1. SEASONS CHANGE

As octobers leaves fall on me
I still miss the feeling of you
As this grey dusk embraces me
I Wish I was loosing it all

Standing in the rain
As the night comes down
This total emptiness
Is filling me

The emptiness of a loss
Can it be more definitive
But the seasons change
And so do I

Standing in the rain
As the night comes down
This total emptiness
Is filling me

The emptiness of a loss
Can it be more definitive
But the seasons change
And so do I


2. IN HEAVEN

Your suffering is over
Sleep in silence until we meet again
It came softly as a friend
Touched your hand and led you home

I cry for you - In Heaven
I long for you - In Heaven
I fall - In Heaven
I'm leaving you - In Heaven

So tired, alone I walk
My love falls with my tears
She comes for me, in a dress made of longing
She holds me, as I need her

I cry for you - In Heaven
I long for you - In Heaven
I fall - In Heaven
I'm leaving you - In Heaven

My eyes open, I look around
But I am alone
Until I meet her again
In Heaven...


3. LIKE THIS

A river of deceit runs through me
It's drowning me from the inside
What put me into this
I never meant to hurt you... like this

Why, hurt the ones we love
Twisting emotions the other way around
The spring of it all being envy
I never meant to hurt you... like this

Now I finally know
Which way things might go
And now I finally see that
I never meant to hurt you... like this


4. I THINK

Pain, darkness, despair:
My life weighs me down.
When will I, a righteous man,
See the light that I think I so much deserve?
What have I done to be punished this way?
When will my time come?
Or will I forever wander in darkness:

Please god help me die!
Help me away from all in this world.
Don't let me search for death like a lost fucking bird,
If you can't let me into the others happiness.