1. BOW DOWN

Get on your knees and bow down

Yea, I come alive, I'll survive, take on anything
So paint a target on my back let 'em come for me
I don't fall, don't quit, don't ever sleep
Cuz I'm on another level that you'll never reach
If you seek forgiveness
You'll get nothing, you'll get nothing from me

You will never know, it's the price I pay
Look into my eyes, we are not the same
Yeah this is where you fall apart
Yeah this is where you break
Cuz I'm in control and you'll know my name
Cuz I gave my life, gave it everything
Yeah this is where you fall apart
Yeah this is where you break
To everybody who doubted
Get on your knees and bow down
Get on your knees and bow down

You better recognize

You wanna talk that shit, time to back it up
Cuz the best of your best ain't good enough
Playing with my name, now I know you really fucked up
Keep running your mouth and I'ma call your bluff

You will never know, it's the price I pay
Look into my eyes, we are not the same
Yeah this is where you fall apart
Yeah this is where you break
Cuz I'm in control and you'll know my name
Cuz I gave my life, gave it everything
Yeah this is where you fall apart
Yeah this is where you break
To everybody who doubted
Get on your knees and

You're never gonna be enough

So I had this dream, it meant everything and I watched it come alive
Then I let you in, underneath my skin and I learned to love the lies
Now I lay awake and I contemplate, have I become what I hate
Can I take it back, cuz it's all I have? Will it get the best of me?

Have you ever had a dream? Would you fight for it?
Would you go to war? Would you die for it?
So now I'll take my stand, now I'll make you see
That if you seek forgiveness
You'll get nothing from me

You'll get nothing from me
You'll get nothing from me
You'll get nothing from me

To everybody who doubted
To everybody who doubted
To everybody who doubted
Get on your knees and bow down
Bow down, bow down


2. PARANOID

Something isn't right
I feel it in my bones
Every time I look around it follows me home
I think I'm paranoid

Something isn't right
I feel it in my bones
Every time I look around it follows me home
And I get so stressed out
With nobody here to listen
When my head gets loud
From the weight of this vision

All this emptiness inside
I can't fill the void in my mind
Sometimes I just wanna die
Wish that I could tell you why
Is it all inside my head?
I just can't escape the noise
Is it all inside my head?
I think I'm paranoid, I think I'm paranoid
(I think I'm paranoid)

Is it all in my head?
I can't escape the noise
Is it all in my head?
I think I'm paranoid
Take me to the edge
Like hands around my neck
Hangin by a thread again
I think I'm paranoid

Something isn't right
Think they start to notice
Hear it in the night
In and out of focus
And I get so stressed out
With nobody here to listen
Got a head full of doubt
From the weight of this vision

All this emptiness inside
I can't fill the void in my mind
Sometimes I just wanna die
Wish that I could tell you why
Is it all inside my head?
I just can't escape the noise
Is it all inside my head?
I think I'm paranoid, I think I'm paranoid
(I think I'm paranoid)

Is it all in my head?
I can't escape the noise
Is it all in my head?
I think I'm paranoid
Take me to the edge
Like hands around my neck
Hangin by a thread again
I think I'm paranoid

All this emptiness inside
I can't fill the void in my mind
Sometimes I just wanna die
Wish that I could tell you why
Is it all inside my head?
I just can't escape the noise
Is it all inside my head?
I think I'm paranoid


3. EVERY TIME YOU LEAVE (FT. DELANEY JANE)

All I ever wanted was to find someone
But holding it together is the hardest part
No one said life gets in the way
That our plans may change, but our hearts remain

You stand in the doorway holding me
Feeling the tension, you beg and plead
Not to go away again
And then she said

Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me
Every time we speak
Words don't do it justice
It's just us from here, here, here
And that's when she said
Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me

All I ever wanted was to find someone
But finishing the puzzle is the hardest part
Everyday wishing you could stay
'Cause our minds may change, but our hearts remain

You stand in the doorway holding me
Lost in the moment I can't believe
You gotta go away again
And when I say

Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me
And every time we speak
Words don't do it justice
It's just us from here, here, here
And that's when she said
Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me

'Cause if you ever start to hesitate
And you feel the weight, it starts to break
We're not the same
Know that this means everything to me
Oh, to me, oh, to me, oh, to me, oh, to me

Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me
And every time we speak
Words don't do it justice

Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me
And every time we speak
Words don't do it justice
It's just us from here, here, here
And that's when she said
Every time you leave
I lose a little piece of me

All I ever wanted was to find someone
But finishing the puzzle is the hardest part
(I lose a little piece of me)
No one said life gets in the way
It just us from here, here
(I lose a little piece of me)
Here
I lose a little piece of me


