1. ISOLATION

My island is surrounded by nothingness
Only clouds fly over it
And pour showers of tears
On the barren hills of my body.
I've treaded the road of madness
Together with my own shadow
Silent but faithful guadian
Of my self.
Long have I digged
In the grave of love
My hands are still
Dirty with mud
Can anyone help me?
Why should I be the one chosen
To keep that flame alive
Which man buried alive?

Isolation is my punishment
But what was my crime?

You have obeyed the voice of hate
And flased churches
In honour of yourself
How can your sheer prayer
Move a god who does not love you?

Isolation is my punishment
But what was my crime?

Rage and hate sorround
My island now
I see the wreckage and the corpses
Which land on its shores
I'm still waiting to see
The first survivor
Rage and hate surround
My island again.

Isolation is my punishment
But what was my crime?


2. DESTINY

It's night
And the sybil wind
Is blowing away
The black clouds of life
I'm staring profoundly
At the white wall
Thinking the unfairness of tomorrow
He is cruel
He'll kill you
Not one else can save you,
Not one else can darken your heart
Or give joy to your souls.
Now hate now love
He mandeuvres your threads
Of destiny
He plays with your days
But does not listen to your heart.
Another night has come
And while you sleep
He runs along one's own road
Perhaps will not wake up again.
He's there he's waiting for you.
Time has no time
And of your fight against time
He is the winner
From the grandeur of his throne
He continues to listen to your thoughts
After always
Leaving a bitter taste.


3. END IT ALL

Walking down the street
A young man feels
That life has nothing to offer him.
Counting his steps along the endless road
He says to himself
That the sole solution
Is to end it all.
But a stong light
Followed by a sweet voice
Tells him that this is the wrong solution.
This would be the easy way out.
His eyes look ahead
And see what he has been searching for.
Tears flowing down his face
Make him realise that his spirit
Still needs his body and mind.
A shinning smile lit up his face.
Another look in front himself.
The dark street
Is now blurred in his memory.
The only lingering throught is of that sweet voice
And the ray of sun
Which lights up the new street
Where he starts to walk again.


4. BETWEEN REALITY 'N' FANTASY

Only darkness in front of my eyes
Silence from my lips
Confusion of thoughts
Between reality abd fantasy
But what's the true reality?
Within' their souls
There is only rage and hate
Corruption is their bread
Business is their cake
The price that you must pay
Is not important.
The rules were already fixed
A long time ago
And you cannot change them.
There's a proverb that say
"Home sweet home"
But someone can't say it.
The eyes of time
See all these things
But time
Is only a perennial ticking clock
Which counts the minutes of your life
In the reality.
But in fantasy?
"Maybe no".


5. BERENICE

Many are faces of misery
And the disaster on earth is multiform
It turns on the horizon as a rainbow
Black her hair and pale her face
She ran through her own life
Never worring about the silent flight on the black winged hours
BereniceH I call your name berenice.
Berenice to your name from grey ruins of memory
Rowdy remembering reawaken
Then everything is fear and mystery
(A story which shouldn't be told)
Oh me the destructor came and disappeared
My feelings never came from my heart.
I never loved you berenice
My passions came from my mind
Now I'm scared of her presence.
I get pale as she approaches
Now I see her and I see fog
High mind starngely quiet
For god if I'd never have seen them
Or if seeing them I'd have died!!!
Evening came on me so
Than came darkness
At the end a scream of horror and anguish
Ripped my dreams.
Berenice wasn't anymore.
I'm sitting alone she's buried
How much time has passed
The box by the lamp familiar but dark
My dress spotted with blood
Wounds of nails on my hands
The box falls and god god thirty-two
Tiny white objects like ivory on the floor.