1. DYING MOMENT

As I linger towards the sky
I feel the heavy burden
Upon my restless soul

As I breathe you in, I see
I will die again, die again
As I let you in, I see
I will cry again, cry again

As I walk in the footsteps of God
I enter the kingdom of obscure solitude
Where opposite impulses collide
As the thunder strikes
The solitary ground
A painful calmness fills the twilight

My soul lying on the ashes
Of the kindled lightning

I lay here endlessly looking outside
The window at the cloudy sky
Despair is pervading my mind
I wish that I could go back to being alive
And I dream about a colorful space
A secret universe
The place where I belong

I believe dreams can come true
As I ride above the clouds
I believe I can be saved
Oh, I can be saved

My soul storming though the clouds
Becoming one with the gods
Striking down with vengeance
In an everlasting blink
In a single dying moment
That shall forever be carved in stone

As I breathe you in, I see
I will die again, die again
As I let you in, I see
I will cry again, cry again

As the knife goes in, I know
I will bleed again, bleed again
And the pain inside I know
It will never fade, never fade


2. BENEATH THE TIDES

A feeble face in the water
The past is calling
The wound burning in my heart
That beautiful image
Of a pale distant memory
In the darkness reappearing
Nostalgic remembering
Old canvas of happiness

I lurk in the depths
Reclaiming what is mine
(Your smile below the surface)
The cold embrace of
Emptiness
(A picture of what is forever lost)
The everlasting imprisonment
Beneath the tides
(You will betray me and make me drown)
I'm the sweet temptation of nostalgia

The ocean will close upon thee
Will seal thine final fate
Thou captive
Of thine beloved memories

A sweet wrecking
In the darkness
The content despair

The caressing touch of death
Death rejoining what was torn apart


3. CRIMSON ONSLAUGHT

Mournful sighs
Levitate in my mind
Dreadful memories
Of a forlorn fate
Running out of breath
Whispering in utter darkness
Complete solitude
Surrounds me

The army forward
Ghosts of a doomed sight
The past is behind us
Forever
Blood will have to be
On our hands

Thousands feet stumping
Towards crimson onslaught
Blood pumping
The sweat flows into the
Idle tears
The impending dawn
Announces a vain siege

The bright figures
Floating in the twilight
They attack my heart
Blind my view and
Numb my arms
Death is pouring towards me
Alone and paralyzed
I meet my cursed destiny

I feel the warm embrace
Of the past
It grows stronger
(As the blackness approaches)
A blade of light
(I see the faces brighter)
Stabs my tormented heart
(Blazing through the clouds)
Guiding me to redemption
(Burning in my soul)

As I slowly perish
I look up to the shadows


4. WHY?

Day after day we carry on
Our existence
Blindly lost in our present
Not caring about our becoming
Our survival in this world

We, hopeless sinners
Carrying the burden
Sharing the guilt
Of our faith
We, lost in ourselves

In the quiet night
Under the moonlight
A long lost voice is whispering
Below the shadows of the clouds
She reveals the hidden truth

We still lurking in the darkness
If we are living, why should we let go

We recall dusty images of
Harmony long forsakеn
And with tears in our eyes wе rejoice
Filled with bliss we cry
But somewhere below the surface
Ancient gods awaken

Why should we let go? Why?

The ground tumbling underneath us
The water rage in the distance
An immense breach in the sky
An abyss before us
Leading to our impending doom


5. WOODEN EMBRACE

Lonely night walk
Wandering in the silver woods
Sensing the whispers
In the dead of night
Concealing myself to the world

As snowflakes fall on me
Cold as the gentle breeze
My memories cling to me
I can't repent from my sin

I breathe again
As your arms surround me
Ilive again
As the nightmare leaves me

A love gone wrong
The scar will never heal
A place that is no more mine
Upon the hill I see
Her stare in the wind
Woeful visions

My soul conflicted
(The immense silence)
My inner self wounded
(My heart burns)