4. RISE ABOVE IT (FT. JUSTIN STONE)

I've been patiently waiting, tyin my stomach in knots
I've been lost in the moment, goin to war with my thoughts
And if you're feelin the pressure, the pressure's all that I got
So if you think that you're ready, I'm here to tell you you're not
The time is right now, yea you're in over your head
I'm callin lights out, until it's over and dead
And I'll be damned if I ever let you get me again
Yea I will stop at nothing
Cuz I was made to rise above it

Cuz one of these days, one of these days, everyone will know
But for now I stand alone

I count my enemies like trophies
I wear my scars so they can show me, now
I've got nothin left to prove
So when I look at you, all I see are trophies, trophies
I'm not afraid
To put it all on the line like it runs in my veins
I will stop at nothin, cuz I was made to rise above it
Yea I was made to rise above it
I will stop at nothin, cuz I was made to

I don't want no handouts, know I earned it (earned it)
Remember shows when nobody came
Well that pissed me off, I stayed workin (workin)
Locked inside of in my room
Losin some sleep writin verses
They told me I'm nothin, I heard em
They want me to fall off, I'm laughin, cut records like nothin
I feel like a surgeon
Y'all went out on the weekend, I make hits while you drinkin
Turn a dream to a lifestyle, six figures ain't even peak yet
They hate me, they want me to die
Came up from nothin, the numbers don't lie
You cannot stop me, so don't even try
I rise above it, owe this all to god, yea

Cuz one of these days, one of these days, everyone will know
But for now I stand alone

I count my enemies like trophies
I wear my scars so they can show me, now
I've got nothin left to prove
So when I look at you, all I see are trophies, trophies
I'm not afraid
To put it all on the line like it runs in my veins
I will stop at nothin, cuz I was made to rise above it
Yea I was made to rise above it
I will stop at nothin, cuz I was made to rise above it


5. BREAKING DOWN

I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid
I think I'm breaking
Maybe it's in my blood
Got a pain that I can't avoid
I think I'm breaking down

Hate, every single second, minute, hour every day
Person in the mirror, they won't let me feel a thing
Keep me focused on my problems, I'm addicted to the pain
(Everybody's out to get you)

I guess I never noticed, how it came creepin in
My enemy emotion, but I can't sink or swim
I say I'm feeling hopeless
They give me medicine
They give me medicine
They give me medicine

I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid
I think I'm breaking
Maybe it's in my blood
Got a pain that I can't avoid
I think I'm breaking
Down (I think I'm breaking)
Down (I think I'm breaking)
I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid
I think I'm breaking down

Lies, every time they ask me, I just tell em that I'm fine
Try to hide my demons but they only multiply
Keep me runnin from the voices on repeat inside my mind
(Everybody fucking hates you)

I guess I never noticed, how it came creepin in
My enemy emotion, but I can't sink or swim
I say I'm feeling hopeless
But no one's listenin
But no one's listenin
But no one's listenin

I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid
I think I'm breaking
Maybe it's in my blood
Got a pain that I can't avoid
I think I'm breaking
Down (I think I'm breaking)
Down (I think I'm breaking)
I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid
I think I'm breaking down

I don't really like myself
I don't really like myself
I don't really like myself
I don't really like myself
I think I'm breaking down


6. DOA

On our knees we pray
As we waste away
And we dig our grave
Dead on arrival

I can't breathe
Got my head on the guillotine
Slipknot around my neck come and take a seat
Watch 'em bury me down til I'm six feet deep in the underground
Dead is the land of the free
Don't give just take every time you need
Don't give just take though it's killin me
Don't give just take every time you need
Don't give just take

On our knees we pray
As we waste away
And we dig our grave
Dead on arrival
In this mess we made
Fill our lungs with hate
Just to numb the pain
Dead on arrival, dead on arrival, dead on arrival

I can't breathe
I keep treadin the water
Am I not worth saving?
But we're all goin under
Am I not worth saving?
Don't give just take every time you need
Don't give just take though it's killin me
Don't give just take every time you need
Don't give just take

On our knees we pray
As we waste away
And we dig our grave
Dead on arrival
In this mess we made
Fill our lungs with hate
Just to numb the pain
Dead on arrival, dead on arrival, dead on arrival

I can't breathe
Am I not worth saving?
Am I not worth saving?
On our knees we pray
As we waste away
And we dig our grave
Dead on arrival
In this mess we made
Fill our lungs with hate
Just to numb the pain
Dead on arrival

Yea
Dead on arrival, dead on arrival
(Dead) (Dead) (Dead) (Dead)
(Dead) (Dead) (Dead) (Dead)


