1. NEO-PSEUDO EXISTENCE

A new fake existence
As universe aligned
I've seen a red handed halo stirred within.

Untamed and bitter
A soul went awoken
A feline once frail and broken
The more I cling and crawl, distance rises
A predators's thrall
As water streaming upwards
Has me drowned, the myth of sisyphus turns real
Terminal sickness, purge my exitence
I found the track to my other self.

Lost, succumb to my fate irreversibly blocked
I failed you in vain I flew you
The prey hunt, the deer shot
Inseminated melancholy, contaminated without empathy
Terminal sickness, purge my existence of this piteous Throwness.

I choke a neo-pseudo existence
Where despise and desire can't be told apart, where pain Boils
In the soil of the soul
And a fading will reigns the heart
My perception without cure
For you a truth too obscure
Isolated, battered and broken, I bity my way through these Restraints
Senses numb, behind a grinfrozen.

I dispossess of once treasured lost faith
Magic with morals
You're reluctant, yourself to embrace or endure
Meaningless thoughts derail.