0. CIRCULAR NULLIBIST "Intro"

...Reiterate

A Circular Nullibist, in denial that the soul exists
Elapsed for infinity, an endless quest
Those in disbelief, this is the "Odyssey of Eternity"



1. ENTER ETERNITY OF LETHARGY

Enter eternal suffering
Losing all hope and confidence
Descending, is there no meaning?
What will the future bring?
The questions lingering and it makes no sense

In apathy, struggle endlessly

Starting to lose control
Exhaustion wearing down the soul
Try to comprehend, the spirit needs healing
But when the wounds run deep
All these scars seem to be
Down right impossible to mend
And these scars won't fade

Forever lethargic
There's no end in sight once you started
Forever lethargic
There's no turning back when you departed

Incessantly empty inside
Blunt carving cuts like a dull knife

Endless excruciating pain
Throbbing pulse
These headaches piercing through the brain
There's no point to carry on
We stand alone
Another broken spirit crash to the ground

Incessantly empty inside
Blunt carving, incision cuts like a dull knife.



2. TAEDIUM VITAE

I strive...

Eternally I strive
While my whole being
Is tired and torn with this existence
I am in the corner trembling

Taedium vitae, weariness and loathing of life
I am the one coping with all

No control over feelings
Cascades of emotions overflow
Stuck in the corner shivering

Quivering in the corner, tired and torn
The wearing and loathing of life

How all these efforts are futile
Anergia comes full circle
Leave it hanging upon the outcome
Prepare yourself for the fall

Worn out, worn down, burnt the candle from both ends

Stuck in a spiral down
Repulsive enervation
Idle being in lassitude
It bears no significance
Apathetic indolence

Pushed to the limits of fatigue

Blue skies turns into depressive blackened shades
It will everly rain upon the rest of our otherwise perfect Days

It is haunting, forever daunting

Asphyxiate this torment
Eliminate all our hopes
Continuous rigid coma
Finally becomes us all

Try to get by and succumb to failure
No matter how hard you try
Better let them sleeping dogs lie

I defy. I've become what I despise

Enduring pain and suffer in vain
Slowly burning up like a moth drawn into the flame
Taedium vitae, accept you fate



3. ELLIPTICAL ORBITS IN DISBELIEF

In the distance
A powersurge of shimmering light
Through the darkest hours
Skepticism turns electrified
A hefty explosion
Sending shockwaves through time
Indefinite perpetual incredulity (with undefined doubts) Continue the eternal peregrination through the unknown.



4. REITERATED CYCLES OF CELESTIAL SPHERES

Clusters of translucent elements
Build up massive complexity
Epic random delay
Emphasizing permanent verbosity
Reverbed through sonar pulses
Accentuated cosmic resonance

Decipher cryptic pattering
Looking for answers
In this non-existing symmetry
The form is starting to take shape
A circular body of enduring density

Atmospheric repetition
Equivocating ringing sounds
Elevated feedback mantra
Sending radius echoes through time

Add another piece to the puzzle
Forced to fit in this intricate structure
Mirrored visions reflecting the past
(Repeated cycles of celestial spheres)
Recycled present is how the future will last

Loss of gravity
Levitate into infinity

Global opus obscure
Our concepts are futile
Ideas rejected and dispersed
Uncompromising in our own limitless universe

Eclipsed behind a supenova



5. NEO-PSEUDO EXISTENCE

A new fake existence

As universe aligned
I've seen a red handed halo stirred within
Untamed and bitter, a soul went awoken
A feline once frail and broken

The more I cling and crawl, distance rises
A predator's thrall
As water streaming upwards
Has me drowned, the myth of sisyphus turns real

Terminal sickness, purge my existence

I found the track to my other self lost
Succumb to my fate irreversibly blocked
I failed you in vain I flew you
The prey hunt, the deer shot

Inseminated melancholy, contaminated without empathy

Terminal sickness, purge my existence
Of this piteous thrownness.

