1. CROSSES

Nothing Matters
(Nothing Matters)
Nothing Matters, but the voice inside
Nothing Matters
Nothing Matters
Nothing Matters, in the great divide
GO!

It stars with a spark
but all ends the same
give it up
go down in flames
and once you know it's already too late

Open up the flood gates
you wanna trust my words
heal my hurt and feel my pain
but if you knew the reasons, I run
they'd be the reasons, you'd never stay

Nothing Matters
(Nothing Matters)
Nothing Matters, but the voice inside
Nothing Matters
Nothing Matters
Nothing Matters, in the great divide

Maybe, one day my scars will fade
I am my cross to bear
(I am my cross to bear)
No, I don't want to shelter you
from everything that I've been through
so will you, will you
let me be your cross to bear

I know you wanna believe
that there's still some hope, some hope for me
but if there's any left it's buried underneath
the surface (surface) we dig
till we find a cure
or there's nothing left, we dig
and pray to god what we see will forget, dig
till we find a cure for my emptiness, we dig
till there's nothing left (there's nothing left)

Maybe, one day my scars will fade
I am my cross to bear
(I am my cross to bear)
no, I don't want to shelter you
from everything that I've been through
so will you, will you
let me be your cross to bear

Nothing Matters (x7)
but the voice inside
Nothing Matters (x3)
when you're dead inside

Am I worth your grave
cause that's what you're digging
can't you see

Maybe, one day my scars will fade
I am my cross to bear
(I am my cross to bear)
no, I don't want to shelter you
from everything that I've been through
so will you, will you
let me be your cross to bear


2. DEMONS

Why does it seem the songs about hating myself
Are the ones the kids look up to
Well you're in luck because I'm in hell
'Cause It's not art if it's not dark and shows the ugly truth
I write all of these songs for me,
But the contract I signed sees things differently

But what if I'm not strong enough to be
The broken bastard that I am
And the hero that they need

Do you believe we all have demons?
Do you believe we all have secrets?
Time can feel like flame
But even stars burn out someday
So do you see the stars?
They shine for no one (x2)

Between the years of hiding my darkness underneath
And the quest for finding my identity
I can't sleep
Without the bottle to drown my anxiety
I can't sleep
And this insomni-addiction is killing me
Don't look up to me
'Cause I can only look down on myself
And so would you, if only you ever really knew the real me
I tried to keep my burdens at bay, but a bend's about to break
Because my mouth's grown tired of the all the lies and smiles it fakes

But what if I'm not strong enough to be
The damaged desolate I am, and the hero that they need

Do you believe we all have demons?
Do you believe we all have secrets?
Time can feel like flame
But even stars burn out someday
So do you see the stars?

There's a hole at the bottom only I can see
Where my heart once was where it used to be
And now the choir sings
There's a hole at the bottom, time gave to me
Where a darkness grows and the light's fading
And now the choir sings, "Come home to the fire"

Come home to the fire (Beg and Burn) (x4)

Do you believe we all have demons?
Do you believe we all have secrets?
Time can feel like flame
But even stars burn out someday
So do you see the stars?

They shine for no one (x4)


3. POISON PARTY (FAMOUS)

Flashing lights, attention and lipstick
They're not a trend, this is our new religion
Where the truth always seems to give in
To the lust, to be liked, and post filtered pictures
Where's the passion? Where's the substance
Where is the honesty that I once grew up with
When it pays to to fake your shortcomings,
then plastic is the new gold and what's real is worth nothing

Need it, crave it. You'd love to taste it
Let me hear you say it (famous famous)
You really want it. You better take it.
Fake it til we make it and we all get famous

Welcome to the world gone crazy
Stop by and drop a name
Drink up, join the poison party
Who cares if God will save us as long we're all famous
(Hey, hey) as long as we're famous (x2)

Every month I dread to bear witness,
to which awful trend becomes the hot new addiction
Make it stop, I beg. Will anyone listen
But if you can't join 'em, hell, then you might as well beat them
Fuck your idols and fuck their fame
They don't mean a thing (x2)

Need it, crave it. You'd love to taste it
Let me hear you say it (famous famous)
You really want it. You better take it.
Fake it til we make it and we all get famous

Welcome to the world gone crazy
Stop by and drop a name
Drink up, join the poison party
Who cares if God will save us as long we're all famous
(Hey, hey) as long as we're famous (x2)

Ladies and gentlemen, we have arrived at the point of no return
So sit back, relax, and enjoy the feel as we watch this world burn
We're all gonna burn

Now raise your glasses with me
We really got it this time
Lets celebrate (famous) so raise your glasses with me
Here's to living the good life
Lets celebrate (famous)

