1. VILLAIN

(Instrumental)


2. I, THE ENEMY

It lives, it breathes; the bitterness inside of me
Taunting my psyche leaving only hatred and putridity
Eating away at my very being only to reveal the true meaning of my everlasting insanity

Clenching his jaws; the devil offers his service to add to my every flaw
Making my sickness one that cannot be so easily ignored

Day by day, I feel this way
Without any hope I know I can't be saved
Drowned sorrows by the bottle, so many wasted hours have been borrowed
Distant memories becoming so hollow
Maybe they'll come tomorrow?
Beat me, break me, it's nothing on the agony within me
The struggle for stability seems to have become such a fickle dream

The bond with my loved ones was crushed long ago
It seems this internal oppression is the reason I'm alone

Fixated on living this way to prove my independence, rather than seeking help to reveal my true weakness
I'll return to the dark where the devil resides, a place where I know I cannot hide

Is this what it means to be alive?

Can anyone see, the atrophy of my ever-declining sanity?
“Just leave him be”, nobody really ever had the time for me
A troubled child birthed from tragedy


3. THREE DAGGERS

I got the rage pumping through my veins, 28 days later eyes are red and views have changed

They tell me that I'm circulating all these new strains, Engineered by scientists 12 monkeys can't behave

Mind intact not exact emotions won't react, I'm opening your mind to my world with a fucking axe

Then I feed off your thoughts cause it's what I lack, Jinn at my side ain't talkin copperhead black

I fucking loathe when I do this shit I'm cool with it I hate the fucking world I'm abused by it, Truthful shit

I got this pain in my veins and it never quits I hope it shifts out of the place where the devil lives

Until then Ima wither away diseased and limp it's fucking sick like the skater boys in the movie kids

Never look behind the veil with such foolishness something lurks behind and it knows what a human is


4. THE BLOOD BENEATH MY NAILS

Why do I love the void? What have I become?

I am not the same, I am different in ways, Completely insane
Hell is but a place, I'll find it some day, The devil awaits

Worthless being, I've walked the earth in disgusting ways
Suffering, Spewing forth from my agony

The man who has no face, Follows me through eternity

No vision, No exits, Just a tunnel of blackness and my ambition
Picture this, Bodies molded into the walls, Reaching out to you because they know you've got a soul
Chambers so decrepit and vague, Fomented flesh and decay
An overwhelming sense of shame followed by the screams of the suffering
But it all doesn't really make sense when I'm standing by the reapers grave
Another omen I didn't foresee, another sign that I'm his slave

Endless corridors within my mind create a maze, Try to escape before you suffocate

Worthless being, I've walked the earth in disgusting ways
Suffering, Spewing forth from my agony

Designed this place within my withered mind, Another way to dissect time
A place born from the darkness that I hide, The place I live when I close my eyes

Why am I corrupt?, Why the fuck did I live a life so undone
Does it run in my blood?, Was it predisposed before my life begun?
My whole life I had a pocket full of bad ideas, A bad attitude in a never ending state of fear
Questionable ideals and decisions I wish disappeared
Regrets and shame formulate inside a single tear
Through these acts the devil saw potential, Mold me into another fallen angel
Curse the earth for the ground it hates you, Turn your back on a world so hateful
Ripped my heart out, Drank the blood down, Hoping that I'd drown, But I bled out
Never thought you had to claw your way into hell, Suppose it makes sense when our worlds are parallel

I've let the darkness devour me, and I sat there willingly
I felt it's teeth disembowel me and slowly remove my humanity

What, What

I am the heartless son, A reject of humanity
My soul is in the furnace where it always belonged

My soul is in the furnace, where it always belonged

I am unborn, Please forget me


5. CRAVE DEATH, PT. 1

(No lyrics available)


6. CRAVE DEATH, PT. 2

Sometimes when I sleep at night, it feels like I own the world and can touch the sky
Disappointment setting in, and the rising sun; displaying reality in its cruelest light

I, the broken son of my creator in which our blood runs
I, the lost and numb, Bare witness to the child who lost his way and came undone

I don't know what I've been running from, but a cold presence of evil lurks behind every turn
Living life anxiously fueled by doubt and concern

Since I could last remember, all I ever wanted was this head to be dismembered
How the fuck do you think it makes me feel?
To never know whether it is real?

Oh how life sometimes can be so cruel
Am I just a lonely fool?

Death; she is my mistress, her touch is all that I crave
Falling to my knees I forfeit myself to be the slave of her lustful ways

Taunting me; embedded imagery inside my brain, distorted visions of myself inside my own shallow grave

Losing sight on what is right. I'm just a coward who's fears he cannot fight
I refrain from death's bite that beckons my soul into the light, ever so dastardly I flee on into the night

Are these the remainder of my days? A fractured vessel whose soul is the bearer of hatred and shame?