I chose a neo-pseudo existence
Where despise and desire can't be told apart
Where pain boils in the soil of the soul
And a fading will reigns the heart

My perception without cure
For you a truth too obscure

Isolated, battered and broken
I bite my way through these restraints
Senses numb, behind a grin frozen
I dispossess of once treasured lost faiths

Magic with morals
You're reluctant, yourself to embrace or endure
Meaningless thoughts derail
In moments of atonement, amorality prevails

5 minutes, a wish never granted
Angelic nectar implanted

Imagine the marvel of utopian perfection
Unmasked a fraud, a mockup in sudden insight

Catharsis undone

You chose a neo-pseudo existence
Shaded with shallow stripped emotions
when your life is nothing but a hollow shell
and your words are void of devotion

The way things once believed, end in sorrow grieved
and what once surprised is demystified.

Catharsis undone



6. INFINITE SLEEP FOR THE HOLLOW

Tension rises, escalated conflict
Reach critical mass of strain
Cracks in the foundations, in vain
Become one with none
Perpare yourself for the down fall

Hypnotized in hollow hibernation
Torpid dreams never ending
The shallow/fallen fall into deep comatized sleep
Forever descending
Immense monotone frequency
Resonates through the infinity

Laid to rest,
Our thoughts laid to rest in hollow grounds
Last time you broke the boundaries
It is over and done
Patience gone, no more will you trample on our peaceful minds. Draw the line, it is decided and defined

Placed in decaying soil to rot
Awake and smell what you shovel

Pushed to the limits
Enough of the constant insults
This is the drop, it has got to stop
Finally it will come to an end

Tension rises, escalated conflict
Reach critical mass of strain, in vain
Become one with none (We're forgotten, in oblivion)
Prepare yourself for the down fall

So shut your eyes, forever be blind
Never wake up from the hollow sounds
Deny this souls existence in the universe
We're dispersed.

Lost in the spark,
These eyes are the window to the soul
Forgotten in oblivion
Empty and lost in the dark

The light we blindly follow
Infinite sleep for the hollow

Placed in decaying soil to rot
Awake and smell what you shovel
Conflicting anomalies deteriorate

Tranquilized, say your last goodbye
Perpare yourself for the fall, when it all turns quiet



7. THE ALGORHYTHMIC ALIGNMENTS

Countless scattered thoughts
It is ordained, we suffer in vain
Aligned through the unexplained

Take drastic measures, once you crossed that border
Stay on track, contradiction from chaos to order
There's no turning back
It is a fact
There is no turning back

Premeditated pulses, all connected through random points
Constellations of calculated parallels
Related polar rhythms delayed
A predetermined paradox
Associated in asymmetric faze

Connect the dots, an irrational strategy
Undeviating gradual, definite radical

It is written in the stars
They are aligned tonight
Binary angles defined
Can you see the signs
Predict the future and read between the lines

We shine - eternally

Duality merged forever
Prevail together as one
Combined we will conquer all.

I am enlightened, illumination lingers
Undeviating gradual, a definite radical

Accentuate pragmatic schemes, an irrational strategy
Because nothing is ever as good as it seems
Equivalent duality

It is all out of your hands
Leave it all up to chance
We are all just a part of the greater plan

Learn to read between the lines
We are all just a part of the greater plan
Stand apart from the greater plan.



8. YEARN TO RETURN (LIQUIDATION FAILS)

Can never break our chosen path
Ambiguous abstract and innovatively different
We are what we are and that is how it always will remain
It will stay that way until the end of our days

Despite all the constant manipulation efforts
Liquidation constantly fails
Unchanged and strange in ways we will always remain

Elated we will stray
Eccentric, integrity sustained

No need for deviation, never turn away
Exploration of a euphoric escapade
Clear in sight lined up to the destination
No need to stray, the trail before you lies straight ahead

Continuous frustrations
Rise up to endless high expectations

Elated we remain
Eccentric, integrity sustained

This odyssey has taught us
You don't always get what's been earned
Throughout these years, valuable lessons have been learned And the prodigal sons return

Rest assured, wanted or not
The prodigal sons will return

The last verse is yet to come
It is not over, it has just begun
It will not be over until the fat lady sung
Looking forward and the rest is yet to come

Look forward and the best is yet to come

Long and dire road ahead
On an endless quest for integrity
We are always ready
Exploring new and unknown ground

So bring it on, we are ready for more
We will return to even the score

Things will never culminate
Persistence pays, as long as we are prepared
To accept our coming fate

We will reiterate...