1. THE EDGE

I can feel the pressure inside my chest.
Outside of me, the edge.

Lost in this dangerous sea
I can’t feel the sun, can’t breathe.
Falling into my broken past,
My thoughts awake,
They haunt me.

I know I should respond,
But I am tired.
Crawling through dark void,
They find me down and pick me out.

Here I come for you, my darling
Give me your everything.
I can feel your desperation,
And this is all I need to live.

Dance with me into the darkness.
Drown yourself into your pain.
Try to scream but no one will hear you,
(The) life that you deserve, isn't it?.

I can feel the pressure inside my chest.
Outside of me, the edge.
Voices inside my head and scream out loud.
They want to destroy my brain.
They want to break me down.

Do you hear me?
Do you feel me?
I can see you,
I follow you.
I hope to break your soul!
Destroy your mind, your core.
Can’t fix the mess you are,
Come with me and fly.

I can feel the pressure inside my chest.
Outside of me, the edge.
Voices inside my head and scream out loud.
They want to destroy my brain.
They want to break me down.

Run and hide, wish to disappear.
Cry and bleed, pray if you need.
The truth is, you are the creator
Of this insane reality.

I don’t like to surrender in this dark sea.
I don’t like to surrender to my feelings.
I don’t want to feel the sickness above me.
I only want to fly free, outside of me.