1. DYING TO BECOME...

I've been here for so long
Trying to comprehend
Fell out of place
I lost control
Souls gathered
Only to be fading away

As I open up my wounds
Standing in the withering fields
And the vultures are coming
I stand my ground
And stop at nothing

Reaching for the surface
As melancholy nights shall warm me
Now my self is cold and dark
I fall unsure of what is next

I can't let go
I'm a tortured soul
What I feel is wrong
This can't be forever
Is this really chosen by myself?

As I open up my wounds
Standing in the withering fields
And the vultures are coming
I stand my ground
And stop at nothing

Reaching for the surface
There's still more to life
My affections slumber down my spirit
A destructive series of events
It's time to let it go

Drawn into a life full of deceit
I left the ship swimming to the shores
I washed away the pain
Cleansed by the waves

No more misery
No pain will gain
No longer insane
No more pain will remain
A woken up tortured mind