7. GASOLINE

Let's burn it fucking down
Yea

Back from the dead to tell you that I'm alive
Killed the old way but I survived
Fuck the blue print, I redesign
Death or exile, you decide
Tell 'em all that I made my name
Tell 'em all that I paved my way
Found the fear then went face to face
Now it's mine to send up in flames

Cuz this right here is as far as you go
This right here is where I lose control
This right here is as far as you go

Burn it all down, burn it all down
I don't give a fuck
Burn it all down, burn it to the ground
Feed the flames, go insane
And burn it all down, burn it all down
Fuck what they say, fuck everything
Light the match, gasoline
Kill it all, kill everything
Burn it all down, Burn it all down

Nothin but red inside when I close my eyes
Vision built that you can't deny
Born and bred to take back what's mine
Break or bow down, you decide
Tell 'em all that you can't be saved
Tell 'em all that you dug this grave
Learn to live in this mess you made
Now it's mine to send up in flames

Cuz this right here is as far as you go
This right here is the end of the road
This right here is as far as you go

So burn it all down, burn it all down
I don't give a fuck
Burn it all down, burn it to the ground
Feed the flames, go insane
And burn it all down, burn it all down

The time is up
There's no return
Fuck them all
Watch them burn
Yea cuz I don't give a fuck

Fuck what they say, fuck everything
Light the match, gasoline
Kill it all, kill everything
Burn it all down, Burn it all down


8. HURRICANE

Tell me I was never good enough
Remind me of the demons that I've been running from
Tell me who the hell you thought I was
Or just blame it on the person, the person I've become

Lately, I don't give a fuck
Cuz I can't be myself when I'm with anyone
Maybe, I'm already gone
I'll never be the same

It hit me like a hurricane
It hit me like a tidal wave
And I don't know why I drown my mind in everything they say
It hit me like a hurricane
It hit me like a tidal wave
And I don't know why I drown my mind, it got the best of me

Tell me I've been lost inside my mind
(I reach out but it's pullin me under)
Remind me I've been searching for something I won't find
Tell me I was never worth the time
(I reach out but it's pullin me under)
Or just blame it on the person you think I left behind

Lately, I don't give a fuck
Cuz I can't be myself when I'm with anyone
Maybe, I'm already gone
I'll never be the same
It hit me like a hurricane
It hit me like a tidal wave
And I don't know why I drown my mind in everything they say
It hit me like a hurricane
It hit me like a tidal wave
And I don't know why I drown my mind it got the best of me

With your life on the line
Ready to die for something
When you're at the divide
And you're down to nothing
Look into my eyes
Believe me that the storm is coming
Believe me that the storm is coming
Down, down, down
Believe me that the storm is coming down

It hit me like a hurricane
It hit me like a tidal wave
And I don't know why I drown my mind in everything they say
It hit me like a hurricane
It hit me like a tidal wave
And I don't know why I drown my mind, it got the best of me

Lately, I don't give a fuck
Cuz I can't be myself when I'm with anyone
Maybe, I'm already gone


9. LET ME BE SAD

I'm holding back right now
Cuz I'm numb to what's around
I miss the life I used to have with you right here
Now everything has turned to grey
And I'm blacking out the shades for now

Let me be sad
Even for a little while
Just a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad
Even for a little while
Cuz it's all that I have left
When all I see are the memories, I don't want to lose a thing
Let me be sad, let me be sad

Can you see it in my eyes I've been distant?
Cuz I can't tell if it's the end or the beginning
I know I haven't been myself, I'll admit it
I put up walls so if I burned any bridges just know
I'm doin' everything I can to try and fix it
But knowin' me I'll probably miss it
These voices get so vicious
Feels like I'm rippin' stitches
I wish some days I could go back
Before life changed it was so fast
That time is gone and I know that
So please

Let me be sad
Even for a little while
Just a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad
Even for a little while
Cuz it's all that I have left
When all I see are the memories, I don't want to lose a thing
Let me be sad, let me be sad

I'm doin' everything I can to try and fix it
But knowin' me I'll probably miss it
These voices get so vicious
Feels like I'm rippin' stitches
I wish some days I could go back
Before life changed it was so fast
That time is gone and I know that
All that we have is a moment
So please let me be

Let me be sad
Even for a little while
Just a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad
Even for a little while
Cuz it's all that I have left
When all I see are the memories, I don't want to lose a thing
Let me be sad, Let me be sad

(Let me be sad)
I'm holding back right now
(Let me be sad)
Cuz I'm numb to what's around
I miss the life I used to have with you right here
Now everything has turned to grey
And I'm blacking out the shades for now


10. LOW

I can't lie, I'm fallin
The floor gave out again
The walls are cavin in
I've got these voices in my head
I don't know why, I'm broken
My world is sinkin in
I've got these voices in my head
I've got these voices in my head
They tell me that I'm not enough
Is it my time? Is it my time?

