1. THE CALL OUT

[Instrumental]

2. PERCEPTIONS

Breathing in and out as they point to the man, as he lays a gun in his hand.
Looking through the window at him, no sign of breathing. Breathing.
Running around, I’m running around again.
Back and forth, back and forth,
I’m breathing. In and out, in and out again, and again.
Running around, I’m running around again.
Back and forth, back and forth,
I’m breathing. Breathing.
...And in this dream I had of you, if I could say one thing to you.
Our dreams won’t die. They’ll never go away.

I find myself reaching backwards for him.
No sign of breathing.
Looking through the window at him, at him.
For the promises you’ve made, and all the lies you’ve portrayed,
Forever in those eyes...
Hopefully you will find what your looking for,
And maybe someday you can realize that the pain only holds so deep.
In this moment, in this day, we will hopefully find underneath all the lies,
And somehow find our way, and somehow find our way...
Our dreams won’t die

3. A PLETHORA OF

Your whole world has been torn apart from the start.
Your whole world, your whole world...

You're in my heart and in my head.
A plethora of things that need to be said...
Does it make it alright to wish that your dead?
I feel it's unsaid. Feelings unsaid.

No one would care, no one would risk a thing for you.
This I swear, my dear I fear it's true.
No one would care, no one would risk a thing for you.
No one cares for you.

Your whole world has been torn apart from the start.
Your whole world, your whole world...

You're in my heart and in my head.
A plethora of things that need to be said...
Does it make it alright to wish that your dead?
I feel it's unsaid. Feelings unsaid.

I can see and feel it again, it's taking me away.
I don't know what else to say, but I know what I have said.
I can see and feel it again. I can see and feel it again

4. NIGHTMARES

You'll blame yourself for part of this, looking back on what once was, we don't exist.
Not knowing if everything will be just fine, will everything be alright.
I won't fear tonight for we will rid ourselves of this
And tear our thoughts limb from limb, a nightmare reaction.
There's nothing left of this, a feeling you can't resist.
The times you spend sleeping are more or less just a day dream,
And when you find yourself at ease you never will be...

And when you find yourself at ease you never will be, you never will be.
The times you spend sleeping are more or less just a day dream.

You'll blame yourself for this, looking back on what once was...
You'll blame yourself for this, we don't exist.
I won't let this go. I won't let this go.
I won't let this go for some things you will never know.
This is who I am, who I am you will never know...

And when you find yourself at ease you never will be, you never will be.
The times you spend sleeping are more or less just a day dream.

I won't let this go

5. DECEMBER EVERYDAY

Recognize the lights set in front of your demon’s eyes and the path that we’ve paved.
Realize that the only thing standing between you and me is the tomb and the grave.

We will rot as the sun comes up. We will rot as the sun comes over the...

As it’s time, dig the grave, show us how only time will tell.
In this phase of you and me we will find a medium of reality, of reality. December everyday.

We will rot as the sun comes up. We will rot as the sun comes over the...

This is what I get for helping my friends and friends before family makes it a tragedy.
So what if I can protect myself from the lies that separates us from the outside,
that separates us from the inside, that separates us from the outside...

Recognize the lights set in front of your demon’s eyes and the path that we’ve paved.
Realize that the only thing standing between you and me is the tomb and the grave

6. DEFIANCE

Never coming back, is this what I deserve?
Found in the flood. Drowning in mud.
Washing away all the things in my life.
Manipulating, and seperating.

Is this what you will do from the things that you choose?
From the things that you lose?
Nothing ever happens to you.
If I had said that to your face, your fucking face, your cowardly face...

But down, all this time, you've made nothing of yourself.

For what it's worth having said this before, your losing from choosing, with no remorse.
The things you say along the way will help you resent your destiny.
Is this what you will do from the things that you choose?
From the things that you lose?
Nothing ever happens to...

You said this to my face, my fucking face.
You choose to ignore the things I say, what I say.
But down, all this time, you've made nothing of yourself.
If I had said to your face.
Your disgrace

7. SMOKE SIGNALS

Make something of yourself or search for someone else who makes you feel real.
Whoever thought that I could feel like this.
Pull back your mask and show us all who you really are.
How can you live like this, pretending everything's fine.
It's not alright. You're not alright. Find yourself.

So this is what we've come to.
Life is what you make of it.
So find something to hold on to.
I've practically gave up on this.

How can someone feel like this is the end.
Don't hold your breath in my life.
Tell yourself. Ask yourself, "am I alright?"
Sinking, flailing, and fighting for air doesn't mean your alone.
There is someone else out there who will pull you down.
How can you live with yourself.
Fuck You.

So this is what we've come to.
Life is what you make of it.
So find something to hold on to.
I've practically gave up on this.

I have run from myself. Mirrors show nothing but somebody else.

Life is what you make of it

8. IN SINCERITY

I know I've got you right where I want you.
Spininng around and falling down,
There's nothing left of you

9. BEFORE I REGRET

This is the end for now I pray.
Bring it back then take it all away.
My feelings now are on the line.
I haven't felt so far behind.

She led my ghost to shallow water.
Nothing but respect, only with respect.
As I lay with regret, nothing but regret, so I repent.

Every now and then,
I take a look at all the pictures that you've sent to me,
And all the letters,
Hoping you're better.

Before I regret that you'll never remember me.
Remember me...

You will never be the same.

Every now and then,
I take a look at all the pictures that you've sent to me,
And all the letters,
Hoping your better.

Before I regret this will never be.
Will you remember me?

10. TWO TWENTY TWO

Don't change the way we are, still opening up for the scars.
Let's not re-hash what once was.
We're falling further down the spiral into denial.
It makes no sense, nevertheless, you won't get the best.
You won't get the best. You won't get the best of me.

Time and time again you've realized that hope is far from over.
It was never over.
Pain that you have gone through makes you a stronger person.
A better person.
Pain that you hold close when others know and all the hate you hold inside.
Just open up.
Pain that you hold close and the hate you bottle up inside.

We're falling further down the spiral into denial.
It makes no sense, nevertheless, you won't get the best.
You won't get the best.
The best of me

11. RESURFACE THE END

Believe in me for goodness sake, for goodness sake.
The trust that you take, the trust that you ache.
The love that you hate holding fear as you fate.
The movement you make, the lies that you take...
The love that you hate.
Believe. Believe is seeing, just shut your eyes.
Repeat. Nothing comes easy.

Remembering that look in your eyes, I swear I saw you.
With my back against the wall.
I wish I knew you from before, from before.
With my back against the wall,
I wish I knew you from before, let's make no mistakes.

When you say those words mean forever.
Make no mistake, you make no mistakes.
Somehow I feel you truly meant never,
With chances I take you were my mistake.

When you say forever, forever is too long.
When you say never, I believe you.
Believing is seeing

12. THE PAIN LOSS

When you left behind all the selfish things that you loved,
You made the pain go away for the time-being.
For the time-being.

I'll make for sure I count the days of when you'll be leaving from this earth.
I'll make for sure I count the days of when you'll be leaving from this pain.
There's one thing you should know about me, and if you decide to go then leave.
There's one thing you should know about me, and if you decide to leave then go.

You cry yourself to sleep when you think no one's watching you,
And you have no reaction, no pain, no loss.
You make for sure no one's laughing.
You make for sure.
You make for sure no one's laughing.
One thing's for sure.
I still have a fight in me.

All the selfish things you loved were all left behind.
So hold your head up high, and show yourself what it means to be alive.
Show yourself what it truly means not to be alone.
Truly means