Welcome to the world gone crazy
Stop by and drop a name
Drink up, join the poison party
Who cares what God will say just..
Welcome to the world gone crazy
Stop by and drop a name
Drink up, join the poison party
Who cares what God will say just as long we're all famous
(Hey, hey) as long as we're famous (x2)


4. INCOMPLETE ME

The night rolls on like the beat of a drum
It goes bang, bang, bang. Til the morning comes
I'm screaming at the sun just to feel this
Just to feel this, just to feel

The night rolls on like the beat of a drum
It goes bang, bang, bang. Til the morning comes
I'm screaming at the sun just to feel this
Just to feel this, just to feel!

On and on, I keep building
On and on, these walls to keep you out
I'm not lost, I know exactly who I am
And that's not my problem
So if you think there's room in this heart for two
You should know that you fall the hardest

The night rolls on like the beat of a drum
It goes bang, bang, bang. Til the morning comes
I'm screaming at the sun just to feel this
Just to feel this, just to feel

The night rolls on like the beat of a drum
It goes bang, bang, bang. Til the morning comes
I'm screaming at the sun just to feel this
Just to feel this, just to feel!

Brace yourselves, cuz there's no meant to be
We're all dreaming
With all I've known and all I've seen
Could there ever be, could you ever
Incomplete me

On and on, I've never hated anyone
Without them hurting someone I love
On and on, I've never loved anyone
Without them hurting me, my heart's a black hole!

On and on, I've built these walls to keep you out
But do they just keep me in?

The night rolls on, the night rolls on
The night rolls on like the beat of a drum
It goes bang, bang, bang. Til the morning comes
I'm screaming at the sun just to feel this
Just to feel this, just to feel!

Brace yourselves, cuz there's no meant to be
We're all dreaming
With all I've known and all I've seen
Could there ever be, could you ever
Incomplete me


5. HOME

Do you not remember?
There was a time when all my words spilled for you.
Now they speak of treason,
You got my best and now I'm righting the wrong.
And if you didn't know why, I give you 3 good reasons!

One - You left me for dead
Two - All your promises
Three - You never gave enough, all you did was give me up
One - You left me for dead
Two - All your promises
Three - You never gave enough, you gave me up, you selfish fuck!

So now you know why this hate is my home.
Don't you know,
That all this hate has now become my home,
It's my perfect drug.
Home isn't where the heart is,
It's where mine once was (With you!)
Don't you know that all this hate is now a part of me.
It will never leave.
'Cause a bit of me has become my grave.
Everybody knows home, home, home
Is where you feel most alone.

I wasn't good enough, so here's my apology.
FUCK OFF
You're nothing more to me then a name I once knew,
Here's my apology,
FUCK OFF
I owe you nothing but the pain you put me through,
Not an apology!

I thought, that time, you'd never die,
And where your everything leads,
I miss the enemy
And as the days go by,
I've never made good lies,
So I'll forget the chance to look you in the eyes.
(NO, BREAK)
You knew this day was coming,
Tear down the walls,
And tear out the five words,
I don't need them now
'Cause this hate is my home.

Don't you know,
That all this hate has now become my home,
It's my perfect drug.
Home isn't where the heart is,
It's where mine once was (With you!)
Don't you know (Don't you know) that all this hate is now a part of me.
It will never leave.
'Cause a bit of me has become my grave.
Everybody knows home, home, home
Is where you feel most alone.

I wasn't good enough so here is my apology


6. HELL OR HEAVEN (FT. JESSICA ESS)

I've got my sins and you're well aware
So when we don't make it out alive
Where do we go from there

I'd give my life up for a single day
Cause it's never enough, no it's never
So if you follow then I'll always wait
Even if that means forever
And on my final day, this is what I'll say

Wipe your tears away
When they bury me
Don't beg me to stay
When I'm finally free
Cause I know, when we meet again
We'll be home, we'll be home
Hell or heaven

I know you're scared but are you listening
Cause I don't think you hear me
Nothing can take your touch from me
Not even where we go from there
What if you can't find me
Then I'll find a way
And on your final day
This is what I'll say

Wipe your fears away
Don't be scared to leave
I won't beg you to stay
Every night in my dreams
Cause I know, when we meet again
We'll be home, we'll be home
Hell or heaven

A lifetime's just too short to share
So will you wait?

