1. COME_CLEAN

My most sober moment came to me when I was fucked up
Runnin´ like a freight train, loaded like a mac truck
Hopin´my reality would never ever catch up
Hopin´my reality would never ever catch up
Nightmare on my street, hiding from my wifey
Taking gin straight to the head did it nightly
Saturday 4 a.m. she would find me
Gotta come clean if I wanna find peace

You live, you learn, you give you earn
Maybe not the first time that you heard
You kiss you cry pick the cherry or the pie
All I knew about adulthood was a lie

I´m breaking down, the whole world´s breaking down
Whatcha gonna do now?
I´m breaking down, the whole world´s breaking down
What? What?

I gotta pack a bag, time to leave the house
Livin´on a farm, til I figure out
What I really want – what life is all about
Find a peace of mind that was paramount
I gotta face all the demons – live with the voices
Dealing with the outcome of all my choices
I spent over 50 years in the dark
Now it all comes clear

You live, you learn, you give you earn
Maybe not the first time that you heard
You kiss you cry pick the cherry or the pie
All I knew about adulthood was a lie

I´m breaking down, the whole world´s breaking down
Whatcha gonna do now?
I´m breaking down, the whole world´s breaking down
What? What?
Kiss, Cry, Cherry or the pie
All I knew about adulthood was a lie