1. DOWN AGAIN

So many wasted years of futile
Veins full of shit
So many joints is smoked
Absinthe fills my head
Lying on the cold ground
Staring into the emptiness
Must search for some knife
To caress my weak flesh
I'm down again..
Alone in despair...
The Suffering has finished
By the blade of solitude
Let the blood runs red
All over my lifeless body
...My wounded and lifeless body


2. LONGING FOR COLD

When I drift as shadow

In this coldness of
Another universe

Eternally coldly to heart

Travelling through the dead
World

..in a blue gloom of depths When I awoke I am dead

Finally new day
Without me

I yearn for this endless kingdom of snow

I cry and suffer for this
Last winter

This all the cold embraces me
Until I drown in depths of
Sorrow

So farewell to the evening sky

Forever I longing for
Cold