1. BURIED ALIVE

Torch me with matches let the damage be done
Rose from the ashes like the set of the sun
We cast away our past mistakes
Without a way back home

And we're hopeless buried alive in what we say
We've made mistakes along the way
You should know we're ready to die put on display
And we will take this to our grave
Well I can't forget the night you came to me
With tragic eyes and bloodshot dreams
We're hopeless buried alive and in dismay
And we will take this to our grave

Left dead again and nobody cares
Carved out my dignity and left in despair
You know I gave it all, embraced the fall
I sewed myself together just to slit the throat of pressure

And we're hopeless buried alive in what we say
We've made mistakes along the way
You should know we're ready to die put on display
And we will take this to our grave
Well I can't forget the night you came to me
With tragic eyes and bloodshot dreams
We're hopeless buried alive and in dismay
And we will take this to our grave

Let me die
No, I'm not going to make this right
So just bury us all alive
I'll withstand all my chances and take what is mine

And we're hopeless buried alive in what we say
We've made mistakes along the way
You should know we're ready to die put on display
And we will take this to our grave
Well I can't forget the night you came to me
With tragic eyes and bloodshot dreams
We're hopeless buried alive and in dismay
And we will take this to our grave


2. SUFFER

Put me down just medicate me blind
Or you can take my wounds and pour some salt inside
I'm just a basket case
No one can judge my soul
You wanna bend but breaking down is in these bones

I've skinned my teeth for the last time
Gave all I had on the decline
And if you really wanna save me now
You better bring your guns and fucking take me out

Cut you open and make you sick
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did
Take the poison and lock your lips
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did

I found a cure for me
A fucking remedy to walk these streets
I felt the fear and loathing constantly
But you won't let me be
So now you'll feel my longing animosity
It's taken so long
To see through everyone
And now the time has come
To show you what I'm made of

Cut you open and make you sick
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did
Take the poison and lock your lips
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did

I felt the best side of me
To hide away and retreat
How will I last
From all the hell in my past
A battle out of my hands
Call me disaster and feel my disdain
So many moments that I can't erase

Cut you open and make you sick
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did
Take the poison and lock your lips
Suffer, suffer, suffer

Cut you open and make you sick
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did
Take the poison and lock your lips
Suffer, suffer, suffer like I did


3. ADDICT

(No, don't tell me I'm alright
It seems the more I fall, the less I come alive
It's hard to see inside
Yeah)

This life that I have sworn to
But I never wanted this for anyone
And now you've taken my last breath
Sick from the weight left on my chest

No, don't tell me I'm alright
It seems the more I fall, the less I come alive
It's hard to see inside
Just take a look behind the curtain of demise

I'm an addict force of habit on the double
I spark the static for dramatics call me trouble
You never would believe what I have become
And still I can't believe I'm running

No, don't tell me I'm alright
It seems the more I fall, the less I come alive
It's hard to see inside
Just take a look behind the curtain of demise

And honestly I'm so far from home
Without a way to get back to me
Without a way to get back

No, don't tell me I'm alright
It seems the more I fall, the less I come alive
It's hard to see inside
Just take a look behind the curtain of demise
No, don't tell me I'm alright
It seems the more I fall, the less I come alive
It's hard to see inside
Just take a look behind the curtain of demise


4. UNDER MY SKIN

What a waste the things you say
It's all for nothing
If you don't even know yourself
Quick to blame for your mistakes
It's all or nothing
If you don't know who you've become
It's to easy to fall apart when solid grounds like quicksand
I can't stand the sight of faith
Believe in your own way
Tell me something everybody wants to hear
Fake it right in front of me I bet you can't
Stop looking for your way in
And prove yourself an enemy I bet you can't
Make a name save your grace
For slight attention if you don't know consequences for your fame
Your bones aren't meant to break
Just give it time
Your souls not mine to save
It's to easy to fall apart when solid grounds like quicksand
I can't stand the sight of faith
Believe in your own way
Tell me something everybody wants to hear
Fake it right in front of me I bet you can't
Stop looking for your way in
And prove yourself an enemy I bet you can't
Time and time again I've been taken for a fool
Guided by the blind now I've got nothing to loose
Spare me
You can't live like this
Tell me something everybody wants to hear
Fake it right in front of me I bet you can't
Stop looking for your way in
And prove yourself an enemy I bet you can't
Tell me something everybody wants to hear
Fake it right in front of me I bet you can't
Stop looking for your way in
And prove yourself an enemy I bet
I bet you can't


5. DEMONS

Feel the fucking pain and anguish pouring over me
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony
I once was fine it's not alright it's getting hard to think
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony

