Guilt Trip : Weight of Abjection

Hardcore / United-Kingdom
(2016 - Self-Produced)
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1. KISS OF DEATH

Hold you in my hindsight you take me for a fool
I'm getting sick and tired of saying everything's cool
Yeh I told you once I'll tell you again
I never seen somebody used
By so many men

Let down by my own mistakes
I'm struggling to breathe
Distress weighing down on me
Why the fuck can't I just leave

You can't help but to occupy my mind
Wish I could just leave you behind
Take control of my thoughts each night
I can't decide what's wrong or what's right

Let down by my own mistakes
I'm struggling to breathe
Distress weighing down on me
Why the fuck can't I just leave

My head won't slow
I wish I'd left
But you chained my down
With your kiss of death


2. STILL NO DANGER

I'm so obsessed with what I possessed and why I don't anymore
Wanna turn back time cos I just can't seem to ignore
Day in day out stuck behind my teeth
It's all you through and through
But I just wish that I never knew you

Memories last a lifetime
Always wanted what's yours, never needed what's mine
Gotta wait, gotta bide my time but you know ignorance ain't bliss
It's all the same old shit
I know my vice, but I just can't break it

Obscenity wraps tight
Around the neck of my whole life
Agony leaks through my incisions
Gasp for air
But you don't care
Choking on my wrong decisions

The weight of my mistakes keeps on pushing me down
Breaking my back somebody please help me out
Inside my mind it's fucking ripping apart
Should have seen the signs
Knew it was wrong from the start

Can't decide if it's more than hate
Only disgust when I see your face
I wanna end it all
But I can't ignore
You stole my soul stole my time motherfucker
I don't need you anymore


3. SAME OLD (3/10)

Every fucking day
I'm enslaved to this cycle
I can't break out
I got not fucking doubt

Same old cycle
Clawing me back
Same old cycle
Bringing me down

Same old cycle
Bringing me down
It doesn't kill me
But I wish it fucking did


4. REGRESS

Never had any release
Test myself with this blade
Look into my eyes
Force you to see what you made

I thought I was better than this
But I've never been above it all
Watch me regress again
Turn your back whilst I fall

I'm not looking for redemption
While you're begging for attention
Don't want to waste my time
On your materialistic mind

And all the watching eyes
Won't keep their tongues tied
Woman after woman it ain't the same
My shallow skin can't deal with the
pain

Can't keep this anger at bay
And it just don't make sense to me
Nothing shakes me nothing takes me
I'm not the one who's fucking crazy

I regress back into this mess


5. FALL APART

Gotta cut the ties
Resist temptation, I won't give in to your lies
Get you out of my head
Get you out of my head
Some things are better left unsaid

I could dwell hard on this
But I'd rather be free
I could fall apart
But nah that ain't me

Never been naive
Always knew we'd go south
Always true to my word
So shut your mouth

Bring me back, down from the top
Let you go ? I could never stop
Break my trust and let us die
Catch my breath and let it lie

I held every word so highly
But I ain't feeling it lately
And it just don't mean shit to me


6. GRAVE WALKER

The weight crushes me
Stuck underneath
Face to face
With what lies beneath

My demons cling to my back
Drag their claws through my skin
Angel of death claiming my soul
But nah I won't let him


7. HEAVY WEIGHT

I let you slip right through my fingers
Don't know if I regret it
Every dog has its day
That's why I just don't get it

I made my move
I gotta try not to drown
Deal with this heavy weight
Thats pulling me down

Stuck in solitude
Nobody hears me drone
I try to swim but I just can't
Cope on my own

Never let you hold me back
I see right through your fucking mask
You say that shits sad
But man it ain't so bad

Never let you drag me down
I'd rather sink my own ship
And fucking drown
Find a better face to fill your space
And keep the fuck away

Trying to keep a clear conscience
Tell me this did you think about you none sense?
Trying to keep a clear mind
You keep talking and you're wasting my time

Had enough of your fucking shit
Bringing me down when you act like a fucking prick
Attitude stink not knowing how to act
You say you mean well but I can see through all of that

Don't bother to try and force my hand
Leave it out you will never understand

And I got two up on you
Cos I'm livin my life just how I want to
Days go by and so do the nights
These heavy weights can't even put up a fight


8. SECOND PLACE

I replay it over again
I wish you knew
The reason I'm so damaged
Is because of you

I just wanna end it all
Put me outta my misery
Drag the hammer, pull the trigger
Yeah I'm fucking history

No prize for second place
Just a close up of your second face
I might as well come last
Cos I never won shit in the past

Ain't it a shame
How the clock'll tick
I could take my own life
So fuckin quick

I pray to God
I'm a fucking mess
I just hope it's fast
Man I tried my best


9. WEIGHT OF ABJECTION

Declaration !
Hear the calls of war
Screams of your fucking nightmares
How much will you answer for ?

Scatter your ashes
No matter the sin
Only you can occupy
Your own fucking skin

Breathe from your black lungs
You speak with the serpents tongue
Take the fall at your own will
To revoke all the shit you spill

Tip the scales in your favour ?
Bare witness to your failure
Slave to the reapers scythe
You can't take the edge off the knife

What's the price you pay
For each mistake you make
I hope you feel the pain of rejection
While you take the weight of abjection

The clock has stopped ticking
Your time is out.
Brought this on yourself, can't blame no one else.
You brought this on yourself, Motherfucker.

Feel the pain enclose
Wrapped around your fucking throat


10. BLIND

I just can't conceive it
Shoulda never let down my guard
No way that I can believe it
Should it be so fucking hard ?

I won't let you hurt me
Not a word from your lips
I won't let you haunt me
Not a word from your lips

I feel the chill in my fingers
For too long I had you linger
Slip further into the abyss
I can't tell you why I couldn't let go of this

Anybody wanna tell me I'm ok ?
I drag myself back to your bed
Anybody wanna tell me I'm fine ?
Yeah you'll always fill my head

My integrity and my apathy
And I still can't subside this agony
Never thought I'd be so blind
And I bet that blows your mind

I won't let you hurt me
Not a word from your lips
I won't let you haunt me
Not a word from your

Guilt Trip !

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