In Loving Memory (ESP) : Negation of Life

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1. NEGATION OF LIFE

Closed doors to reality
Forced life of agony
Inside myself there’s only cold
I can hear no sound

If I have no heart, no face and no love
What’s the meaning of existence?
If I have no soul, no flesh, no life
Where I should go when I die?

Cremation is what will end me
Cremation is what will end me

I belong to nowhere in this land
No one talks to me
I’m invisible for you all
My skin has signs of no life

Cremation is what will end me
Cremation is what will end me

My dormant body walks street by street
The path of my destiny was revealed
So I can only follow my shadow
As my tears can wet no face


2. NIHIL TIMEO

Since human beings arose from mud
We've been fighting against ourselves
Using most modern weapons developed
From arrows to nukes, from bullets to rocks
No matter how much lives left on the road
The war must be won, at any price
Just awaiting my oath, I stand in front of you
Missing bullets furious shooted, no weapons control

Nihil timeo, nihil timeo
Caress me, love me
I’m your fellow, skilled gun
Of your heart

Humanity changed the face of the Earth
Sink Her with the blood of thousands
Angry Her soul with immense pain
While money guided feet and souls
Adored by the ones that cannot discuss
We’re scared people with killing machines
Just awaiting my oath, I stand in front of you
Missing bullets furious shooted, no weapons control

Nihil timeo, nihil timeo
Caress me, love me
I’m your fellow, skilled gun
Of your heart


3. CELESTIAL

Exciting lights
Illuminates her pride
An apple envenomed
Offered to the World
Unchaining a great storm in me.

Sensual movements
Dancing like sirens
A hand over a claw
I can’t resist my soul
Her eyes are now my jail

Ubi amor, ibi dolor
Across desert plains
Vast forest is in fire
As my need reach Thy lands

Smouldering devil
Rotten looks and words
Smouldering evil
Trapped until she wins

Walking side by side
She holds my hand
While her poison’s running
Across my mind

Her flesh is temptable
And my desire grows
But she belongs to Heaven
Far from Hell

Perfume of evil sex
Infects every breath of air
She belongs to Heaven
As I reign in Hell


4. EVEN A GOD CAN DIE

Slaves, worship me
I’m your God, I’m the light
Wicked winds transport the pain
And the sand will bury your blood

I just kill
Cult of golden dreams
Embalmed in holy blood
Forever and ever

Underfed, but you must obey me
“Live to serve” is a command
My glory must be preserved
And the fear will sculpt my throne

I just kill
Cult of golden dreams
Embalmed in holy blood
Forever and ever

Dominating the land of serpents
slaves will cry, will cry
Buried alive with me
Or sacrificed, sacrificed

Bleed, die for me
As my life fades out
Surrounded by harsh sand
Even a God can die

Even a God can die
Even your God can cry


5. ADVERSUS PUGNA TENEBRAS

From the depths of mind
Comes the fear and pain
A shadow in your thoughts
Becoming flesh unbounded

Black liquour flying through my veins
Burning ecstasy growing from inside
The human being I was, changed
Now the fearless one guides my life

World going down
Adversus pugna tenebras
Afraid of suffering
Darkness wants me

A black ride
Came to me
Now unchained
Black shade around my mouth

The monster to which I changed
Is the one that all we have inside
This process of purification
Is the salvation for our rotten souls
Redemption of fate

Black liquour inside my veins
Burning ecstasy growing from inside
The human being I was, changed
Now the fearless one guides my life

World going down
Adversus pugna tenebras
Afraid of suffering
Darkness wants me

A black ride
Came to me
Now unchained
Black shade around my mouth


6. NULLA RELIGIO SOLUM VERITAS

Two religions face to face
Stomping the same promised land

Fighting and killing, our blood will sink this ground
But never will stop this eternal holy war

We worship different gods
And we both feel our devotion

Killing and dying, our flesh will feed this ground
But never will forget this eternal holy pain

Nulla religio, solum veritas
Die my enemy, die my friend

Peace will reign all under the sky
But this land will ever cry

Die and reborn, our souls will clean this ground
But never will obtain the eternal holy grace

Nulla religio, solum veritas
Die my enemy, die my friend
Nulla religio, solum veritas
Kill my son, feed your hate

We always said “never kill”
But when our faith is on the target of weapons
We can hide our ideas
And do what we need to survive this fight

Nulla religio, solum veritas
Die my enemy, die my friend
Nulla religio, solum veritas
Kill my son, feed your hate


7. NOVEMBER CRIES

I’m standing in silence
Alone with my sorrow
With sand in my hands
And the cry of november all around
But the sun doesn’t shine for me today

The wind caresses my face
Carrying tears and sighs

My body is shaking wounded
My mind is now severely disturbed

You both were my life
My light and the only guide
No reason to live
No pity. I’ll die for you

Now I have no son, no wife with me
And the coldness of november covers me
Covers me
I can find no cry, religion or sense
That comforts the pain of this existence
False existence

Slowly in my fall down
I see the void’s claw.

Swinging in thy arms
Please, take me where they are.

Please, let me go


8. THROUGH A RAINDROP

I’ve lost the train of my life due observation of others grief
And at the time my environment ruins
I can feel nothing but impotence

A sigh condenses my laments
Falling down to earth through dirty rain
Sliced into thousand of new drops
And spreading my hopes with’em all

All my remembrance
Reflected as in a kaleidoscope
Over the vast sphericity
Of its shaved surface

Fake illussion
Detached exile

No more liquid flows inside me
All was dried with the heat of my wrath
Rot my entrails and scorched my sighs
Until the hole of wasted years was full

A breath of sick air escapes from me
Exhaled by a deep black lounge
Envenoms mankind with its sadness
A mental poison that cannot be cured

I’ve spent dead hours
Admiring the pass of time
Through an opaque raindrop
Across my window glasses

Fake illussion
Detached exile

And as I watch its march
Seconds don’t stop at my steps
Life slips by the hands
Of seasons I’m mislaying.


9. TWO CROWNS I OWN

My sins cannot redeem my soul
So sick and perverse it is
Hypocrisy is my bussiness card
And meanness the curse that seal my words

These two crows are so heavy
But I wear them light and overbearing
Because in my kingdom I rule
And my dominion is not other than lie’s

Come with me, I swear
Your world will be better
Anyone who embraces me
Will receive eternal forgiveness

My death is nothing but fairy act
And while you cry for me I’ll hold on you

The lie is again my tool
With which I change the face of the world
In my right hand I hold it and point
And sins put you at my mercy

Two crowns rest on my head
Fees that tax your lives
Thorns stuck in the flesh as punishment
But the halo redeems me and opens to divine



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