Am I alive or just breathing
Cast like a stone out to sea
(I'm sinking)
Buried my lies and my secrets
Down where the world never sees
(My demons)

And I swear it never had to end like this
If I could just pretend
I'm not those things that you resent, my friends
Just leave me here for dead
Cause I'm left with nothing
But self destruction
Stare down the cliff to my descent
Into the deep end
Into the deep end

Am I distraught in deceiving
Sick thoughts that hang over me
(With meaning)

Feel the fucking pain and anguish pouring over me
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony
I once was fine it's not alright it's getting hard to think
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony

And I swear it never had to end like this
If I could just pretend
I'm not those things that you resent, my friends
Just leave me here for dead
Cause I'm left with nothing
But self destruction
Stare down the cliff to my descent
Into the deep end

The monsters under my bed
Won't seem to leave me alone
They sleep inside of my head
Deceive to leave but they won't

The monsters under my bed
Won't seem to leave me alone
They sleep inside of my head
Deceive to leave but they won't
They won't

And I swear it never had to end like this
If I could just pretend
I'm not those things that you resent, my friends
Just leave me here for dead
Cause I'm left with nothing
But self destruction
Stare down the cliff to my descent
Into the deep end
Into the deep end
Into the deep end


6. THE DEVIL'S IN THE DETAILS

All the remorse
Taking its course
That's when you whisper to me
From down below
Holding me close
Taking my sanity

Look what I carry on my shoulders now
I've become a burden how can I be proud

Leave it all behind
The devil down the road is tempting
Me with his lies and suicide
Anything to keep me high
No one ever understands what it's like
To fight off all the lies and suicide
Anything to ease my mind

Caught up in thorns but it feels like a dream
Washed up and torn but I feel underneath

I tried to open my eyes
But they won't pry
Even with pins and needles
What id give to make it out alive

Leave it all behind
The devil down the road is tempting
Me with his lies and suicide
Anything to keep me high
No one ever understands what it's like
To fight off all the lies and suicide
Anything to ease my mind
(Anything to ease my mind)

You better run for your life are you ready to die
(Won't run)
Scared for my life but I'm not gonna hide
(Won't hide)
If it's my time to die then it all ends tonight
(Won't run)
Scared for my life but I'm not gonna hide
(Won't hide)
If it's my time to die then it all ends tonight

Leave it all behind
The devil down the road is tempting
Me with his lies and suicide
Anything to keep me high
No one ever understands what it's like
To fight off all the lies and suicide

Anything to ease my mind
(Won't run)
Run away run away run away
(Won't hide)
I won't fucking run and I'll never hide


7. WHAT IF I'M RIGHT

They'd love to call the search off
For me to go away
Just sweep me under the rug
Then no ones takes the blame
They wanna fill my head up
And scare me half to death
And when I bought what they want
I'm there with nothing left
How can you stand up and say
With a straight face
That nothings wrong with me
That nothings wrong with me
I don't think they've got a clue about whats best
For anybody else except themselves
I've got a bad bad feeling overwhelming me
What if I'm right?
What if I'm right?
I've got a bad bad feeling overwhelming me
What if I'm right?
What if I'm right?
They ask me why I'm nervous?
Why I appear so tense
The pills offset each other
So I'm not making sense
Give me one more dosage
To cure dependency
If I could ween myself off
You'll never hear from me
How can you stand up and say
With a straight face
That nothings wrong with me
That nothings wrong with me
I don't think they've got a clue about whats best
For anybody else except themselves
I've got a bad bad feeling overwhelming me
What if I'm right?
What if I'm right?
I've got a bad bad feeling overwhelming me
What if I'm right?
What if I'm right?
Paranoia, mass delusion
Stay confused and in the dark
Someday things will change
Self-destruction
Lack of function
Fear cannot control us all
Blinded by your greed
But we will make you see
The factories are burning
The medication fades
My lungs are finally open
And I can finally sleep
I've got a bad bad feeling overwhelming me
What if I'm right?
What if I'm right?
I've got a bad bad feeling overwhelming me
What if I'm right?
What if I'm right?