Even when I'm high I still feel low
Voices in my head won't leave me alone
I keep fallin, fallin
Over the edge
In over my head again
I'm so damn low

I'm on my own, I know it
The lights all start to fade
The colors turn to grey
I think I'm too far gone to save
I can't let go, I'm holdin
I feel it slip away
I think I'm too far gone to save
I think I'm too far gone to save

They tell me that I'm not enough
The more they say the more they cut
Is it my time? I've gotta let it go
Is it my time? Is it my time?

Even when I'm high I still feel low
Voices in my head won't leave me alone
I keep fallin, fallin
Over the edge
In over my head again
Even when I'm high I still feel low
I'm hangin by a thread, don't know if I let go
Cuz I keep fallin, fallin
Over the edge
In over my head again
I'm so damn low

I'm doin everything I can to try and fix the problem
This is how it feels when you hit rock bottom
Yea when you hit rock bottom

Even when I'm high I still feel low
Voices in my head won't leave me alone
I keep fallin, fallin
I keep fallin

Even when I'm high I still feel low
I'm hangin by a thread, don't know if I let go
Cuz I keep fallin, fallin
Over the edge
In over my head
I'm so damn low
I'm so damn low


11. GOODBYE (INTERLUDE)

It was twenty sixteen, Pittsburgh
Back of the bus when I first heard
Ma gave me the first word
Ambulance at the house, said she's concerned
She goes to the door to investigate
Said it doesn't look good, feel her hesitate
Medics worked and they tried to resuscitate
By the time they arrived it was too late

Was your breathing getting shallow?
Was the darkness getting darker?
While the demons that you hide from
Held you underneath the water
I'm at a loss for words but you know it
Did you make it out to mount St. Joseph?
I keep open doors that need closing
It's done nothing but let the cold in

You know I wouldn't mind
Coulda spent a little time
But I guess you made your mind up
Guess I'll never know the why
Or the pain you had inside
But it really fucks me up that

You never said goodbye
You never said goodbye
You never said goodbye
(You never said, you never said)
You never said goodbye
(You never said, you never said)


12. DEADWEIGHT

Cutting out the deadweight
Cutting out the deadweight

Let me take a second to get this through to you
It's time you get put in the rear view

Cut ties
There's nothing left to
Your lies
I'm seeing right through

Let me lay it out so it's clear for you to see
I'm done with the ones that don't believe

Cut ties
There's nothing left to
Your lies
I'm seeing right through

Yeah, I'm cutting out the deadweight
Yeah, I'm cutting out the ones who drag me down
All this negativity weighing down on me
All this negativity weighing down on me
Cutting out the deadweight

Admit it's so pathetic to think I'd carry you
I'd rather watch all the lows you sink to

Cut ties
There's nothing left to
Your lies
I'm seeing right through

Now that I can see what you're really all about
Shake my hand, turn your back and run your mouth

I laugh at all the time you wasted
You're bitter, and I can fuckin' taste it

So if you think that you can drag me down
It's gonna come back around

Yeah, I'm cutting out the deadweight
Yeah, I'm cutting out the ones who drag me down
All this negativity weighing down on me
All this negativity weighing down on me

Keep it up, motherfucker, I'll cut you out
Keep it up, motherfucker, I'll cut you out

Yeah, I'm cutting out the deadweight
Yeah, I'm cutting out the ones who drag me down
All this negativity weighing down on me
All this negativity weighing down on me
I'm cutting out the deadweight


13. I DON'T BELONG HERE

Those days it was all I wanted
Nowadays it feels all the same
Used to stare at my bedroom ceiling
Wishing everything could change
Now it's hard when you're always searchin
For the life that you left behind
Time disappears, year after year
How the hell did I get here? (Cuz)

I feel so far away
Minutes turn to hours and the hours into days
I gave up everything
You don't know what you got until you throw it all away
Cuz I don't belong here, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I don't belong
I don't belong here, I don't belong here
I don't belong

Lookin back on the past, all the time I wasted
Runnin from everyone that tells me that I'm fadin out
Must be mistaken cuz I, I, I don't feel anything
You know I got this brain, it drives me insane
Some days I feel I can't take the pain, I'm gone
I can't explain it cuz I, I, I don't need anything (no)

I feel so far away
Minutes turn to hours and the hours into days
I gave up everything
You don't know what you got until you throw it all away
Cuz I don't belong here, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I don't belong
I don't belong here, I don't belong here
I don't belong