1. VIEWING LIFE IN GRAYSCALE

Ghosts, or whatever ...
Violate me at night
Awake, imploring to can dream again.

A cut to relieve the hurt
The life, i saw in other colors
Now i see in grayscale

Now the anguish comes over me
When i stop and think ...
What am i doing here?

Just sitting in the room
With a razor in my hand
Waiting for the tomb
And waiting for the end ...


2. SORROW...

And the winds of sorrow are back again
I'm diving into my own solitude
With a touch of desperation, with a touch of hate
Myself ...
What can i do?
Stand by and watch life go?
While people around me just being happy
And i once again sitting in that dark corner and cold
Drowning in sorrows me that one way or another i know
They will be saved forever in my heart
A moment of silence ...

And here i am again, a cold weather
Walking slowly along in the moonlight and stars
Comes in a light breeze against my face
I look up, and i remember all my suffering,
Which was not left behind
Once again i was wrong in thinking
That life is fair to everyone, most often not ...
This is my case.
Why all fear death and love life?
Because life is a beautiful lie,
Since death is a truth that nobody wants to accept.


3. DISILLUSION

Just another dead weight of humanity
Bathed in anguish and negativity ...
How do you sleep at night
With a peaceful conscience
When you are guilty of all,
Had no idea what i was doing
Until then you fall in complete disappointment,
That you were really wrong
Your family sees you like shit,
You have no way to express yourself with anyone ...
Nobody likes you ...
I am defeated by the bealtiful lie of life


4. SUICIDE MAKES FAMILY AND FRIENDS FEEL LIKE THEIR MURDERES PRIVATE

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