1. LOVE, HOPE...

(Instrumental)


2. MY STAR IS FALLING

My star is falling, your star is shining
Why I'm worse, why I’m suffering?
Fuck you, creator, if it's your guilt
I wish you for only one day feel exactly like me

If you are higher - I hate you, I’ll kill you
I'll give revenge in my mind
Only there I can be
Someone who has what he want

If you think you are great because you are strong
You must know the real strength is hate
I will kill you when I only think about this/that

My star is falling, your star is shining
Why I’m worse, why I’m suffering?
Fuck you, creator, if it's your guilt
I wish you for only one day feel exactly like me


3. SADNESS IS MY FATE

Sadness is my fate
Next hope is going to end
I'm standing at the edge
Tears are falling down in the abyss
No place for me
Where I can see
Something other than pain
It's in my veins

Sadness is my fate
Next hope is going to end
I'm standing at the edge
Tears are falling down in the abyss
No place for me
Where I can see
Something other than pain
It's in my veins

I opened the gates
In my twisted mind
Which should be closed
And now I...
I opened the gates
In my twisted mind
Which should be closed
And now I...

It goes beyond over understanding
There is only a sadness
It goes beyond over understanding
There is only a madness
Sadness
Madness
Sadness
Madness


4. I'M THE VAMPIRE

I'm the vampire
But I, I don't drink the blood
I'm the desire
I'm dreaming but I’m still sad

It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood
It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood
It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood
It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood

I'm the vampire
But I, I don't drink the blood
I'm the desire
I'm dreaming but I’m still sad
I'm the vampire
But I, I don't drink the blood
I'm the desire
I'm dreaming but I’m still sad

My victim doesn't die
My victim is killing me
My victim doesn't die
My victim is killing me

It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood
It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood
It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood
It's my devilish sad
I drink our suffering's blood


5. TAKE MY PAIN

It's all for you
My unrealized dream
It's all for us
Our unrealized love
Take my pain
And throw it away
Kiss my pain
And go away

Cut me, cut - let the blood flow
Cut me, cut - my pain is my pleasure
Cut me, cut - let the blood flow
Cut me, cut - my pain is my pleasure

Every look at you calls the pain again
I will be never reconciled with my fate
Every look at you calls the pain again
I will be never reconciled with my fate

Time is running, leaves are withering and falling down
The world in its eternal curse and I’m slowly dying
Time is running, leaves are withering and falling down
The world in its eternal curse and I’m slowly dying


6. MY JOURNEY IS END

I feel it's end
My journey into the thorns
I feel it's end
My mission is finished

I bring the understanding among the madness
I bring the madness among the understanding

I see two paths among the rotting trees
I see two paths and I must choose
I see two paths among the rotting trees
I see two paths and I must choose

I bring the understanding among the madness
I bring the madness among the understanding

I'm very proud that I was there
But at this moment my journey is end
I'm very proud that I was there
But at this moment my journey is end

I'm very proud that I was there
But at this moment my journey is end
I'm very proud that I was there
But at this moment my journey is end

Sadness
Sorrow
Solitude
Pain
Suffering
Mourning
Grief
Cry


7. ...BUT ALWAYS DELUSION

I see those eyes again
But they are different each time
They change color like a rainbow
Love, hope... But always delusion
It must be you - but never you are
Denouncing love with your look
Your indifference is worse than the sharpened knife
Love simultaneously gives life and kills me

I see those eyes again
But they are different each time
They change color like a rainbow
Love, hope... But always delusion

Love, hope... But always delusion
Love, hope... But always delusion

If you wounded me, then kill me
Thrust the knife, if you thrust thorn
Too more of hope, then more of pain
Too less of hope, then more of emptiness