1. WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN

Today I got a knife
It seems to be alive
Don't tell me what I know
I just want to do so

The hills are black tonight
Those hills are the blackest ones

The air comes in cold
I like the smell of dead old trees
Maybe tomorrow I'll be dead
So there's just one thing left to do

You're what I was looking for today
Those hills are the blackest ones tonight
Writing a message…
…to leave friends with a sweet goodbye
This is what I have to do

Now I know I'm not alone
Even if I still feel so cold
But think to what could have been
I wish I had another life…


2. LONG GONE

Thanks for understanding
Thanks for staying here with me
But I'll be just alone
It's like you're dead and gone

Blood and time are my deepest friends now
My journey is closer to the end
On and on…
…my dreams have slowly faded away
The end is calling me by name

I called you twice
My hate went on and on
A perfect life can't face
This bloody blind road of mine


3. LAST WILL

(Instrumental)


4. DEVILISH AND MOURNFUL

Not the mountains, nor the sea
Are places for me to be
Memories hunting me
By the dark of this room

Alone or better dead
I don't feel anything
Alive is my worst part
The ceremony begins

Nothing on the ground
Blood is on the ground

Wasted time has passed
And I'll soon be dead
By the dark of this room
A memory kills me (Yeah)


5. A MOMENT LONG A LIFETIME

You can join me and remember the day
An endless moment… are you ready to stay?
Has someone ever called death a friend?
Someone never will

But you're still on time to go away
You'll have something better to do today
This is the price everyone should pay
The day will never rise…. For me


6. A WARM YESTERDAY

I need to live far away from yesterday
Too many memories to hide and let fade away
A dream of you
To give me the warmth I need
To conquer the unconquerable
…And standing proud of it


7. WITH YOUR EMPTINESS

Harvester of sorrow, my life turned to grey
The light of tomorrow is gone… definitely away

Hey, come here..
Don't let me tell you twice
I didn't want your fear…
..but your useless happiness

Feel my presence… try to pull it down
Hear my whispers… are calling you down
A sad story to remember… my worst side of life

Take a look at the Sun
Don't look at me..
Don't look at anyone…
Is there someone able to look at it without feeling pain?
Maybe try it again…

Harvester of sorrow, my life turned to grey
I feel the end is closer now but… I need another day

I need another day to get what I want
I want another life to scare everyone
…and let me feed… and let me go
Let me try another day of blood


8. NEON LIGHTS

(Instrumental)


9. JOYLESS AND SOULLESS

(Instrumental)


10. ONCE WAS GOLD

I feel like on a train
That never stops
All colors are fading away

But if I'm here again
There will be one reason
Even if I've never found it

Leave my head in troubling cold
Leave a smile in this shining gold
Turn yourself upside down…
…Cross your finger in gloom

I've never thought there was something worse
Than living with your own ghosts

…With your own ghosts

Why have I wondered for so long
Which of those nice places I couldn't reach at all
Maybe I've asked to see what the end shall be

…With your own ghosts

No reason to be afraid. Afraid of time.
Afraid of gold coming back to shine.


11. TEN THOUSAND MILES AHEAD

Please don't tell me I'm wrong
I don't care of what I've done
It's just a waste of time
Trying to understand my mind

I'm on the way home now
Why should I feel so cold?
Give me the pity I never had
Go ten thousand miles ahead

Please don't tell me that you don't know
Where's the place I used to go
A cave of never-ending pain
I need to stay with you again


12. IT HEALS, IT HURTS

Who shall take my path
When I'll be dead and gone?
Who's the one that calls
From a long time forlorn?

I bleed a lot today
And every drop is a year
So bored but I can feel
Why this must be so rude and real

I bleed a lot in this life
And every year is a year
Waiting for an end
But I know that she waits too