1. THE OTHER PART

Dead or alive
Trust, trust it’s all about trust
I want him dead or alive
Love, it was all about love
So who’s getting the part of you ?
That I couldn’t have

There’s a part of me that wants to regret
There’s a part of me that just won’t let
A part of me that wants to forgive
There’s a part of that doesn’t believe in it
A part of me that wants to forget
There’s a part of me that’s not done yet

Am I asking too much?
Oh yeah oh yeah
So who’s getting the part of you?
That I couldn’t have
I could not posses

There’s a part of me that wants to regret
There’s a part of me that just won’t let
A part of me that wants to forgive
There’s a part of that doesn’t believe in it
A part of me that wants to forget
There’s a part of me that’s seeking for vengeance

You got to show me the man
No names no numbers
No words no fights

Just the man
How did it so much better
The more man than me

There’s a part of me that’s almost done
There’s a part of me just about to start
A part of me that’s stuck with you
A part of me that can’t see trough
There’s a part of me that wants to believe
There’s a part of me caught in between
There’s a part of me that wants to let go
There’s a par of me that love’s you so

And I have to admit
That I’m a little bit scared
So I keep on running to stand still
And hiding inside this narcissism
A part of me that won’t give in
The struggle to be happy and free

It’s a part of me
It’s a part of me

And the other part eats the other
And the other part hurts the other
And the other part kills the other
And that would mean my death


2. BUSINESS

I met a boy
He drank coke
He had a smoke
Finger up his ass

I met a girl
She was my world
Until it came down to
Finger up my ass

Sickest shit that anyone should bear
This is the business we jerk offs love

I had me fun
She was red
She was red and young

I ran a test
I pulled her hair
And then she wanted
A finger up her ass

Shoot me just before I find
Just before I see my friend
You can’t let the world to see
Moving pictures we jerk offs love

You fuck that hole till the squirt; drink that cum taste the end of the world
You made them laugh not just once then you thought you couldn’t die
You had them cards you don’t care how low you sink to forget
Well Jesus sees everything but what does he get off in heaven ?
Jesus watch the whole world die Jesus was a jerk off like I

I’m getting tired
I’m getting tired of this bullshit

Fuck that hole till the end


3. DEAD, COLD & FREE

Bread for your children
Bread for your wife
Bread for the company
Bread for the car

Bread for the lawn
And bread for the contract
Bread for your Jesus
Bread grows in Christmas trees

Jingle and jangle…

I know the end is coming
Soon and we don’t give a shit if it does
I tell you that no one’s safe
When iron and glass is falling down

Dead like them dead like me dead like her dead…

Dead cold and free…

Evil stop following
Stop calling me
Stop it from happening

If I stop I disappear…
And you might just see me
Pouring the boiling oil
And you’re far away from home
And you want to be

Dead like them dead like me dead like her dead…

Jingle and jangle…

Dead cold and free…


4. INTENTIONS

Nothing can tear us apart
Told me that you love me
Where is that love right now

Sacrifice a little life
Little life in this big world
It is a fact of life
And I fuck it

Fuck that idiot boy
Our time has been wasted
Fuck jesus and mom
Their time has been wasted

Ugly men like lower species
Ugly bodies cold but steamy
Ugly flowers growing from nowhere
Ugly visions and acid in my brain

Is a world for single meaning
Is a world for god's pervert needs
If a there's a safety in military
If there's a flaw in the system

Fuck that idiot boy
Our time has been wasted
Fuck jesus and mom
Their time has been wasted

Be patient now...


5. FEEL THE HAND

(Instrumental)


6. HAND PLAY

Why don’t you trust me ?
I need you to trust me
Why don’t you even try ?
Why do you always run ?

With you watching
I’ll make it slow
Are you aware of what’s happening ?

Do you want this ?
It’s not a test
It’s not for real if you close your eyes
If you close your innocent eyes

I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t want to chain you
I don’t want to push you
I don’t make these feelings

Stick a finger in my eye
Put your hate in trough me
Don’t wear it as disguise
Push it in watch it bleed

Loose your heart just for me
I treat you like cattle
This game is always free
Watch those little sheep

Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand chocking me, beating me
Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand holding me, strangling me

Loose your life just for me
Shipwrecked in the sea
Full of fear and distrust
And then destroy we must

Few shots to the head
Few kicks to body
One needle trough the skin
Thousand footsteps washed away

Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand stroking me, pinching me
Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand carrying me, dropping me
Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand chocking me, beating me
Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand holding me, strangling me

This is sickening you shut up and eat
Daddies little birthday party
Pain, temporary illness

And this meat is a breathing animal
It’s not that I am ill it’s you
That fucker is you
This time round I had your lines

Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand stroking me, pinching me
Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand carrying me, dropping me
Feel a hand touching me
Feel a hand chocking me, beating me

And believe
I’m not telling you anything
See
Or close your eyes

With the lights out
It’s not really me
I asked you to trust me
Where is your faith ?