8. TAKE A BOW

Hiding out in shadowed disguise
In hopes to keep you alive
Has come to be the only way I've known you
Regenerate and revive just like a ghost in the night
But I'll be damned if that's the fate I fall to
No I think it's time to let this go
Cause now I'm
Finding a way to replace all the hate
You threw me away now I'm left with your shame
You left me to feel dead and thrown to the wolves
Reflect and reveal how you shattered my soul
If there was ever a time you had hope in your eyes
Then believe me
You're still a father of mine
Take a look inside of my mind
And see the hell you've designed
Once filled with hatred and I can't feel a thing
And now there's not a hope in sight
Just open wounds you left behind
Become another enemy and leave us rotting
No I think it's time to let this go
Cause now I'm
Finding a way to replace all the hate
You threw me away now I'm left with your shame
You left me to feel dead and thrown to the wolves
Reflect and reveal how you shattered my soul
If there was ever a time you had hope in your eyes
Then believe me
You're still a father of mine
I'll finally forgive
This doesn't mean that
I won't forget all the regret again
Finding a way to replace all the hate
You threw me away now I'm left with your shame
You left me to feel dead and thrown to the wolves
Reflect and reveal how you shattered my soul
If there was ever a time you had hope in your eyes
Then believe me
You're still a father of mine
You're still a father of mine


9. RELAX, RELAPSE

I fucking hate this
Like falling backwards in the same shit
And there's no way your gonna change this
Cause panic hangs me from the same tree
Crippling disease
No remorse and no recovery
I'm alive by the skin of my teeth
Another cycle of revery
Paralyzed and I know it's too late
To admit I've fallen
Deep deep deep
I'm falling
Deep deep deep
And I've fallen
Paralyzed and I know it's too late
To admit I've fallen
Deep deep deep
I'm falling
Deep deep deep
And I've fallen
No more tears or apologies
No concern for ones I loved
No collapsing lungs
Diluted tongues
In need of stability
Crippling disease
No remorse and no recovery
I'm alive by the skin of my teeth
Another cycle of revery
Paralyzed and I know it's too late
To admit I've fallen
Deep deep deep
I'm falling
Deep deep deep
And I've fallen
Paralyzed and I know it's too late
To admit I've fallen
Deep deep deep
I'm falling
Deep deep deep
And I've fallen
What's the point anymore
Every time I try I fucking fail
Relapse relax relapse relapse
Relapse relax relapse
Fuck!
Paralyzed and I know it's too late to admit I've fallen
Paralyzed and I know it's too late
To admit I've fallen
Deep deep deep
I'm falling
Deep deep deep
And I've fallen
Paralyzed and I know it's too late
To admit I've fallen
Deep deep deep
I'm falling
Deep deep deep
And I've fallen
And I've fallen


10. SECOND GUESSING

So I sit here
Rotting from inside
Now watch me sit dear
Severing my ties just ask me why
I am ashamed to pave the way
My self reluctance is to blame
Will anybody save me I'm afraid
What if I'm broken
What if I cannot win this fight
Would you believe me
Or just leave me here to die
And honestly it's hard to see
The future that's in store for me
I'm broken
Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
Don't believe a word I say
I crave the ways I've been
I'd be lying to myself
If I said I'm free from this
Without the need of agony
It's bringing out the worst of my own faith
Will anybody save me I'm afraid
What if I'm broken
What if I cannot win this fight
Would you believe me
Or just leave me here to die
And honestly it's hard to see
The future that's in store for me
I'm broken
Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
Well it feels like someone's testing me
And it's easier said than done to be so calm
But I know that you're watching me
What if I'm broken
What if I cannot win this fight
Would you believe me
Or just leave me here to die
And honestly it's hard to see
The future that's in store for me
I'm broken
Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
Second guessing all that's keeping me alive


11. R.I.P.

Get up!

Gone again in the undertow
Left to live with hate
(We won't let go, let go)
Faced again with a taste of it
Still I'll never change
(We won't let go, let go)

Understand I'm losing faith
Reminding self there are no saints
Comprehend I'm through with running

And I can't stop my long for belief
(On and on and on and on)
It goes
(On and on and on and on)
And now I feel so lost and deceived
(On and on and on and on)
How will we rest in peace?

Fuck the sins that we fear to live in the end
(We won't ever follow, follow)
Stand against preach the same old shit
You're afraid to live
(We won't follow, follow)

Understand I bow to nothing
Reminding self of pain and trusting
Comprehend I'm through with running

And I can't stop my long for belief
(On and on and on and on)
It goes
(On and on and on and on)
And now I feel so lost and deceived
(On and on and on and on)
How will we rest in peace?

I can't buy into just a prophet dressed like a poet
And if you talk to God, I'm sure that He'll tell you He knows
I can't buy into just a prophet dressed like a poet
And if you talk to God, I'm sure that He'll tell you He knows
Sure that He'll tell you He knows
I can't buy into just a prophet dressed like a poet
And if you talk to God, I'm sure that He'll tell you He knows

And I can't stop my long for belief
(On and on and on and on)
It goes
(On and on and on and on)
And now I feel so lost and deceived
(On and on and on and on)
How will we rest in peace?