1. PAWN

Yeah, they call me crazy
Am I allowed to change it

They try to break me to fit in their frame
There is no beauty there, I don't like it
They say there's one road just follow that way
Sorry, but I see hundreds

And then they call me crazy
I don’t give a damn to change it

I walk alone, my fears I’ve burned
Nothing to prove, with nothing left
I'm done with ghosts inside my head
I see you fear what I became
You lost a pawn from your game

So I get bored way too easily, they say
Nobody knows a thing about me!
You say good morning, I call it a day
Stop me if you doubt it!

Then you can call me crazy,
I don’t give a dime to change it


2. F

Truth is dancing at the corner,
Always shy and such a loner.
Though her beauty built her fame,
Still we look away in shame.
And we pretend to love her,
Weaving veils for her to cover.
Preaching lies about her face,
Fear her nudity’s disgrace.
Yet her nudity is her grace!

She’s growing bolder,
In this twilight she won’t molder
Razzle-dazzle cannot hold her.
Here she comes into the crowd,
Her dance is fierce and loud.
The earth beneath is shaking,
Our bones inside are breaking.

Her dance ignites the ending, are you ready?
Cause life without the “f” don’t make no sense at all.

And you who built your thrones on lies and blew the dust into our eyes.
Take that f and fuel the fire use it in your own desire.

Her dance ignites the ending are you ready?
Cause life without the “f” don’t make no sense at all.

We got to find her on our own
We got to face her on our own
We got to feed her on our own
We got to f her on our own.

Her dance ignites the ending, are you ready?
Cause life without the “f” don’t make no sense,
Without the “f” don’t make no sense at all.


3. I WON'T FOLLOW

Sail away to the stars.
Patch the road with your scars.
On your way lose your tracks.
You don’t need them.
Each goodbye leaves some marks.

I cried a river,
I feel my heart wither.
Half gone, in shiver,
Marked as a sinner.

Walk alone through the haze, no sorrow,
Far away from this maze, I won’t follow.


4. AS IT BURNS

Dry wind, old songs return and tunes that circle 'round my head,
As you hold strong and cold as a river.
You know the weight I dread,
Once lifted by your broken arms, all the way to the stars.
My quiet reliever, my world and my fever.

Still I reach through the haze,
Burned by the flame of your grace.
You keep me breathing.
Still I’m chasing your trace,
Touching the flame as it burns.

You standing free and clear,
Between my weakness and my fear,
You want to heal the wounds of a griever.
Shadows drown the light, but you refuse to let it die.
Am I right?
My quiet reliever, my world and my fever.


5. THE SILENCE DECIDES

We had the light, but let it decay,
Letting it wither, ray after ray.

They say she moves just like the air.
You turn to look and nothing’s there.
And I feel the night falling apart.

The smoke on the sea draws up a line
Between what I've lost and what she will find.
She’s walking, and breaking, and facing the edge of the night.
She lets go, as the silence decides

She floats where ships fade out of view
The sails like ghosts she once walked through.
And I feel the night falling apart.

The smoke on the sea draws up a line
Between what I've lost and what she will find.
She’s walking, and breaking, and facing the edge of the night.
She lets go - And the silence decides

She pulls away, the force is strong.
Roaming in my head too long.
She’s alive and time will tell,
Storming in my head through hell.


6. 4 LEAF CLOVER

Blooms like a flower on a stone
Seed of a night that nobody saw
And as beauty is always under threat
What makes you think that she will need your help

Something that you can't call your own
Beside your lights she walks and not below
Out of your gaze, out of your road
She'll be gone, she'll be gone

You need a four leaf clover
Cause life can't start over
You need a four leaf clover
You better think it over

So grab a pen and keep some notes
Barely you understand the pain you cause
That chick you want has got no flaws
Your head just can't connect the dots

Can’t hold it any longer
Nothing to keep her down
You better think it over
Cause life can't start over


7. MUD DAYS

Back in the mud,
Mad days are coming like waves again.
Bringing a flood,
Yet we keep sweeping the floor.
Bombs lose their sound,
Cause music is so loud.
Faces look better through the filter I found.
But I'm losing the background.

These days are mad.
These days are driving me mad.
These days are driving me mad.
We got to keep on crawling.

Feelings that fade through scrolling.
Nothing to keep on holding on
Shadows veil our shame
No one takes the blame.
What we hate will keep growing.

Hope is buried in trash,
Wearing clothes from the past,
Pain is the one made to last.
We aren’t sad.
Tired we are in this swamp.
Chained, we crawl through this mud!!!
We got to keep on crawling.

Feelings that fade through scrolling.
Nothing to keep on holding on
Shadows veil our shame
No one takes the blame.
What we hate will keep growing.

We don’t deserve no beauty.
We built the world on duty.
Shadows veil our shame
No one takes the blame.
Mud days in our way