1. SILENT ONE

Hello diary it´s me again
Filling the pages with my pain
When I think of reality
I´ll just wanna hide and be free
Feels like something is watching me
Why can´t they leave me be
No one holds me when I´m down
Because I am the silent one

I keep all my thoughts for my self
My emotions are locked up in a cage
Why can I have what I dream?
Everything seems wrong and it is

I feel insecure in this world
Everything is twisted and disturbed
Why am I feeling this way?
Am I the only one on earth today?
Nobody listen when I speak
That´s why I keep my mouth shut
What do you think I become?
I´m always gonna be the silent one

I keep all my thoughts for my self
My emotions are locked up in a cage
Why can I have what I dream?
Everything seems wrong and it is

Trying to find joy in this life
If it´s not getting better I´ll just say goodbye
This is the truth and how I feel
So full of pain and it´s for real

Guide me to my life
I´m sitting here with the knife
Thinking about to float away
It can´t be worser than to stay
Look into my tearsfilled eyes
I´m just about to say goodbye
No one will miss me or cry
Because I was the silent one


2. SNOW IS FALLING

My darling has left me, a time ago
I visit her grave, I loved her so
You are now buried, dead and gone
I´m sit here crying, I´m all alone
Put some flowers, in front of your stone
The pain inside me, won´t go away
Tears fills my eyes as I, walk away from your grave

Snow is falling on your grave
You are gone and reasons unknown
Snow is falling on your grave
Grief is endless and eternal pain

Miss you more, from day to day
I can´t think, gotta get away
Feeling lost, inside my self
It´s getting dark, I walk away
Thought I heard, someone speak to me
Take your life and join her in eternity
Buried we are now, side by side
No reason to stay alive, in the grave I hide

Snow is falling on our grave
We are gone and that is love
Snow is falling on our grave
No pain we feel our death is real

We are lying underground
Our love became death it was so strong
I was broken but you made me see
Death kept us togheter it was meant to be

Snow is falling on our grave
We are gone and that is love
Snow is falling on our grave
No pain we feel our death is real


3. EMOTIONALLY PARALYZED

Emotions rushing over me
I´m wide awake but I can´t see
I don´t know what to feel
Cause my emotions can´t agree
Darkness descending over me
Sometimes it feels they´re after me
Loneliness is filled with silence
The clock is ticking inside my head

Why am I lonley, why am I here
I´m just a human that no longer cares

I´m afraid of the life
Gimme something I can trust
When I see what a child can do
I don´t want any and I don´t want you
Why put a child into this morbid world
When we dance deeper into darkness and get more disturbed
Have you felt the pain inside
Dragged you down, made you cry

Why am I lonley, why am I here
I´m just a human that no longer cares

Why is everyone judging me
Look at yourself before you critisize me
I don´t care what you say
I´ll just hate more every day

I don´t care how much you wonder
I don´t care if the world goes under
I won´t listen to anyone
It just waste, waste of my time
I don´t care about the war
Let them kill, let them crawl
I´m fed up with this world
We are turning into the void