Wipe your tears away
When they bury me
Don't beg me to stay
When I'm finally free
Cause I know, when we meet again
We'll be home, we'll be home
Hell or heaven
Wipe your tears away
Don't be scared to leave
I won't beg you to stay
Every night in my dreams
Cause I know, when we meet again
We'll be home, we'll be home
Hell or heaven


7. RED

Is it too late to realize I'm not alone?
The shadows keep me hidden but they won't let go
Every second, every minute kills me slow (Safe) (You're not safe)
But now it's too late, I've realized I'm not alone (you'll never be alone)

It's growing in me, so suffocating, I can't breathe
Can my black heart be red again, red again?
It's growing in me, with no remedy, it's too late
Can my black heart be red again, red again, red?
Red again

Is it too late to pray that I could be alone?
Cause my friends show me visions that leave me so cold
You can hear them if you listen, they're smiling through (take it safe)
But now it's too late, I've realized I'm not alone (you'll never be alone)

It's growing in me, so suffocating, I can't breathe
Can my black heart be red again, red again?
It's growing in me, with no remedy it's too late
Can my black heart be red again, red again, red?

Tonight I'll search in sight for any signs of life
I'm just scared of what I'll find
I'll search inside

It's growing in me, so suffocating, I can't breathe
Can my black heart be red again, red again?
It's growing in me, with no remedy it's too late
Can my black heart be red again, red again, red?


8. MY FUNERAL

I never asked for your touch
I never asked for anyone
I never wanted to feel
I never want to be loved

Take my hand, but don't hold too tightly
'Cause it seems that my favor comes and goes nightly
And I hate the silence but I keep fighting off everyone till their bed seems inviting
Don't go trying to change me, 'cause it'll take more than you just to save me
I'm so far gone that there's no place for me
In anyone's arms
In anyone's arms so...

Break it like you mean it,'cause I don't need it
Now you got me thinking, is this what I want
When I die, they'll say "no one's here today"
It's my funeral
it's my funeral
Break it like you mean it,'cause I've been thinking I don't really need it
There's nothing that I want
Give up
So what if I die alone
It's my funeral
It's my funeral

See these hands
They work hard to spite me
They're artists of their craft
That's why I'll never hold your burdens like they carry mine
But I've learned to love misery
And that's why I'll take the curse with me
Down to the grave
Down to the grave, I'll take this curse with me​
When we're below, then you'll be safe

I never asked for your touch
I never asked for anyone
I never wanted to feel
I never want to be loved

This is the fall
This is the remedy (I never asked for. I never wanted)
This is your way out
Way out (I never asked for anyone)
This is the flood
This is my reckoning (I never asked for. I never needed.)
This is the reason I can't be loved (I never wanted)

Break it like you mean it, 'cause I don't need it
Now you got me thinking, is this what I want
When I die, they'll say "no one's here today"
It's my funeral
it's my funeral
Break it like you mean it, 'cause I've been thinking I don't really need it
There's nothing that I want
Give up
So what if I die alone
It's my funeral
It's my funeral

(And I believe, we meet the person we were meant to love when we're ready for it
I'm just afraid that some of us never are
So if these are my last words, then I want it known, that I tried
But there's a part of me that just won't let me be happy
You were enough
I just wasn't enough for me)


9. SEX, DRUGS & EMPTY SOULS

I used to think my life would be complete,
When I made it in the industry.
But it turns open, honest dreamers into lying, fucking cheaters,
Who all want household names.
Whose ego's big enough to bring in the big bucks,
And if you don't have what it takes,
Just fake it 'cause the kids don't know a thing.

Give it up for the chance to shine,
Fell the rush when the crowd goes wild,
Then laugh it up 'cause it's all a lie.

It's all about the sex, drugs and empty souls.
Cause the money's always green, when the record hits gold.
I need it (we want it),
I'll dream it (we'll buy it),
It's safe to say that we've lost our way.
If you want sex, drugs and rock and roll,
Give up your soul.

I used to think that we would live the dreams,
Being artists in the industry.
But they just love you, fuck you, leave you,
Once you don't sell they don't need you,
They'll just find a bigger name.

Keep my music, you can frame it with my faith that I had.
I'll still believe in me, even if you can't!
Keep the spotlight, cause I don't need it to see who I am.
I'd rather be remembered for the person I was, not my fucking band!

It's all about the sex, drugs and empty souls.
Cause the money's always green, when the record hits gold.
I need it (we want it),
I'll dream it (we'll buy it),
It's safe to say that we've lost our way.
If you want sex, drugs and rock and roll,
Give up your soul.


