1. SOLITUDE

I wish I had the nerve to give myself what I deserve
And to take this life that wasn't earned
I am The bane of my own existence.
Cough up blood
And Continue my unholy sermon watch myself gravitate
Towards a grave I belong to
Fuck you all
You never listened
And Fuck this world
I won't miss it
No one cares until it's too late
Slit wrists and open veins
Are what beg the world to change
But the misunderstood
Have to put a bullet in their brain.
This is why I crave this.
I am the misunderstood
Put a bullet in my brain
Just so this world will know my fucking name
Ill tie this rope
Since you reminded me that there's no hope


2. DEAD MORALS

I think I'm psychotic
All of my thoughts are exotic.
There's a devil on my shoulder
An angel on my other.
They can't save me because they're killing each other.
My morals have died long ago
now I'm just a gaping black hole.
Pulling, destroying all of my emotion and enjoying the feel of emptiness.
Now my conciseness has a fucking gun to my head.
I can't stop him because he's already dead.
I abandoned him long ago
Rotting away in a fucking hole
That I left him in.
No one will ever know.
The emotion will never show.
Creation, destruction, denial, and seduction.
Are why I don't function.
I'm no different from you though.
We're both fucked up.
You just choose to hide it


3. SPEECHLESS

I'd rather stay silent
Words have always been daggers to me,
So I ripped out my tongue, held it for all to see.
Nailed it to my forehead so ill never forget this memory.
I broke off my jaw and formed a fucking weapon.
It didn't help me anyways,
Just promoted worthless ingestion.
I'll take this blade and send it through your hearts,
Because silence is all I want
Silence is what I crave.
I'm sitting alone with my thoughts and I'm happy because they're driving me insane.


4. KICK THE CHAIR

After these series of events,
I isolated myself.
I didn't want to know anyone anymore
The pain that dwells and corrupts my every thought.
I never wanted this
I never believed them. (x2)
Theres no room for hope
Someone give me the rope
Because I know that I'm going to hell.
This entire world is a fucking waste.
Look into my eyes and see who I am.
You'll see a man who has lost everything.
Life is slipping through my hands
How could you do this to me.
My visions getting blurry
This rope is tight around my neck
Is this what you fucking wanted ? (x2)


5. SEEING BLACK

I thought my heart had learned it's lesson.
It's been drained of blood
From years of emptiness
Now the pain keeps me sane
I don't trust a single person.
Loneliness has become my friend
Everyone who's used me.
Wore a mask and let me down
Never show their true face
Leaving me without a trace
The pain reminds me of my mistakes
Every fucking day it slowly kills me.
Being consumed by my thoughts.
I'm giving in on giving up
I think it's time to end this
I want to see black
I want to be in hell
Nothing will stop me
It's time for the end of my happiness to begin.