7. LOVER

I've tried it with girls
I've tried it with boys
But it's little bit hard sometimes
When feelings are involved

Confusion may happen
In a modern world
With modern beliefs
In modern art of love

I read your skin
Like the devil reads the bible
I wanna feel and laugh and cry
I know where it hurts the right way

You are my lover
You are my victim
You are my lover
You are my teacher

I wish I could understand just why you cry
I find it interesting as an ability
I dig deeper in hope to learn what you already know
I wanna find the core to all of these emotions

I wear your skin and be you for a one day
Yet to make some sense it seems
But I'm almost, I'm almost there

You are my lover
You are my victim
You are my lover
You are my teacher

Wish I could pulp and cry a tear,
Just one freaking tear
From the corner of my eye
From my eye and nobody else's
Just one proof that I can be equal to you

You are my lover
You are my victim
You are my lover
You are my teacher


8. OPIATE BOY

Travel like a runaway kid
To a hall of empty noise
Try to grab your every thought
You deserve is all and this

Opiate

Damn it move right on
To the valley of ice and snow
You’re in drugs but you can hear
They whispering all your fears

Opiate, Boy

Try to control your self
You will find that it won’t do
Try to control your self
Opiate boy you are an opiate boy

Me the madness
You the cold sense
Me the strange phenomena
In your rational world

Me the substitute of truth
Come with me Opiate

Opiate, Boy

Damn it move right on
Reach out for my hand boy
I’ve got nothing you chicken shit
You promised, you lie, lie

Opiate, Boy

Try to control your self
You will find that it won’t do
Try to control your self
Opiate boy you are an opiate boy

Fuck you too
Wife beating, cock sucking, shit eater Johnnies
Never say live or die in vain
Never say that life is pain


9. PARASITE

Stone hard beam beats set the night
Shoot down the flying kite
Daddy missed the baby’s birth
Too much papers too much work

Which one is the one holds
Which one gets his guidance and love ?

As his only son
As his own blood
As his little freak
Momma’s nasty tick
Hit it till it eats
Beat it till it shits
Kick it till it walks
Hit it till it talks
Sucking the last drop of blood inside
Making her so very week
So it may grow bigger still
Another creature but momma’s ill

Starts to stretch its little limps
A hairy wet piece of lint

As his only son
As his own blood
As his little freak
Momma’s nasty tick
Hit it till it eats
Beat it till it shits
Kick it till it walks
Hit it till it talks
Come and meet the family
Come and meet the family
Come and meet the coffee cup
Come and meet the table top

Come and see the little baby
Come and see the new baby
Come and see the hairy child
Come and taste the apple pie

Let’s give a name that fits
Let’s learn some funny tricks
This baby good baby
Don’t be a bad baby


10. IMAGINE A ROBOT

A screw is loose
Like a disfunctioning machine
I wrap my self to steel
I peel my skin like an orange

Where is the nut
Here is the screw
Where is the nut then ?
The urge is powerful

Out of helplessness
Out of hopelessness
Is for a robot to fuck
How come I can’t find the nut ?
Alive
Breathing

Metal finger drilling your gab
Why do they scream so ?
They don’t like you
Don’t like them openings touched

People fall in love with people
Some with animals or with them selves
Nobody loves cold and oily steel
No-one will never ever love you

We have to feel a heart beating
Have to feel hair growing
Pieces may fit together
But there is more than this

Alive
Breathing
If you are no man
And you are no god
You are a robot
Cold steel and no heart

So turn my chrome to skin
Then turn my steel to tissue
Turn my hard drive to nerves
To the network of heaven

Am I to be god then ?
If none of you can then
Somebody has to do it then
God with one screw loose

Touch, touch, touch, touch, touching
Rubber head one screw loose
Rubber head one screw loose
Where is the nut then here is the screw
Where is the nut then here is the screw
Do I need a god to do that ?
Do I need god to install a soul in me ?
I didn’t need god to kill those people
I didn’t see god when I snatched their entrails

I see the light
I see the light