1. WHOSE BEHIND THE DOOR ?

Something so cold it moves closer in my dreams
What if it finds me, don't't let them find me
It chokes me when it all turns cold inside
Is it you... ? please, talk to me

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Premonitions cut like broken glass
Who'se behind the door if there's nothing there
Night is breathing and steals my sleep
Quietly tells about a haven six feet deep

A one step away, a one step behind
What if they find me, I know they'll find me
I can tell it now, something's not right
When it feels I'm not alone
Is it you... ? speak to me

Elusive hopes leave the earth and you
Seems like dreams were always so futile


2. LOST LIKE DREAMERS ARE

No passion, no more... we're lost like dreamers are
Dead with promises, we belong for yesterday
And rejoice ashes embers slowly dying in our hearts
The drops of bloob fall with disgrace

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No meaning, no desire,
No plase for flames to burn any higher
No future, no pretending, nothing anymore
There come the waves to wash our pain away
Wash our dreams away

No heaven, no devotions, we're standing in the dark
One more time there's betrayal in our eyes
And time to stop dreaming, time to stop bleeding in our hearts
Lament of the world, it's all that is left


3. A RAIN TONIGHT

Wish you were here to tell how it feels
Thank you're not here to know how it feels
When citylights and sounds of falling rain
Fall over me so dark and real

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Goodbye to my friends, we won't meet again
Far away the world is gone, this must be the end
The flame in our heart, hope in the corner of my eye
It turns cold and fade with a rain tonight

And so it rains... I hear them say
It's nothing new they turn their faces away
But I am here, don't know who you are
I wish I'd never come this far

Goodbye my fiends, we won't meet again
Far away the world is gone, this must be the end
Since so long, from childhood days
This feeling I don't belong here I cannot escape my pain
Goodbye my friends, we won't meert again
Far away the world is gone, this must be the end

Takes me closer to the rain, I tell you how it feels
When memories are like knives that bring the pain
I tell you how it feels


4. HEAL

Reaching out into the distant time
To reflect something beyond our lives
As my collodes! all confused what is real
Wrapping me into disguise... I know
Wrapping me into disguise

Crossing the gates of conscioucness
Down the spiral into a sleep
It's healing, as we float together
We have no need to weep

Searching for escape, truth is always hurting
Underneath the lies
Searching for escape, truth is always burting
Under wicked skies

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There we fall and drown, try to heal the wounds
But it is always too late, it's always too late
There we fall and drown, try to heal the wounds
It is always to late, it's always too late

Leaving all passion time
No one is waiting for us to return
Diamonds in our eyes they refuse to shine

Searching for escape, truth is always hurting
Underneath wicked skies
Searching for escape, truth is always burting
Under wicked skies


5. GHOST IN THE FAMILY

You took a step closer as they opened the door
To the dooms so empty and silent... and air so cold
Ghost in the family, it never speak
Ghost in the family, it always...

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Come with you and speak, come with you and speak
Come with you and speak voices so thin
It won't forget, it won't leave
Stab your heart, your heart belongs to sorrow
Night grows inside you, but are you gonna let go?

Once you had that dream, you touched the mourning sun
In the darkness of those days, but everything left unsaid, undone
Ghost in the family, it always speak
Ghost in the family, it never...

Come with you and speak, come with you and speak
Come with you and speak with voices so thin
It have to forget, it have to leave
Stab your heart, your heart belongs to sorrow
Night grows inside you, will you let go?

And when the ground is frozen and your gaze the hamlet roads
Your eyes blur in a bleak view and nothing what it seems
Ain't it ironic and stange how life feels prearranged
Now when you find it out, nothing makes sense
Life means dying


6. JUBILEUM OF SORROW

Fall asleep, fade into dreams
Like a leaf drown or fallen with breeze
A perished romance, but does it affect me?
Yes, as perdition and ruin are accompany

Fall asleep, fade into dreams
Like a flower withers and it's time of beauty
A last farewell, but do I even care?
Yes, as a goodbye was all we ever had

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This is the new last beginning, a distant shore
A long way to somewhere
This is the last new ending, jubileum of my sorrow

Perhaps the august waters turn to frost
Perhaps the flame of life is lost
On these meadows of earth, all painted here by dreams of rust
And when the veil of sun is rising, maybe once it brought some light
Now it's one that takes away every beam into the night


7. SATELLITES

These times, don't have a meaning
When all frail promises grows strong with insecurety
We'll drift incomplete and lost without an aim
Like floating satellites in our invincibility

So I have ask now 'cause it's faceless in my though
Is this my given number, will death last forever?

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I've seen the light, but they don't shine
I've seen the angels and demons eye to eye
I've waited all these years and what for?
I've she'd all these tears, I don't know anymore

These days fade like sunset to the west
But I can't blame you for never hearing my voice
It leaves nothing more to say
So ingnore me like I ingnore my life my life without any choise

So I have to ask now 'cause it's faceless in my thoughts
Is this my given number, will death last forever?

When the first snow falls and this winter of heart
Turns into distrust and let us slip away

Wondering how will I go through this pain and sorrow
Of watching you die everyday


8. MILLION MILES AWAY

4 am... mother earth sleep in her dream
The gentle sound of rain send shivers down my spine
The windown upstairs bring in the breeze
Oh I know there's a world waiting empty and cold

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I keep on thinking, I keep on waiting
I keep on loosing my trust in you
'Cos I am always one step behind the truth
No more I'm thinking, once more I'm waiting
No more I'm crying after you
I will find another way to see what's the truth

Sometimes I imagine, well sometimes I'm not sure
Am I really flying or down here searching for
Some way to dissappear million miles away
To say goodbye and call it a day


9. DRAINING

Inside a hollow room he floats in a mist of memory
Transforming a life that hold thousand deaths
Suffering one last weak as crestfallen essence
Inside a hollow room he struggle the pain's climax
Draining the purpose to exist
Crossing the gates of consiousness
Taking ecstasy of grief

Did I swear understanding to leave these tragedies for me?
For this life holds no more but a view
A solemn colour to the hanging trees
A celebration of my own
Troubled eyes of my inner self wide open
Blinded by fevers that devour

A little drop of heartblood, a precious drop of pain
Fragments of passing days fading this life away
And so I lose myself, I close my eyes
There's something deep inside me that has already died

Draining, fading away


10. HAPPY NEW YEAR

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