10. TOMORROW (CASEY'S SONG)

It feels like my words are failing and you've had enough
'Cause in a world this cold, it's easier to fold than try to get back up
You wanna give up but don't
'Cause there's a home for you in every note that I sing

Yesterday is something we can't change, but don't, just don't, give up on tomorrow
There's no chance if you throw it away
So don't, yeah just don't, give up on tomorrow
There's always gonna be some pain from yesterday, but just know, just know, there's always tomorrow
Don't you dare give up on me
You're not the only one
(The only one)
It's hard sometimes to see it through, when all the dark in life is surrounding you
There's always gonna be some doubt, but just don't, yeah just don't, ever let your light burn out

We all have a voice for a reason
So let all your demons out
You've got to believe me
And I'll use mine to remind you, your past is just that, so let go, it's all behind you
'Cause there's some hope for you in every note that I sing

Yesterday is something we can't change, but don't, just don't, give up on tomorrow
There's no chance if you throw it away
So don't, yeah just don't, give up
There's always gonna be some pain from yesterday, but just know, just know, there's always tomorrow
Don't you dare give up on me
You're not the only one
(The only one)
It's hard sometimes to see it through, when all the dark in life is surrounding you
There's always gonna be some doubt, but just don't, yeah just don't, ever let your light burn out

When the world forgets your name I will say it for you
If the world forgets, remind them you're here to stay

Every voice has a reason
So speak up, don't give up, and keep believing
Every voice has a reason
So speak up, don't give up
Just believe

There's always gonna be some pain from yesterday, but just know, just know, there's always tomorrow
Don't you dare give up on me
You're not the only one
(The only one)
It's hard sometimes to see it through, when all the dark in life is surrounding you
There's always gonna be some doubt, but just don't, yeah just don't, ever let your light burn out
(Ever let your light burn out)


11. WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE

If you feel the pressure build up like me, scream, scream
It's everything that you want
It's everything that you need
Come on and let it out!
All you animals just like me, scream, scream
Be whatever you want
Be whatever you need
Come on and let it out!

Go on, keep talking shit
Like it'll change how I live
I'll keep on doing me and you keep wishing that you did
So if I'm too loud, and you've had enough, I'll turn it up
It's like a drug because...

I get high when the world say I'm wasting my life losing control
Yeah what do they know?
I get high with the bass cranked up everything's alright
I live to feel alive because we're all gonna die

I'm just trying to make the most of the little time we're given
So why would that matter to you?
Stop complaining and start living
I'm not gonna lose sleep over what you may think
And I suggests you so the same 'cause no one's listening

You're a closed mind with an open mouth
Need a new topic
Well let me give you one to talk about

I get high when the world say I'm wasting my life losing control
Yeah what do they know?
I get high with the bass cranked up everything's alright
I live to feel alive because we're all gonna die

We're the future
Get used to it
Pick the pace up
Yeah, yeah

We're all gonna die, that's why!

I get high when the world says I'm wasting my life losing control
(FUCK IT!)
Yeah what do they know?
I get high with the bass cranked up everything's alright
I live to feel alive because we're all gonna die

If you feel the pressure build up like me, scream, scream
It's everything that you want
It's everything that you need
Come on and let it out!
All you animals just like me, scream, scream
Be whatever you want
Be whatever you need
Come on and let it out!


12. IT'S NOT LOVE (IF IT DOESN'T HURT)

Being alone with my thoughts is a dangerous game
But nightly I play, till I heard all I can take
Because this bed seems so big
Without the touch of someone so easily replaced
Lie to me and tell me what you've been missing
'Cause all my hours are spent waging wars in my head
So let me feel right for one minute

Chew me up, spit me out
I don't wanna be alone
So use me up, throw me out
Cause I can't say no
It's not love, if it doesn't hurt
If I break my teeth then will you see
And it's not love, it's not love
Till you bury me

Heart versus Head, and I don't know who I want to win
Because my heart always cares too much, and my head couldn't care less
I use to sell my love to the first buyer
But now that I want more the price has gone higher
So if you won't take me, then make me yours for a night
And try not to break me

Chew me up, spit me out
I don't wanna be alone
So use me up, throw me out
Cause I can't say no
It's not love, if it doesn't hurt
If I break my teeth then will you see
And it's not love, it's not love
Till you bury me

If there's a place, for lost souls like me
It may not be hell but I'm scared it might be
Will you burn with me
Cause my wings are too worn to carry me
And you're wearing me down and I'm scared to leave
Will you fall with me

Will you be my anything, my everything
I'll be your anything if you don't leave
And let tortured souls be tortured no more
than yours to mine and mine to yours

Chew me up, spit me out
I don't wanna be alone
So use me up, throw me out
Cause I can't say no
It's not love, if it doesn't hurt
If I break my teeth then will you see
And it's not love, it's not love