I want to touch the darkness
And lead it away from you
I'll let it rest among the leaves
Your soul can only heal

The wooden embrace
Cures my soul
The whispering trees
They welcome me to the
Blank world of purity


6. CELESTIAL VENGEANCE

Found here and cast away
From a family of the almighty creed
They threw me on the white snow
Like a piece of trash
Left alone and shivering

Wandering alone
In the wasteland of Man's soul
Running step by step
Towards starvation
In the solitude of a December night
Running, running, running until I'll take flight

They denied me richness
They denied me happiness
They denied prosperity
They deniеd my life

They prey a God of kindnеss and beauty
But they own none of these feelings
They feast upon
The desperate falling of this soul

I hear the baying in the distance
My breath runs short
As I desperately hide
In the desolate woods
Beaten constantly by
The merciless snowstorm

I shall reign in laughter above them
And return to them the merciless plague
(Laying in the snow
Waiting for the sunrise)
They will starve as I did
In this everlasting winter
The golden gates will close above them
Forever
(Seems like only at my end
The light will shine on me)

They denied me happiness
They denied prosperity
They denied my life

Seems like only at my end
The light will shine on me
Waiting for the sunrise


7. INTO SAND

We can all take risks in the end
Growing sadness, take my hand
When 1 look around I can listen to that sound
Every movement is at rest
Expectations with no motion
They are reflecting my emotions

The time consumes everything we touch
A day it will change the things into sand
The sand the wind will disperse
We are powerless, we can't act

All the things inside my head
They don't let me take a breath
Seems like air is not a part of me anymore
Part the seas and say the words
Can you hear these lonely birds
I can't even raise my hand to feel the wind

The time consumes everything we touch
A day it will change the things into sand
The sand the wind will disperse
We are powerless, we can't act

The time consumes everything we touch
A day it will change the things into sand
The sand the wind will disperse
We are powerless, we can't act


8. MONOLITH OF DOUBT

My story is a sad one
My life a valley of death

What gave me salvation
Gives me hell now
I'm not human anymore

Trying to escalate the
Hill of self deploration
My will is crashing down
It's fading

I wanna go where the grass is taller
Where the sun is brighter
I wanna reach the fields of tranquillity
Bathed in a silver moon

Just a little step into nothingness
I attempt to feel
But my heart is shattered

My soul is withering
My inner strength destroyed
Alone I shall perish
In forgottеn ground

I can see redemption in this pain
(I can't see redеmption in this pain)
I'm not suffering in vain
(I am suffering in vain)
I am finally awake
(I am painfully awake)

No more! I will cry no more
I will moan no more
I will die no more
What I've built shall fall

I will be let down
(I won't be let down)
I will give up
(I won't give up)
I will let you fall
(I will hold your hand)
And I know that I will break
(Now I know that I won't break)

With desolate fear
(With dissolute courage)
Into the flames of hell
(In the meadows of heaven)
In the meadows of heaven


9. OVER THE SHORE

I roam restlessly
I seek my nomad refuge
In this painted landscape

Colossal rains fall
On the misty river

Step by step
I hear the voices of night
I perceive the sound of Winter
Filtering in my heart

My legs are shivering
And my arms are numb
Listening to the heartbeat of darkness
Hearing the tear in the sky
Where am I led to?
Whence came I?

Falling on my knees
Tears crashing down
On this rainy slumber
The storm lashеs out

Lightning striking my soul
Darkness gorges me
Lеading me to a great despair

Deep in the solemn night
An image arises
A sudden vision in the void

An abrupt feeling of wholeness
In the nothingness
Filtering down

And I'm reborn again
On the misty river

Chasing the golden glimpse
A whisper in the torment
I seek peace

While ghosts chase my breath away
And god haunts my Spirit

In the disrupted sky
To the fading strike
Stumping in the abyss

Awakening in light
My heart falls apart
And I'm reborn again

Awakening in light
My heart falls apart
And I'm reborn again

Awakening in light
My heart falls apart
And I'm reborn again
And I'm reborn again