayer it would wash my sins)
I've danced the neon
(to the sound of my destruction)
Can i watch you live content/stand through it all
If you listen long enough/you may hear me break
(i'd wager my soul on the merit of your requital)
These delusions a whisper in the ears of the blind
There can be no blame for giving more than i had
What has now past remains to bury me
This life in place for my crimes
That lead me from heaven to impurity
Turn my rapture to nightmare
Waste each moment
Change comes to an end
Where would i search?
Where to climb?
Who to hold me should i fall?
Why continue since you are my being?
My hands are bound bound, i'm running
My hands are bound to your solutions
Wait no longer swear


8. CREED

All you build.we can take
Here for our own gain, born
To make man know his place
So he is.ours to break
We work to.beat you down
No matter what your scars, to
Make you know what you are
Make you hate.all you own
Hope must be forgot and fate
All that you are we violate
All you consist of weak
You have nothing but
Your own fate
All that you are, a plea
Eyes shut to us but
You must see
What can persist past fear
Forced to make you see youself
As nothing.cast from dust
We have no truth to teach
That is not past his reach
Pass towards your death
Now know we have your prayers
Your kindness or affection
We warp your perception
Our minds no longer feel
See that we are here to better you
We are your thoughts
See that we will outlive you
We are your thoughts
See that we live to torment you
We are your thoughts
See that we came from within you
We are your thoughts
We are your deeds your words
Your life our creation
We were heard
We are the end
Last and low
Everything you have
Ever known
We are above the just
To rid this dying world
Of its kind
We speak from within, you hear
And always man will know
Life is fear


9. COLD AIR

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10. SLEEPLESS

Dreams are empty, faces cruel
So cold this heaven, free of you
Loss is needing this sorrow true
Blind is seeing, beyond you
This void beside me, and tortures new
Pain as freedom, from missing you
Hearts run hollow, prides refuse
Vacant words now; my life was you/
I am sleepless and tired and cruel
I am lost now and missing you
I am empty and lonely too
I am sleepless for missing you


11. IN STATIS

Contorting the absolute
A corpse surrounds a beating heart
Diffused into apathy
Eyes preach to a shadowed mind
Savoured as lost
Fractal shards of ecstasy
Pulse echoes into empty thoughts
Values fade to atrophy
Control within quickened words
Callous error forces seclusion
Find fault in my structure
And strengthen my resolve
Tired hopes
The remains of sensation
Only the flesh will fall away
The derelict self
The confines set
The hardened from
Delay the soul
Beyond its judgement
Absent existence strays from order
Delivered from the corruption of sentiment
The pitiless conscience driven to convert
A system takes hold
Inveterate sense consumes the fading essence
Poured into servitude
A lifetime suffered in the midst of decay
A system takes hold
Hollowed
Feed to weaken
Centred abhorrence
Breeding outwards
I, the bleeding device
In statis
In statis
Burn deeper inside
Hunger
Futile as birth
Soul as bleak as failure
At the cost of desertion
The human affliction
Discarded with ease
Exaltation at the deficiency
Accept the defect
Insular
Not of man or god
Close the last moral
And leave me to the end