1. SICK OF LIFE

Paralyzed
Nothing's getting through to me
Hypnotized from all my surroundings
I wanna be something I could never be
I wanna say things that I could never say
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
Sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life
Dragged down
Rubbing my face in the ground
No time for the undecided
I wanna know why I've always felt alone
And I wanna love
Why am I untouchable?
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!
Sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life
I never wanted to be sick of my life
I'm tired of everything in my life


2. AWAKE

Wait another minute
Can't you see what this pain has fucking done to me?
I'm alive and still kickin'
What you see I can't see...
And maybe you'll think before you speak
I'm alive for you
I'm awake because of you
I'm alive I told you
I'm awake swallowing you
Take another second
Turn your back on me...
And make believe that you're always happy
It's safe to say you're never alive
A big part of you has died
And by the way...
I hope you're satisfied
Tearing it back unveiling me
Taking a step back so I can breathe
Hear the silence about to break
Fear resistance when I'm awake


3. GREED

Two faced!
I feel you crawling under my skin
Sickened by your face
By the way...
To think that your so fucking kind?
...You ain't!
Hard to find how I feel...
Especially when your smothering me
Hard to find how I feel...
Please someone help me!
I knew when an angel whispered into my ear...
"You gotta get him away."
Hey little bitch!
Be glad you finally walked away...
Or you may have not lived another day
Hard to find how I feel...
Especially when your smothering me
Hard to find how I feel...
Please someone help me
Hard to find how I feel...
Controlling me every step of the way
Hard to find how I feel...
You greedy little baby!!


4. BAD MAGICK

Does it feel so bad when you're taking
A drag and when you're looking at
The world with dying eyes?
When you stare at it dead and you're giving it head
...And all those things you say you love never come alive
If it feels so bad...
Bad magick playing off of me
Oh no, I don't wanna be your friend
Bad magick laying into me
Oh no...
I don't wanna hear it again
When you get so high that you're wanting to die
...But everything around you is turning green
When you're getting so low
...And I know you've been feeling like a
Dried out leaf in a summer breeze
I don't like it!
Getting back
Back on track
Get off of my back


5. GOIN' DOWN

I see the world it's going 'round
Seems to me it's upside down
Lookin' for something to say
I feel a little different anyway "yeah"
Does it make much sense to you?
Doing all those things you do
Making sure that I'm all right
Yeah I'm fine!
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, goin' down!
I see the world it's goin' round
Seems to me it's upside down
Looking for something to say
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, goin' down!
I've been feeling I'm going down


6. MISTAKES

No, I don't feel a thing
Life's going by me
And still I say, Oh God!
I'm making the same mistakes
Low?
I'm on empty
Try to erase all the bad times
Free?
I don't seem to be
My soul remains tied to your life
Every breath you breathe deep...
I feel you circulating through me
I'll never forgive myself again
I'm so sick and tired of making the same mistakes


7. TRIPPIN'

Living a different way
You can't expect me to be the same
Separating our lives and wondering why
Face down I walk away

Every time I think I do the right thing...
You turn your back on me
Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away
Too much time...
Too many wasted days
How can you be this way?
Now I'm alone and cold today
I'm walking dead man's drive
Reaching out for my life
I've been known to fuck up everything
In this skin there's a broken man
Trippin' into a world that never seems too far away
Too much time...
Too many wasted days
Just another vision in my world!


8. FORGIVE ME

There's nothing to me now
An empty shell unfolded
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing
How long will this go on?
Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I don't know how to love
I just know how to live
All I feel is hate
Will you forgive me?
For all those things I've done,
They keep on creeping by me
And though we've changed our ways...
Still all our demons are laughing
How long will this go on?
Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay
I don't know how to love
I just know how to live
All I feel is hate
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away
Don't know how to love
Will you forgive me?
No, I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love
I just know how to live
All I feel is pain
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away
I don't know how to love
Past lives I've lived
Uncontrolled but sacred
You've finally seen all that's left of me
So hard to see
So hard to breathe
Will you forgive me?


9. VAMPIRES

Few creatures of the night have captured our
Imagination like vampires...
What explains our enduring fascination with vampires?
What is it about the vampire myth
That explains our interest?
Is it the overtones of sexual lust, power, control...
Or is it a fascination with the immortality of the undead?
And what dark and hidden parts of our psyche
Are aroused and captivated
"By the legends of the undead" (x's 3)
The mysteries of the undead will continue
To fascinate the living.
The mysteries of the undead will continue to;
Will continue to fascinate the living...(legends)....

"Vampires" (distorted)
"Dead" (echoed)

Few creatures of the night have captured
Our imagination like vampires.
What explains our enduring fascination with vampires.
And what dark and hidden parts of our
Psyche are aroused and captivated-
"By the legends of the undead" (x's 3)


10. THE JOURNEY

(Instrumental)


11. SPIRAL

Sometimes we only live for the here and now
Sometimes we're lonely
Sometimes we feel we need a place to be grounded...
Or fly away again
I will fly away again
I feel rain pouring down
I wait to rot away
Live again
Here forever
The spiral never ends
Why are we feeling something's familiar around us?
Are we just dreaming?
Always we search for the answers but nothing is found
We fly away again
I will fly away again