1. Bloodflow

This life is not worth living, I can't keep fighting these thoughts, they consume every piece of my mind. My choice is made now it's time to die. My choice has been made, only I can control my own fate. Disregard every word that you plea, sit back and watch me bleed. This life is not worth living I can't keep fighting these thoughts, they consume every piece of my mind, my choice is made now it's time to die. To this world I'm done. No room for thoughts, no need for prayers. This blood will flow. If I was gone tomorrow, would anyone shed a tear?... Did I make a difference in any person's life?...Would I be missed?...Would anyone wonder why?...I've lived for far too long am I right or am I wrong? My sanity is put to the test, as my body lays to rest. Laid...down...to...rest laid down to rest. Wishing for a noose around my neck, razorblade in the palm of my hand. Staring down the drain of the sink. This blood will flow...flow...flow...this blood will flow.


2. No Others

True till the end? You can never bring us down even as hard as you try. Talk your shit, spread your lies. In my friends I rely. Truth and honor, the ties that bind our way of life. Justified. Stand tall, be proud of who you are. It's not about unity, it's about integrity. No others, my brothers are what I hold true. Right or wrong they are there for me. My family. I won't fall, never again. My enemies, cast astray, bad blood washed away. My brothers, no others are what I hold true. My friends will forever by my family.


3. Means To An End

Lies built the prophecy, or so it's said. And existance built upon deception. I wanted to believe. Damnation, I recieved, born of sin, scarred by faith, all by you, betrayal. Too many times I wondered why I live on the edge and never die. To walk with death, my punishment to see heaven and never be sent. Thousand years did I pray, world on my back, down I'm weighed. Crime of birth, external pain slaughtered my soul, but never saved, all I asked of you was to show me the way. Walked the frontline in the face, behind the shroud my lord, please dare, try to save me betrayer. Rot and decay, as I shed this waste, filled from denied eyes, bloody tears pave the way. Lies built the prophecy and till this day my eyes, lied too many times, to confide, all I ask for is a means to an end. An escape from eternal suffering. I, you decide, make swift my pain.


4. No Way Out

It was never the same, I had no one to blame, but myself. For every step that I take in life, I walk alone with on one else to turn to. All the dreams I've lost have put my mind to waste. All the greed I've felt before, will be erased. All this time I had no clue. Just opened my eyes to find truth. Won't waste my time, won't waste my life. Won't waste my time, this life's too short. Life's too fucking short. Why did I put my trust in you when you played your games??....But I saw right through your disguise, won't happen again. I've grown wiser. You're by yourself, by yourself, this time. No way out. times have changed and my beliefs have changed. Took my heart and tore it apart, you have yourself to blame. To blame for my pain. No way out. Times have changed and my feelings changed, accept that nothing will be the same. No way out. From this place, no way out.


5. At My Side

You can't question my pride, you can't doubt my loyalty. My friends are at my side until the day that I die. At my side, till the day that I die, at my side. Nothing you say or do will ever bring us down, stand side by side, can't question our pride. Hardcore, a way of life. Represent till the end. Dancing like there's no tomorrow is the message that we send. That's the message we send motherfuckers!!! Until the end. They're at my side until the day I die. The times have changed since we're young and afraid. Tables turned. We're on top, We won't, won't be stopped. You can't question my pride, my friends are at my side until the day I die.


6. My Suffering

Is every word you say just another lie???...I won't believe in your bullshit cries. From the day we met you have had one intent, to see me suffer. Until you see me dead, our friendship is long in the past, we both knew it would end this fast. Left myself open for your attack. All that's left for me to do is turn my back. My suffering. For everytime I was ignored. inside my mind you explored, searching for my weakness to consume every last portion of my soul. Can you feel this torment, this sorrow, inside. Will you ever know the extent of the pain you inflicted upon me. My suffering, my suffering made me strong. Showed me the light at the end of the road.....N.Y.C