1. AS WINTER STAYS

This is the final count of everything lost and
These are the sights and the sounds of desperation
I hope I hope you saw me with my heart contrite
‘Cause all I wanted was the sunlight

Is anyone out there?
Is anyone out there?
‘Cause I saw the moon fall, I watched the colors fade from everything
As winter stays

A white rose broken and faded, torn and jaded
A sad hope buried and raided, so degraded
And lost in so much scribbles and lines and traded
For an emptiness that replaces

Is anyone out there?
Is anyone out there?
‘Cause I saw the moon fall, I watched the colors fade from everything
As winter stays


2. YOUNG DIARIES

Here, Here are the pages of diaries
Being torn out
And these, these are the silent memories of mine
Like blood being poured out
I watched you, I was behind you as
You bred me, you fed me, you led me
But just as soon I’m in a family that’s broken apart
By your adulterous heart

Oh God, so carelessly I have been drawn
From your arms
Carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just can’t replace

These mirrors reveal nothing but regret
Such remindful regret
I can’t help but to write these young diaries
So hard to forget

I look back
I see your hand lack mine
But I can remember just fine that
Your lips were poisoned
Your arms false refuge
Your heart, a deceitful deluge

Oh God, so carelessly I have been drawn
From your arms
Carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just can’t replace

I'm reaching out
I can’t do this anymore
I don’t remember who I used to be
All I see is rage
The blood of my enemies of their face
Humiliation engaged
Everything in me that I hate, regurgitates
You were just a face
A pitiful soul that once had a dream
Tell me again because I can’t, and I don’t believe
A God that loves me?! I can’t even love myself

I release you from my wrath
(You and I are forgiven)
As I release me from my past
He’s now breaking the grip of my heart
(You and I are forgiven)
With blood so innocently shed for my part
(This is all, this is where this all ends)


3. LOVING LED

You one day spoke the words
That I now would walk alone
On my own
I saw you turn away
To leave me in the fade
Of my own

To take back such words
I’d hoped you had wished for
To bring back the times
I knew that you loved me

I’ll be loving led
Beautiful melody
Nothing that you said
Keeps you away from me
I’ve been loving you for way too long
I will run to you to keep me safe and strong

You left me at the start
But I won’t give up or stop
I’ll fight on my own
I know that you can hear me still
I know I’m really not alone
On my own

I’ll take back the line
I’ll bring back the horizon
I’ll follow the signs
That first led me to you
I’ll fight for the right
I received when I won you
Nothing can compare
To the weight of this passion

I’ll be loving led
Beautiful melody
Nothing that you said
Keeps you away from me
I’ve been loving you for way too long
I will run to you to keep me safe and strong

I’ll be loving led
Passionate symphony
Nothing that you said
Keeps you away from me
I’ve been loving you for way too long
I will run to you to keep me safe and strong

Keep me safe, Keep us strong

I’ll be loving led
Nothing that you said
I’ve been loving you for way too long

I’ll be loving led
Beautiful melody
Nothing that you said
Keeps you away from me
I’ve been loving you for way too long
I will run to you to keep me safe and strong


4. MY ALLEGIANCE

So here’s the part where I give my everything
Here’s the part where I reach my hands through the air
Become yours then yours forevermore
Run to you so that I can answer your call

How I wish I could rearrange the times
So that I could’ve known you first in my life
And never have had one moment without
You pass me by

Oh, no
No looking back
Your eyes have done that for me
They’ve found me just in time
To run back to the start and straight into your arms

Every single day you never cease
To amaze me I am standing in awe
Take my life and make it marvelous
Carry me to where your glory is

Sometimes, I do get confused
A love this great can be so hard to believe
But I swear that the stars, they shine so bright
Only for you

Oh, no
No looking back
Your eyes have done that for me
They’ve found me just in time
To run back to the start and straight into your arms

No turning back
Your love has done that for me
It's found me just in time
To run back to the start and straight into your arms

I’m yours
My heart it ever bleeds for you, God
As I await the day to bow in your courts
My allegiance is to you
Take all I have and renew

Oh, no
No looking back
Your eyes have done that for me
They’ve found me just in time
To run back to the start and straight into your arms

No turning back
Your love has done that for me
It's found me just in time
To run back to the start and straight into your arms


5. GOD DISGUISED

I hear the words, I hear the whispers but I
I look around and there is no one to be found
I see the signs, I see with new eyes
I see new light but who has given me this sight
For I must tell them

Hope, I’ll be yours always
I’ll be yours always, starting today
Love, I’ll be yours always
I’ll be yours always
Take me away

It’s not a phase, I feel a new raise
Not just for me because I feel the winds of change
For I have never felt a love so overwhelming
A love, a peace so freeing

I feel the sun, I feel a kingdom coming
I feel a fire on my lips I’ve gotta tell someone
That this time it’s the real thing
Don’t be scared it’s not failing you
No not this time
‘Cause my heart’s on the line screaming

Hope, I’ll be yours always
I’ll be yours always, starting today
Love, I’ll be yours always
I’ll be yours always
Take me away

And then, I look up to hear my Lord
He’s calling out my name saying

Hope, I’ll be yours always
I’ll be yours always, starting today
Love, I’ll be yours always
I’ll be yours always
Take me away


6. GOD DISGUISED (ACOUSTIC VERSION)

(See lyrics on track 5)


7. MY ALLEGIANCE (RADIO EDIT)

(See lyrics on track 4)